{a letter to esoterica}
       nerves and flesh 

Mix/Master: Me

1. There is a River I Call Violet
2. foolish, man. 
3. eyesore
4. Holy Terror
5. c u later ;)  
6. bootlicker
7. your hands, my heart
8. Your Face In The Window
9. N64

a letter to esoterica

Lyrics:
nevermore verse-
Chains on me, im walking in my truey jeans
Cutters on me, tucked up in my truey jeans
Fuck this whole world, Ima stay forever sleep
Fuck your whole life, go ahead and give it to me

No shadow where I stand cus I'm nobody,
Ima burn you if you step up to me,
Fuck the nazis, fuck the coppers, fuck the commies,
Your pride means nothin to me, Ima hunt you boy

Im eating nachos on your tombstone,
stick a blade between your teeth and watch you choke,
chains still on me, I cast a sigil,
Walk you down and take your life, you're not special.

Chains on me, im walking in my truey jeans
Cutters on me, tucked up in my truey jeans
Fuck this whole world, Ima stay forever sleep
Fuck your whole life, go ahead and give it to me

HEADSHOT verse:
Midnight chainsaw, riding through the storm, got the moonlight shining blood dripping off the thorns

Eyes glow white when the full moon is awake I’m a dirt boy Legend put my name on the gates.

Reaper in the cut if he be creeping through the fence, I got a sawed off in the trunk. I ain’t worried about defense 

Lightning strikes twice I can see what’s next, and if I disappear let them carve it in my flesh

Bonfires burning, let the flames touch the sky I’ll be riding through the backroads never say goodbye.

Riding through the storm and got the gas in the tank Blood stains on the fit, but it drips like paint

Muddy boots stomp when we step in the scene got the robin jean saggin but the racks Stay clean.

Lightning in my veins hear The thunder when I ride if I crash in the flames, let my name stay alive.

CHAINS FT. HEADSHOT (PROD. MAULER)

prod. em11t
LYRICS NVRMORE:
Nevermore boy, you gonna feel hurt
I'm Erebus baby, drag you down in a hearse
You gon' learn the meaning of being put in the Earth
Slashing at my sleeve baby, ima make it worse

Kill a cop, pissin' on his grave when he dies,
Cutters on me homie, you dont wanna try
Nevermore, angel wings, human firefly (yeah)
Never gave a fuck, Nevermore take his life

Light through branches, illuminate my ground
Moirai I see you, whatchu gon' do now?
Chains still on me, fuck around!
My boy Headshot gonna put you in the ground

HUMAN FIREFLY FT. HEADSHOT

Head hanging low, bones on the mantle 
Your blood seeps down like the wax from a candle
Even if we fall, we still exposed the scandal
Your hatred lit the wick, can you hear your bones rattle?
Nevermore, I’ll take you to the gallows 
I project my second body as a shadow
O’ Holy night, why you fallow?
Pull the string and feel it all unravel 

Take the hands of another and let them pull you through
The burdens of their sins now buried in you
Drinking from the Lethe, only if I knew
Memories drown, but the past still breaks through 
Sewn through the threads, what could I do?
Feel the terror knowing I can kill the real you
Heaven turned away when I bled the real you
Feel your eyes fall back and tie the goddamn noose

Head hanging low, bones on the mantle 
Your blood seeps down like the wax from a candle
Even if we fall, we still exposed the scandal
Your hatred lit the wick, can you hear your bones rattle?
Nevermore, I’ll take you to the gallows 
I project my second body as a shadow
O’ Holy night, why you fallow?
Pull the string and feel it all unravel 

Head hanging low, bones on the mantle 
Your blood seeps down like the wax from a candle
Even if we fall, we still exposed the scandal
Your hatred lit the wick, can you hear your bones rattle?
Nevermore, I’ll take you to the gallows 
I project my second body as a shadow
O’ Holy night, why you fallow?
Pull the string and feel it all unravel 

Take the hands of another and let them pull you through
Feel your eyes fall back and tie the goddamn noose

OMEN & ASH (PROD. ETRNL)

