A memory of memories

say goodnight

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

wooden home

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

Gallows

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Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

Walk on dirt thrones
Til u sink in
I know ur just as lost
But good at faking
Flick ash on the couch that I'm sitting
Wish I could spare it and combust instead
All of your faces are mirrors
Fighting reflections we hate ourselves in

Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

I want the sky to grab me
And shake me by the head
I want the sea to take your feet
and pull you deep within
Remember we were drunk
But we weren't afraid of shit
I want the flames to stop
But I can't tell where they begin

bet i'd miss that
bet i'd miss that
pink on ur nails
blood on my back..
i say fuck that
always saying fuck that
i say fuck...
...always saying fuck that
(x2)

pink on ur nails, blood on my back

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - best wishes

never,forever. - you could have stayed

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

no air, nowhere

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

Never,forever. - Walls

visual: https://youtu.be/Ao86BXeI0Mc

I think that I’ve found
Nothing changes
But the view out our window
Looking perfect retrospect
But we both know
That’s just how it goes

Stop calling me at 6 in the morning
I don’t wanna see ur name
on my home screen
When it’s all said and done
It’s worth nothing
No one cares
about a thing but themselves
include me too
I wanna be numb too
I don’t wanna love you
Anymore

Anymore anymore anymore
I don’t wanna care anymore
I’m such a bore
I’ve got no cure for this head
On my shoulders

Stop telling me
Stop telling me nothing
Stop telling me
Stop telling me nothing
x2

I don’t care anymore

stop telling me nothing (video in desc)

[Verse 1]
Let's just forget everything said
And everything we did
Best friends and better halves
Goodbyes

And the autumn night
When we realized
We were falling out of love

[Interlude]
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant

There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said
But we never did

[Verse 2]
Not to be overly (Overly)
Dramatic
I just think it's best
'Cause you can't miss what you forget

[Bridge]
So, let's just pretend
Everything and anything
Between you and me
Was never meant

[Outro]
Was never meant

wooden home

never,forever.

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