emo-tional pt. II

fresh air [prod. brody]

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

u said u wouldn't run from this 


older got taken down 
back up enjoy 
while you can 

<3

u said u wouldn't run from this  Feat. LIL LOTUS

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Spotify

Broken X Lil Lotus

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

we don't talk anymore (w/ shattered) (prod. cxld blxxd)

Zenith ft. familypet

let's make the most of feeling low
artwork by @evanxflow
vocals mixed & recorded by tristen whitehead @chamberaudio

We All Got Heartache full project out October 1st

@yungscuffonline - Just Like That prod. @vision4k_ & @Eterna1l WE ALL GOT HEARTACHE OUT OCTOBER 1ST

prod by @jakkyboi

lyrics:
Take me to the city that never sleeps
i know that my mind is feelin weak
how could i ever live my fuckin dream
insomniac stayin up im countin sheep

wide awake in the night again
turn the lights on i wont let the dark in
i cant ever sleep demons floating in the wind
i know everybody doubts me thats why i gotta win
take me to the city that never sleeps
i cant ever dream when ur not next to me
the future holds what the darkness shows
i been livin deep in the darkest folds
cosmo canyon where the flames grow
high top mountain i can see the light show
fall down into rapture i know
everything around me is melting like snow
what do you know about me
i cant feel a damn thing
i wanna know what i need
i wanna live in my dream

City That Never Sleeps ✧ [prod by Jakkyboi]

she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad

lyrics:
she know i love it when she wearin all black
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad
so bad but still the best i ever had
and she drive me crazy yeah she really good at that
don’t wanna be seen thats why I’m always in the back
she look so good unlike me yeah a matter of fact
i can’t take this pain so my wrist cry
baby won’t you come by 
i don’t wanna cry so i hold my pain inside

i don’t wanna cry no sometimes i wanna die tho
shawty be so bad yeah she fuck me like a psycho 
she make me go crazy, thats why she my baby
shawty be my angel when I need her she gon’ save me
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad 
I love it when she move her body like that
I can’t get enough tho baby lets just ride slow
fuck me in the back seat I love to see your body go
up and down girl please don’t stop
you know I love it when you’re on top
back of the clubs where you’ll find me at
you know I love it when you’re wearing all back

she know i love it when she wearin all black
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad
so bad but still the best i ever had
and she drive me crazy yeah she really good at that
don’t wanna be seen thats why I’m always in the back
she look so good unlike me yeah a matter of fact
i can’t take this pain so my wrist cry
baby won’t you come by 
i don’t wanna cry so i hold my pain inside

SPOTIFY<3

bad (prod. BABY BLUNT)

la plupart d'entre vous suivent des personnes de faux cul, c'est mon message pour eux
prod. @antongxldn

@icytearsbwoi:
[verse]
no i dont give a fuck if you dont like me
you never change, stay the same you a white tee
you a lame you a fake you a hype beast
i've been noticing that you aint nothing like me
ill let that energy flow through my veins
enemies envy the moves that i make
i got friends stood beside me thats all that it takes
all your freinds want your clout, maybe you want the, same

sadeyes:
[chorus]
i don't want to try to be, anything like you could be
cry to hide that honesty, helped you then you lied to me
i don't want to try to be, anything like you could be
cry to hide that honesty, helped you then you lied to me

[verse]
you're spiraling further in, to that place that you hate
every fan that you date, every chance that you take
to erase what you made, every time you create
you're a fake never change, waste of time waste of space

you get wasted, yuh, you get wasted
cover up the fact that you're a loser you won't face it
and you know that you can't change it
lie so fuckin much you keepin tabs on all your fake shit

[chorus]
i don't want to try to be, anything like you could be
cry to hide that honesty, helped you then you lied to me
i don't want to try to be, anything like you could be
cry to hide that honesty, helped you then you lied to me

i don't wanna be like u w/ icy tears (prod. antongxldn)

WHY DON'T U FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM YET HOES :( @JAKKYBOIII
JK LOVE YOU BUT ACTUALLY THO 💖
VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD2tCSQ_CkE

fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

prod @cxldblxxd

Dripping so pretty 
Yeah i’m high right now
I’m just trying to fucking clear what’s in my head somehow
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now 
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now

