I hate what 2019 did

Lyrics:

[Verse]
I’ve been thinking bout 2019 
When my brothers started fucking fighting
I had to hold a stance while fucking dying
Was on the phone with my girl crying

I’m like baby, it’s driving me crazy
I’m hoping that the stance I took won’t make anyone hate me
I’m hoping that this shit’ll pass and we won’t end up breaking
And when all of this is over, we’ll all do something amazing 
but my family left me hanging

Really over some bitch
She said I’ll proudly fuck shit up, and catch a deal, then I’ll dip
I’ll never answer for shit, don’t give a fuck what I did 
If they press me I’ll play victim, leave them distant as shit

[Hook]
I know y’all miss interacting, reminisce when we was laughing 
all our music we was gassing at night
I understand that bad shit happened, why do we still let it trash us? 
why can’t we try again this time?

Don’t lie to me man, don’t say that you can’t come home 
Bet you think it’s the end, can’t forgive and forget I know
But Please can’t we try once more?

[Rambling Bridge]

[Hook]
I know y’all miss interacting, reminisce when we was laughing, 
all our music we was gassing at night
I understand that bad shit happened, why do we still let it trash us, 
Why can’t we try again this time?

Don’t lie to me man, don’t say that you can’t come home 
Bet you think it’s the end, can’t forgive and forget I know
But Please can’t we try once more?

[Outro]
I know y’all miss interacting, reminisce when we was laughing, 
all our music we was gassing at night
I understand that bad shit happened, why do we still let it trash us, why can’t we try again this time?

2019 [Prod. RRAREBEAR]

AMV:
LYRICS ON GENIUS: genius.com/Louverture-modern-visionary-lyrics

~featuring~

@toronc x @roxsu

Maia:
twitter.com/ichikamaia

/// prod by @hihelix & @djdaxmusic \\\

CYBERPOP

MODERN VISIONARY

MODERN VISIONARY++ (feat. toro x roxsu x maia) [prod. helix x DJ DAX]

out everywhere:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yayu/cat-album-3

https://soundcloud.com/itskoncrete

badfurday [prod. Koncrete]

JHB SAID IF THIS SONG GETS 1 LIKE I CAN SAY THE N WORD

ALICE X JHBBOSS | CËM3TARŸ |

out everywhere
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yayu/watch-me-ep

dusters

Art by "Kasey Williams" at: www.whoiskasey.tumblr.com

Check out my poetry book, "A Spoonful of Sadness", on
Blurb (hardcover and ebook for Apple iPad): http://www.blurb.com/b/7478961-a-spoonful-of-sadness
Amazon (ebook for Kindle): https://www.amazon.com/Spoonful-Sadness-Poems-Depressive-Realism-ebook/dp/B01MEH8XY5
iBooks (ebook for iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, and Mac): https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/a-spoonful-of-sadness/id1175999638?mt=11

Please, feel free to share my work. However, I do ask that you cite your sources, me & the producer, and provide a link to this song.

Support My Kickstarter

Thank You (part 1 from the soundtrack to "A Spoonful of Sadness")

Eventually, you reach a point where you cant internalize your negative emotions anymore. here's that.

Stop

Shoutout to @pesopetemusic @heyitsred @omarcameup and @iamshaah Distortion World Soon
Follow the Squad
Twitter 
Dtrey - https://twitter.com/Dtrey___
PE$O PETE - https://twitter.com/shiny_peso
Redster - https://twitter.com/redstermp3
Omarcameup - https://twitter.com/OmarCameUp
Shaah -https://twitter.com/heyshaah

Big Badges (feat. PE$O PETE. Redster) Prod. Omarcameup

So long Space Cowboy ~

@datnibbuhx

Lyrics

If not now, then later
I might see you later
They said my time’s coming
My time’s coming

If death not picking up the phone, I’ll be running up to his crib
Tell him sign me up for a fade, I might like the cut that he gives
Cause I’m sick of drowning in thoughts about if tomorrow is promised
Been linking with all my demons, I’ll show them that there’s still darkness
WHAT THE FUCK
THE WHISPERS I HEAR IN THE MADNESS
THE BLADE AND THE VEIN ARE CONNECTED, AND I AM TOO PUSSY TO GIVE IN TO SADNESS
EVEN WHEN I WOULD RATHER DEPART FROM A WORLD THAT CONTINUES TO MOVE IF I DONT
I CONTINUE TO BATHE IN THE DAY THAT THE MAN KEEPS ON CURSING UPON ME, HE KNOWS THAT I WONT
I lived bitch....I exist to stunt on you niggas
And pay no mind to these women that force me to call em bitches
Yeah, I got screws loose but I’m in my right mind
I’d rather check the opposition since y’all wasting my time
Don’t shed tears or choke to speak when I hear family dies
Cause men are deemed the weakest link if they take moments to cry
That fucked me up, I mean I feel I grew up living a lie
You can’t get hurt this day and age if you decide you won’t try
They can’t get close or feel they’re at an obligation to pry
I won’t feel pain if I decide that in this minute I’ll die
Why
Why is hate the only thing I’ve been feeling
Why do hugs from those I favor stray away from appealing
Is it normal thinking like this? Am I fine being empty
Is it pain that I am numb to or the fact they don’t get me
Do I suffer with it all or bring it all to an end
If they were banking on my talent, should I care for those “friends”

If not now, then later
I might see you later
If not now, then later
I might see you later

Thank You (part 1 from the soundtrack to "A Spoonful of Sadness")

RICKYSPVNISH

Related tracks