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Find Me - Endcalling

https://open.spotify.com/album/1IEJpPn1mB809PhCI0AxLe?si=8liObuTQSJaofVEG18PMSw

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iY7d4stVd1h6fHNbfTU6h?si=jzL8Z0YvSf6jhy4NuwvdNw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7myT2l7GajUkFvrPw8RfB3

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
cant even get my own way
pretty worthless wouldnt u say
u asked me how i was today
i wasnt the slightest bit okay

wanna go to the movies like u said
but ur too busy partying with ur friends
say ur busy the whole weekend
will u ever talk to me again

i
cant
breathe
if ur not with
me
baby
im around ya

i cant believe u'd rather spend
more time with him than me baby
im so damn co-dependent
need u with me at all times

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
she takes my breath away 
and heals all of my pains 
dont want to see her gone 
i need her everyday 

but its hard to 
believe my own mind 
kept my guard down 
im on my own now

take my breath away w/ jacko

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

wanna take you out 
but i wanna be the only one around 
whats that sound 
is that you screaming out your mouth
i dont care
its fine
get back together one night
no, next time
no next time
you lied and said we'll be fine

ohhhhhhhh
worthless zombie
thats crawling on their feet
and ohhhhhh
i just wanna be something
but my friends dont believe in me

zombie girl

lyrics:

(Eric Cartman)
Mistvale I honestly don't get how anybody like you
like your so fucking stupid and you just need to fucking die

(Mistvale)
You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine

You can go away
you don't have to live today

they don't gotta know(4x)

Can you tell me how you know
I wanna kill you
take you body out to the cabin
and make a meal out you
and make a mean out of you

You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine(2x)

I honestly want you to kill yourself

bitter w/ kiheir

this was all your fault

shoutout liam mccay/dead calm for dis amazing song

Ruin all
My favourite songs
And throw me out
On the lawn

Lift me up
And break my back
Deny it all
When you see me crack

this was all your fault

I was never enough for you

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