I don’t think you can love me 
Baby if you really fucking do than show me
I don't think you can love me
If you get to see my stupid heart it’s ugly 

Pull up in a fast car 
I’ve been spending cash hard 
I’ve would give up everything if it would give me your heart 
Know you’re fucking hurting know you’re dying inside 
I’ve been fucking trying i’ve been hitting phone lines
I would crash a fast car 
Id start to write some real bars 
Maybe it would help if i could just speak with my own heart 
Maybe say my real name 
No more hiding behind gloomy shades and cold days

Dripping (prod. cxld blxxd)

@4evrgone + @ihateshinigami ^^
artwork + twitter.com/dyinginkyoto

lyrics:
sunlight shining on my face 
i just wanna be erased
let the void consume me into the dark

this is a letter to my friends
i just wanna tell you how it ends 
this world just wasn't made for me 
sick and tired of the cycle of my life 
back and forth just like a war inside my mind 
i gave up everything to feel like i'm alive again

sunlight shining on my face 
i just wanna be erased
let the void consume me into the dark

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

prod @discent
Lyrics:
only have the time for this type of thing
only rock with you if you vibe with me
shawty in the clouds gettin high with me
driving all night baby ride with me

raindrops on the rooftop see the water down the window
shawty wanna get on top of me feel like a sin tho
say she wanna kiss my neck in bed its where we been tho
rockin to Park Jefferson and we blast out the windows

i get some money and i spend it fast
shawty thats a lie ima make it last
counting up these racks piling up these stacks
swear that we gon make it i be unsurpassed

we gon live that life, we gon live it up
staying up all night ridin through the cut
moonlight shining down in the solo cup
baby break it down she gon roll the blunt

we pullin up in a foreign and see the stars shine
we climb the top of the hill and vibe in the moonlight
we gettin lost in the smoke tonight we gon fly high
a long time coming but now we can live that good life

only have the time for this type of thing
only rock with you if you vibe with me
shawty in the clouds gettin high with me
driving all night baby ride with me

ride (prod. Discent)

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

prod. dovolensoboi

lyrics:

they thinking imma goner
shoulda been scholar 
now i sell my voice for a couple hundred dollars 
wanna be baller 
don’t wanna be my father
thoughts got me chained like ya boy got a collar 

and i remember when you didn’t fuck with me 
doubt in your eyes now you wanna see 
tell me all the words that you really wanna say
i don’t really care imma walk away
and i can’t trust a soul or keep my guard down
can’t you tell the boy is hell bound?
trying to make waves with my burnt sound
tell me where you at
where you right now?
cause i can’t really see you  
and i don’t really need you 
i been on my own shit 
you can get your own bitch 

they thinking imma goner
shoulda been scholar 
now i sell my voice for a couple hundred dollars 
wanna be baller 
don’t wanna be my father
thoughts got me chained like ya boy got a collar

goner (prod. dovolensoboi)

https://undergroundunderdogs.com/articles/inviting-us-into-her-own-story-kaiyko-shares-all-i-knew-before/
Wrote this one when i was going through it. I hope it can speak to you in some way. Thank u for listening.
Lyrics:::
Walking down this familiar street, It's 10 pm already
And I can't see a thing cuz my
Vision's so blurry and the thoughts in my head have
Eroded my happiness it's all worn out thin

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own.

Is this even real, Will I be okay, It's been getting hard for me 
Just to say, I've been trying.
And I thought I couldn't get through last night 
Fighting with these demons while I cried 
Didn't think it'd really come to this
But I almost let myself go till I

Saw your face and your voice reached out and said
I'll be okay and i'll live to see the next day
And the rain washed out all I knew before
And the sun came out and it opened my eyes.

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Walking down this familiar street I look up to the sky
And I feel my own heartbeat and im feelin so fuzzy
And the thoughts in my head
Have washed out all the toxins that left me for dead

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/discent !!!
Mix by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia !!!

All I Knew Before (Prod. Discent)

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balance, peace, health, love.
together, let's make a kind world.