Ophelia, do you hear my name? 
If you fade baby, I’ll do the same
Stay with me, don’t make me wait
Would you hold me when my petals break?
Ophelia, can you see me?
Let me hide into your arms, I’ll break completely 
I’ll give you all my ribs just to make it easy 
If I fall apart, would you still need me?
And if our love must die, would you grieve me?
Would you comfort me and still sing to me sweetly?
Would you sew up my shoulder blades when I get uneasy?
Oh Ophelia, I’ll do anything.
Would you sew me up when my breath gets weaker? 
I would wilt for you if it meant you’d feel better 
Please hold my throat just to stop the tremors 
If love is ache, let me ache forever
If love is fire, let’s burn together
Oh my Ophelia, I’ll love you forever.
If I bleed too much, would you call it a habit?
Do my words sound weak? Does it sound like a pattern?
I promised you baby I’d turn into ashes,
and I turned to ashes.
Pressed in wax
Let the past collapse 
Pulled my ribs from the dust like an epitaph 
Meet me by the river’s bend, watch my bones thrash 
Did logic fail when my heart react? 
It doesn’t much matter I’ll love you ‘till the end  
Ophelia, I’m decaying
Look around, it’s all vacant
I dissolve here, it’s so sacred
Ophelia, are you lost? Fate is changing.
I watched my own hands turn serrated 
I was so lost before you found my cadence 
Before you found my cadence 
My Ophelia

Project Ophelia

NVR:
Cut your heart, see the light inside
Wonder what you’d say if you hadn’t died 
Tell me what to do baby, is it alright?
If I take you with me, you’re my pink Whitney 

Nevermore boy you ain’t gonna see shit
Slash my wrist, I ain’t gonna feel shit
Step to me boy ima crack your ribs
Eyes rolling back I’m gonna get sick
Cigarette burns on your pretty skin
Tie you down, needles, oh shit I missed
You’re “feeling sad” bro? Go take a hit 
Cus fuck it man, this life ain’t shit

Body by the river cus I killed her for fun
Blade to her throat, now she speaking with blood
Gurgled up red when she choked on her tongue
Buried her deep ‘fore the rise of the sun

KNULL:

Chains on me like im nevermore
Leave me rotting on the dirty floor 
Bodys laying down on the river bed
Called me nasty fuck when i fucked her head 
In the truck Ill kill us both
Thin flesh bleeds outside the snow
Oh those nights diphenhydramine
Say you fucking with knull come and die with me

Oh dear god im left for dead 
Seen her body floating on the river bed

RIVERBED FT. KNULL

Took a long time on this one honestly, it's about The Faerie Queene. 
Tribulation with religion, pretty personal engravements in it too. 
For those who bother to read, this is my favorite song I’ve worked on. 

LYRICS:
dust to dust crawling through the horizon 
Templaratic collective with a serpent fang
Errour stays coiled in the combines of night 
Woe is He who wears the crown
Forget thy name

Candelabra 
Prophet engraved in the apple
Cruciform
The mouth of death spake
Risen on the pyre
Baptized in rot and crowned in the fire 
Yeahhh

Errour

A little different

NEVERMORE:
Bring a shotgun to school cus I’m so so numb
I ruined your pretty skin but I don’t give a fuck
I just wanna feel your heartbeat on my tongue 
Love me back or I’ma kiss the barrel of my gun
Robin jeans with embalming fluid in my lungs 
Thought I felt something but it was just the drugs
I wore your skin but it wasn’t enough
Now you’re six feet deep and only mine to love :)

HEADSHOT:

You used to be the ghost up in my arms
Soft skin cold lips
Whispered your name in the dark
Now I act like it doesn't exist
Used to burn like a fever
It's like knots are all up in my chest
Now I dream of the ways that I could lay you to rest
Your skull in my hand like a fragile little treasure
If I cant have you no one else will ever
Lays in stone yeah it all falls apart
Body was ours so I tore out your heart

NEVERMORE:
Bring a shotgun to school cus I’m so so numb
I ruined your pretty skin but I don’t give a fuck
I just wanna feel your heartbeat on my tongue 
Love me back or I’ma kiss the barrel of my gun
Robin jeans with embalming fluid in my lungs 
Thought I felt something but it was just the drugs
I wore your skin but it wasn’t enough
Now you’re six feet deep and only mine to love

