s/o to 14 year old guardin
you'd be unironically proud of this lmao

i wish that it was still 2011

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

I could not provide u all that u needed
But it hurts me more
Knowing somebody else like me met those needs and exceeded them
Well good for him
Trust me im so happy ur together and u feel the same way about him
I could write a million letters about this unique pain so I did and then I shredded them
Im ur little keepsake
Stuff me in ur shoe box
When he makes ur heart ache
Ill be here to cry on
I would never judge u
Cause im already long numb
Ill be here to cry too
When he does u so wrong

SHredded LEttrs INterlude (methboiswag)

lyrics:

What if i could find us a place on the moon
I’d build plenty prototypes using feathers and glue
I would try to say I tried to be careful with u so I do
Well I made it here but u stay on earth in his room
I threw paper planes towards the earth and steer
But every message turns to ash inside the atmosphere
Dont forget me while u breath its air
I know ur happy so im happy even way up here

Just to let u know im ok u didn’t ask me 
I know u mad at me I dont blame u actually I am mad at me too
For passing sorrow to u
Just here alone on the moon
I think a lot of us two 
Love dries out
Oh I know but from above the clouds I still look over you

What if i could find us a place on the moon
I’d build plenty prototypes using feathers and glue
I would try to say I tried to be careful with u so I do
Well I made it here but u stay on earth in his room
I threw paper planes towards the earth and steer
But every message turns to ash inside the atmosphere
Dont forget me while u breath its air
I know ur happy so im happy even way up here

feathers n glue (boyfifty x pom)

lyrics:

Do as u were told and u won’t get hurt
Im a barcode and nothing better
People argue plenty but we dont prosper
We been bending over too long I think my back hurt

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust
U were 1 of the 3 I could trust
But this 90 percents not enough
In the eye of the storm
In this lightning parade I am warm
Coming my turn to speak I was gagged
She could wear me and rip off the tags

What ur side in the war
I was blind till they killed innocents
Now we fall once again
And the people turn into text
If u obey
Ur family is safe
But the country’s in shambles
And cannot be saved
So underweight
So divided
We the winners will wait
For the guide of tyrants

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust

I won’t wait for day its all ok
I pray to source
To take away all the pain and all the hate
From out my chest and my brain
I need courage just to stay alive
The government feeds me drugs so I can sleep at night
I feel im paying just to stand myself at this point
Wed sell are soul just for block chains and bitcoin
Could u Make it make sense
They gear me to sell myself just so I could afford rent
I cant accept that
Im not a price tag
Im a human
But now I hate that with passion

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust
U were 1 of the 3 I could trust
But this 90 percents not enough
In the eye of the storm
In this lightning parade I am warm
Coming my turn to speak I was gagged
She could wear me and rip off the tags

Turn 2 Dust (taylor morgan x brody)

lyrics:

All around
Night falls down upon me
I would cower
But now I let myself drown in it
The past has shaped
This fear of the now I hold down
A product of the way in which 
I was raised 
I cant hear them say that ive helped
When im still the same
Ive taken it too far with my health
To be deemed a saint an inspiration

Forget Me Not_Intro (still Vanishing)

Cracked Sidewalks

a lil' flip of give me something by seafret that i did a few years ago
i was gonna add vocals but didn't think i could do it justice
<3

Cracked Sidewalks

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