MINE2LOVE W/HEADSHOT

I love you and im sorry for the unprecedented behavior 

 I’m not a normal guy 
baby, you know that
I don’t know how to deal when I’m feeling sad
I dig my nails into my eyes when I’m missing you bad 
Behind my mind in recesses of your life filling mine 

Am I your Angel now? Are these wings for you to die?
Am I worth the love? Is this passage mine to ride?
I’ll follow you there if it’s alright
You can take all of mine if I can take your life
My baby, my love, my little eye
Just take me by my hand and I’ll give you my mind
Oh I love your hands and your laugh
But I’ll miss your eyes when I take your final breath

i know I’m a weird guy and i just need you to love me still

big shout out to knull for the beat :)

Nevermore crawling out of my catacomb 
I don’t like you motherfucker go away before I slice your throat
Kicking rocks and downing oxy while I’m walking home
Body bags are rotting nevermore and knull boy
Crooked floor where my knives are resting 
Ima fuck you softly with my knives don’t test me

I’m a sick man
Drugs for my thoughts
I tear apart my room
Cus I fucking hate you all

Pop a perc to keep the violence out
I’m nevermore bitch boy and I’m coming down
Eyes wide see your face in the headlight 
I’m a stupid boy, rotter boy, watch where you’re walking boy 
I’m creeping in the corners of your home and I’m watching boy 
Never gonna see another day when I’m done with you boy 

Fuck
Needles in my room and I’m nodding off
I poked a hole through my vein and now im bleeding out
Take a double dose to take away those happy thoughts 
I’m feeling sick I should just kill myself before I rot

Before I rot 

Kicking rocks and downing oxy while I’m walking home
Body bags are rotting nevermore and knull boy 
I’m a sick man and I’m rotting in that knull catacomb 
If I see a motherfucker cut him up and keep walking home

Pills (prod. knull)

11/10/23
Rest easy buddy

Hey man I know we haven’t talked in a while because you shot yourself last week
It fucked me up I can’t lie to you bro I couldn’t eat for weeks
Was it worth the pain you caused me? Did I have to see your body rotting?
Blood on the floor, dogs are barking 
Was it some shit I never noticed? 
In a weird way I kinda liked it
You showed me that life ain’t permanent 
Cocked it back and you blew off your fucking head  

And I miss you
Do you miss me too?
And I cant believe you left me here to rot alone by myself

Rest PT.2

nvrdredd///uglymusic EP SOON!

ARTISTS:
@nevermoreboy
@dreddemyadigg

##LYRICS## 

**DREDD(EM) <BRIDGE>**
can you feel me now
Rottn in the ground
Can you feel me now 
Will you hear me out
Can you feel me now rottn 
In the ground (2X)

**NEVERMORE (@nevermoreboy)**
Can you feel me now 
rotting in the ground?
It’s nevermore I’m weepn angel and I’m coming down
Dirt up in my boots, ima crack your skull
Got 6 knives 
6 swords 
6 skulls in my floor
and I ain’t never give a fuck about no friends and shit
I pop percs, pop oxy, pop bennies and shit

Who you coming with and who you leaving with?
Ima fucking kill you all 
ima give you rest
Sleep now, my little eye
Up above black wings stretch across the sky
Where I come from the crops rot and angels die
 I made the blood moon burn you, watch the ravens fly
Your flesh don’t burn
it petrifies
Why you weeping now baby, I thought you wanted to die?
In the burnpile, I’ll lie, cast me aside
I got a needle in my arm because I miss your eyes 

I’m still staring at the lamps in my room
I’m getting headsick 
I’m gonna overdose 
cus I don’t wanna let the fucking dead in
But I’m nevermore, I’m never sober 
There’s no lesson
Spinning glass in my sore eyes
I let the dead in 

**DREDD(EM) (@dreddemyadigg)**
In the masquerade 
All they do is mask n raid 
Hands held tight 
Til the ropes debt is paid
(kill4fun)
Hunned round festering 
Diggn fingernail necropolis 
Crawln inside
Ya coffin
Making sure I never miss 
Can you hear their cries
Tiredly dismissed 
Etched in
Restrictive sin
Carve lies
Carve lies below
Spite all who forgive
Hidden inn the valley 
With ya valentine glint
Sharpen my smile
Translate these lipsz

SLEEP, BITCH! FT. DREDD(EM)

Mix & Master: dreddem + nevermore
@dreddemyadigg
@nevermoreboy

LYRICS:
(@Nevermoreboy)
digging nails in my eyes just to find my mind
The cracks inside my walls are crawling through my spine
Be my little belt baby, be my serpentine:)
wrap around my neck and make all your sins mine
Bitch I’m the weeping angel with glass wings I’ll take my life
Pourin up some poison you sip yours Im drinkin mine
paLeman-nevermore catacomb is where you’ll lie
We some blood oath fuckers slittin hands with rusted knives

(@DreddemYaDigg)
You don't answer me 
In my dreams
Hate it when you shut me out
Even on the breeze 
Shadows don't make a sound
Surrender on one knee
The blade is calln me
 
Can't sleep
Been up 4 dayzs 
She only call me
Throwing shit in my way
Wear my beliefs 
Under my waist
In my dreams 
She ain't got no face
No face
Can you surrender the night
To abandon the pain
Can you spread your wingsz 
One last time
When I start to cry
Wanna take from me
Wanna take from me
Get in line
Do you feel them calln 
When the curtains crawl
Always falln 
It don't matter no more
I'm fuckn sykk of it
I'm feeln ignorant 
I up the switch
Then I blow the bitch
Str8 to bitzs 
Might well 
Cut em out
Cut em up
I'm so sykk of it
Oh so sykk of it
I can't take much (more)
Do I take much more

Untitled #1

Mix & Master: dreddem + nevermore
@dreddemyadigg
@nevermoreboy

LYRICS:
(@Nevermoreboy)
I was dead last week
came back much worse
I crawled out of my coffin and now my whole room hurts
You shoulda killed me fucking twice
 now my blade gon work
Let the whole sky turn red
let the whole world burn 
I was dead last week
 came back much worse 
Stained glass mausoleum
 right behind the church
I tried to find myself but I just got worse
I tried to find me help, but help didn’t fucking work

Smoke in the chapel 
Nails in the dirt 
Flies in the altar
Whisper to me
Body in the pews
 but the bones won’t hurt 
Maggots in the stomach
 stitch my name in the verse
black dog follow me 
Trailed since birth
I tried to call for help
 but it just got worse 

(@DreddemYaDigg)
Where we go
Justice lay
Heavens fall below
Even when you say
Tightly tie the rope 
Knotted in my brain
Step forward til you 
Can't no more
Flooded memories 
Drowning in this lake 
Arrows from the balcony 
Mausoleum of your pain
Breaking down the chamber door
can't afford to wait
Wracking all these screws
Nailed from your pain 
dimebag shawty
Counting on the change
Sanguine dripping on the snow
cant chase her no more
Long lost in the haze
Dredd and nevermore never know your name 
Where we go 
Justice lay
Heavens fall below
Even when you say

Mausoleum *BONUS TRACK*

Mix/Master/Written - nvrmore & hallowed
@nevermoreboy
@hallowedd

LYRICS

///
(@nevermoreboy)
A dark remembrance
but I knew it wouldn’t last 
It’s me and scary squad 
and we’re laughing at your death 
I cant feel my heart 
but it’s beating through my chest
Your eyes are in my head 
since you’re buried like the rest 
I stay fucking up my life 
but I’m feeling no regrets 
Death is warmer than you’d think
Silent, layered on a crest 
Authentic in my ritual for loving all that’s wretched 
I see your light
I see your love
I want to see you dead
///

NVRMORE VERSE: 
Bitch it’s Nevermore 
Scary gon skin you whole
Like I’m Freddy ima slash you
Ima take your skull
Drifting from the path
While you're walking home 
Perhaps it’s just a reflection of my fractured soul

Im still the weepin angel boy 
don’t get it twisted 
Hallowed gonna hollow you out 
Starting with your wrist slits
Pity that you had to look down
And fucking witness it
All said and done 
You’ll float too, like Icarus 

Wont rectify my sins
I’ll stay sick until I’m dead 
I fucking hate you all
I may just kill myself instead 
It bled right through the past 
So im in pain in present tense
I cant believe I took it all for granted once again

(@hallowedd)
seen your love pass by like its dead
your kisses hit like their made of lead
hearts heavy like its beatin from my chest
im just hollowed out call it self defense 
nevermore n hallowed boy 
we gonna skin you whole
down by the oak tree you aint growin old
body never found thats the story that i told
heart so cold bitch im sleepin in the snow
sleepin in the snow 
cuz i been up for 3 weeks
i cant be myself i dont trust no one i meet
i cant forget at all its always in my dreams
tryna sleep it off but i been up 3 weeks

Crestfall

I had to try a wicca beat, super fun to record 
Indie pop song next:) 

CREDS:
(prod. @metlast)
(@nevermoreboy)

LYRICS
Now I walk a path that I began so long ago
And my life, it lacks the structures for a frame to cast out my shadows
And you know me, so you know I’ve been the night for all this time my dear
But it seems as though the stars slip through my hands every year

So I'm gonna go back to being me, and I hope to find you there 
And I'm wandering as if I’ve been possessed, 
so help me dear

I'm wandering as if I’ve been possessed so, help me dear 
Just you look up at the skies, I aligned the stars because I like your stare
And ignore me if you must, but I’ll still adore you when you’re unaware 
And it’s desperation to say the least but it’s only for you

So I reached out to the stars but I was only reaching for you 
And I love to complain but I could never complain about you 

Now I walk a path that I began 
so long ago
And my life, it lacks the structures for a frame
to cast out my shadows
And you know me so you know I’ve been the night for all this time, my dear
But it seems as though the stars slip through my hands every year

Soon, Baby

mix: hallowed/nevermore
master: hallowed/nevermore

##LYRICS##

every day it's you, in my head
and I still have your perfume 
on the desk right next to my bed
your curious eyes are cute
even when you say they're not
and i know it gets real hard
but

you're not leaving, I really love you
you're not leaving, I really love you
(i love you)

every day it's you, in my head
and I still have your perfume 
on the desk right next to my bed

I love you

prod leln
mix nevermore
EVERYDAY IS SCARY

//

i just wanna see you bleed
life is so pretty, it's never worth a fuck
ill slit my wrists and break my ribs 
this world is not for us
i just wanna see you bleed

in eyes like yours i don't see myself

mix/master @nevermoreboy
prod. afge

pastures green, the moon is nigh 
Nevermore return to light 
It’s in my head, It’s in my mind 
It’s so alive
It’s so convincing and yet so inviting 

In the pastures green the moon is nigh
It’s so serene 
I’m nevermore I’m in my room hurting 
With my scary team
We’re made of grief 
Come fuck with me 
Forever longing for what’s non existing

It’s a disconnect 
wrap a sheet over me 
Make me feel the parts of you that I could never be

I can’t feel a thing and im always complaining 
So rid me of myself and never let me breathe 

In the pastures green the moon is nigh
It’s so serene 
I’m nevermore I’m in my room hurting 
With my scary team
We’re made of grief 
Come fuck with me 
Forever longing for what’s non existing
Never me, it’s never me 
My heart is restless 
So I’ll lay here and die 2 sleep 

Yeah
Nevermore and I’m home again
Life is fucking irritating and there’s no epipen 

So I’m home again, the pastures green and the lights are out
Abnormalities are what is me and i cant cast it out 
Enriched in ways forever 
I glean what I can 
And Every day is scary so the night is my friend

I’ve seen death 
I’ve looked into Her lovely eyes 
Humans are disgusting fucks so I’ll feed her some more tonight
I feel it
I feel the ember autumns night
Lets all warm our hands and grab a knife and slice our fucking eyes

Cold eyes 
Knife fight
Burning bright 
A-A-And I’m so high I call it the sunrise
Toxic dollar bills in my hands fuck my whole life 
And ill keep you underground don’t make a sound while I’m digging down 
I’ll lay your body in pieces and cover it with the pasture ground
I’m a lover not a fighter and I’m loving you now 
So ill crawl back home, nevermore returns by sundown

Pastures Green

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

New music otw, headphones recommended.

breaking down those centerfolds 
Have I crawled way from broken homes?
I seethe at hands that feed my own
I’m breaking down I’m losing more 
Vomit on the dirty floor 
Heart half full 
See it pour 
Cascade off sacred shores 
lost my mind, I still love yours 

It’s torture

It’s here like every night
I wanna fly away
Pushing off my own decay 
I feel death in my vertebrae

It hurts me when I fall asleep 
and I wake up in this agony 
got blood trekking off my wrist it seems
I’m over it, it’s over me

How do I explain how I get to be
Just another motherfucker walking down the street
I feel some things
I feel some things 
It’s torturing 
It’s torturing 

breaking down those centerfolds 
Have I crawled way from broken homes?
I seethe at hands that feed my own
I’m breaking down I’m losing more 
Vomit on the dirty floor 
Heart half full 
See it pour 
Cascade off sacred shores 
lost my mind, I still love yours 

Crawling Back

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

time was once so lovely.

Drown with me
Rot with me 
Feel the breeze
On your skin 
Porcelain flesh
Breaking act
I cant breathe 
With you near 

Drown with me 
Rot with me 
I’m no God 
try to be 
More than man 
Don’t understand  
Running from the hills and their stare

[by the water]

s/o 🕰️ 🪦

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

Dead in the water, drowning in the past
Head on the altar, frowning at the past
Holy terror, mind made of glass
See through me, free me at last
Blackcoat's daughter, taxidermic crafts
I can see you shining free from your death
Stuck here forever, never ask what's next
Fly with me, take me to your depths

Haven't been myself i feel as if i've been possessed 
You were never here, just something in my head
I know my time is soon, i keep it close to my chest
The way you accepted your death left me impressed
Tuck a shovel tight i'll make it right, right now
Fuck a full life, i'll put us both in the ground
Try and fuck around I'll leave you dead body bound
Death rattle sounds, laying you down

Dead in the water, drowning in the past
Head on the altar, frowning at the past
Holy terror, mind made of glass
See through me, free me at last
Blackcoat's daughter, taxidermic crafts
I can see you shining free from your death
Stuck here forever, never ask what's next
Fly with me, take me to your depths

Holy Terror

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

(@nevermore)
Foolish man, watch the world crumble down
You knew it then, should've left it in the old house
I keep you safe, but you're clawing at my shoulders now
I can't forget trembling at my bedside, wishing it wasn't real
The light falls into the night time, And in the night time I feel
That's when I don't feel real

(@headshotybody)
I been walkin through my past like it never left
Every ghost I meet just knows me best
I smile for the world, but I fade inside
Feelin like a lie that learned to hide

Every word I say just echoes back,
Empty halls where my heart still cracks
I been reachin out but my hands don’t touch
Numb to the pain but I feel too much

Whispers in my head like a quiet storm
Tryna find peace but it don’t take form
Lost in waves that don’t ever fade
Drift too deep where the light decayed

tears fall soft when the lights go dim,
I been drownin in thoughts can’t learn to swim
And the mirror don’t show what it used to show
Whole life feel like a lie I know

(@nevermore)
Foolish man, watch the world crumble down
You knew it then, should've left it in the old house
I keep you safe, but you're clawing at my shoulders now
I can't forget trembling at my bedside, wishing it wasn't real
The light falls into the night time, And in the night time I feel
That's when I dont feel real

foolish, man.

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

Well im walking down the road, drop my cig the floor
Got a sawed off shotty, pull the trigger when im bored
Got dirty pills and a four, you can call me nevermore
Puking off a sick one, crying till my eyes sore
Everyday is scary whore, exotic what i'm snortin bro
Every day is halloween, the night is what im dying for

Got pills up in my pocket, only matters when im fucking
And my nose is bleeding over you, guess i never had it
I woke up in an attic, and im sorry that i passed out
And ill shoot a fucking f//////t like my name is scary dabat

eyesore

i'm complicated, and i'm so sorry
i don't mean to, and i'm so sorry
i don't mean to, but that's just what's me
I'm new to feeling things but you give me some peace

i love the way that you rest your hands on my back
in my head, in past tense

i'll take you anywhere
i'll let you touch my hair
i'll let you do your worst, you're more than worth it.

you're more than worth it

your hands, my heart

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

Everyday is scary popping pills bout to blast off
True religion on me, but i don't fuck with no god
You can call me nevermore cus i dont plan to fucking stop
With my scary team we mobbin cities and we're smoking cops

Bleeding by the powerline, walking in the night time 
Blingy belt rocking, it’s shining in the moonlight
Said he wanna fight and now he’s dying with a knife in him
That’s just cus he’s right wing, I don’t fuck with bootlickers
Totin on my ruger, biting till my tooth hurt
Laughing to the bank while they’re looking for the shooter
Keep his blood chilled with an airtight lid
Taking selfies with it cus you fuckers are some losers

Nevermore, im never spent
i pop some pills, dont pay for it
leave me here to die again, your lips taste like your cigarette
your body's in my basement rotting, pretty in your black corset
with acetone and bleach im trying to get rid of your fingerprints
consider this a confession cus i got no more fucks to give

its nevermore, we slittin wrists pour it onto floors
forever bored, innocent lamb drinks from wretched shores
it's ruined, it's ruined
why do i feel useless?
your god is dead
your heaven has left
you're so fucking stupid

bootlicker

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

(@nevermore)
on the floor puking yeah like a tweaker
knuckles started bleeding now theres blood on my tshirt
lames tryna fw me im like yeah whatever
plug hit my phone and i put that bitch on speaker 
give me anything u got yeah im a geeker
stomp a fuckboy in my boots yeah till my feet hurt
and my jeans are robin dont talk to me cracker
i wont hit u up but ill say see u later ;)
get of out my face, ur fit weak, you a stranger
this aint no box cutter motherfucker this a razor
damn im feeling sick motherfucker get me water
ima pop 3 more and ima get higher
im so bad she call me satan someone get the friar
you just wanna hear yourself talk, go retire 

(@headshot)
woke up feeling a fuckn bonus round
my phone is blowing up ima have to tone it down 
this shawty is too loud but she's got a goated sound
and i hit it from the back now shes screaming way too loud
got the subzero wrist yeah the ice 2 cold
in a scorpion stance get over here flow 
yeah im tweaking ona tuesday 
chill like its a friday
didnt even crash ive been runnin for like 2 days
phone keeps ringing ion care what they gotta say
tweaking onna tuesday 
vibe like its my birthday >.<!!

c u later ;)

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
His breath smelled like whiskey
He was crying like a man
When I helped him stand up straight I got blood all on my hands

My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he's dead, I can have his Nintendo 64
And I can play all it night long
Sitting on the basement floor

unfinished N64 cover (lost the file)

been holding onto this, decided to just throw it in with the ep:)
this song got me through a lot of grief.
s/o ghost
{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}

Sun refracting through, empty afternoons
You're here, but not with me
Rotting in my room
Shadows stretch, they creep
Sunlight through the sheets
My walls caving in, just give me one last hint
Check on me when you come down
My room feels so alone now
Haven't slept 'cause this emptiness is keepin' me up
Lock my door, phone's still dead, too tired to make my death bed
In the window, you're all I see
Open it so I can breathe

Your Face In The Window

{EVERYDAY IS SCARY}
 
There is a river I call Violet
She flows from North into my eyelids
The lesser parts of me
sink into waters deep, serene and warm to me
There is a river I call Violet 
It's hard to place my hands around it
I light the candle, find the passion
Total collapse when I'm around it

I knew this girl, lets call her Violet
She's met the agents of my silence
If you can hear me now
New sentiments, I've found
I've let the river Violet drown me

There is a river I call Violet
I hate to make you go and cry, babe
The mystery's my mind
I try but I'm not divine
and this time I really tried
There is a girl, I call her Violet
Tortured, impure, because my violence
And I'll reach out to you
This action's nothing new
But I'll stay sitting in my silence

There is a River I Call Violet

ɘsoterica //

immaterial 

   nerves and flesh

Nevermore

NEVER༒︎

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