Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmWg_IAexo8

VeryOkay - Lead vocals, lyrics
Eiron - Production, background vocals


Lyrics:

This got sad, really fast
All I wanna do 
is sit right next to you
I don't know how to feel
Sometimes I think I ain't real
But now I see those dead eyes
And all I wanna do is cry

I wanna cry 
I wish I'd die
Oh how I try
I wanna cry 
I wish I'd die
Oh how I try


Oh how I hear your screams
I can sleep, but I don't dream
I slept for days
It won't go away
It's burned into my eyes 
Oh why

I wanna cry
I wish I'd die
Oh how I try
I wanna cry 
I wish I'd die
Oh how I try

This got sad, really fast
All I wanna do,
is sit right next to you.

Pit of Despair

Wire Mother - Next To You

Writen and produced by Eiron

Performed by Eiron and VeryOkay

Lyrics:

Felt like a whole different world when I crawled outta the pit
I scratched off my fingernails trying to claw my way onto the ship
And now I’m gonna take a whiff of the fresh air, and take a good look around at the surroundings I missed
What if my mother found me like this? What if I end up sounding like this?
What if I got everything I needed from a dummy who don’t love me and I only really thought that she did?
And what if when they dump me in the hospital for monkeys they experimented on, I don’t know how to fit in?
And what if when I get in the enclosure I never wanna leave or get any more outta my life than this?
I can only blame so much on the doctor, this lack of ambition really comes from within

We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are

I could never see the other side of it
And I could never be the perfect monkey for a scientist
But I believe in spite of it, I’m better for it
It’s alright that I lost my entitlement, I can sleep at night again
I can even write a bit, I can be above it
I’ve been eating nothing, I don’t speak in public, I don’t even want it
I don’t keep it up, and I don’t even have to bleed to suffer
I would give whatever I have just to even up
But that is even tougher than just moving on, I recently discovered
I’m defeated, I can see the writing all over the wall, if I could only read it
I’m in a lonely Eden, I’m slowly eating my feelings, having a lonely evening
History on repeat and I know I know the reason
Cuz when you’re born as a prisoner it is open season
And now I hold the meaning close like it’s all that I own
I’m only worth the instinct observed

We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are
We can’t be seen where we are

Ooooh
I can’t tell what’s good
Nothing’s changed
Like it ever would
I thought with time it could
Nothing really matters to my mother made of wood
I can’t tell what’s good
Nothing’s changed
Like it ever would
I thought with time it could
But nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to my mother made of wood

Ooooh
I can’t tell what’s good
Nothing’s changed
Like it ever would
I thought with time it could
Nothing really matters to my mother made of wood
I can’t tell what’s good
Nothing’s changed
Like it ever could

Wood Mother

Produced by Eiron

Performed by VeryOkay and Eiron

Written by Taylor Kirk

Lyrics:

If I could I would turn
Back into dust
You would look so good to me
I could almost taste it

One moment I'm a king
The next minute I'm nothing
I just wanted to feel alright
But it's not that simple

I get low low low low low low
On my own
I get low low low low low low
On my own

In the palm of my hand
An empire summoned
As if it was born
All substance crumbled

It was a vain attempt
At the meaning of life
I should have better ways
Of spending my time

Like climb the mountain
Like sail the sea
Like build my house up
Or start my family

It's time to get out
It's time to make a living
I reach the summit
But I come tumblin' back down

I get low low low low low low
On my own
I get low low low low low low
On my own

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this is a song for essential workers like me

lyrics:

wish i could quarantine
but the store needs me to work
i better make a couple hundred bucks
or my fuckin landlord’ll kick my dick in the dirt
workin the register
cookin the chicken and burgers and writin em off
don’t wanna scare anybody
i’m wearin disposable gloves and i’m fightin a cough

i’m too essential
gotta protect all the pretzels
i’m fuckin essential
sweepin and moppin and earnin my dental
yes, i’m essential
stopped by police but i got the credentials
bitch, i’m essential
bored as shit with a pad and a pencil

aw nah, customer talkin like “blah blah”
grabbin a cup of the java
too fuckin hot like it’s lava
bouta choke like i’m Jabba
oh god, somebody fix the broken AC
please, it’s fuckin 80 degrees
i can barely function even when it’s not hot

i’m too essential
gotta protect all the pretzels
yes, i’m essential
earnin my health insurance and my dental
i’m fuckin essential
local PD wantin my credentials
bitch, i’m essential
bored as shit with a pad and a pencil

i’d rather stay home and straight masturbate
than stand here with no customers, put in danger, makin no hazard pay
lower class til i pass away
got a lotta bills that i have to make
but i’m exasperated from the lack of decent interactions that i’ve had as of late
damn

you wanna pay rent?
you wanna eat food?
you wanna maintain your lifestyle
you better work, bitch

take TP from the back
oh, you really want a kit-kat with the gas?
well you can get that
fill-up and a cig pack
i’m a sick cat, imma need a thick mask with the bag
ah shit, i’m a security guard for potato chips
my girlfriend workin part time, hope it don’t ruin my relationship
makin 13, fight for 15, feelin fried like a bacon strip
swear to god, if i have to vote for Joe Biden imma fuckin’ slit my wrists
so this is it? the apocalypse?
well i’m an optimist
$5 tip, that's opulence
maybe rappin’ can put more money in my pocket than my bosses did

i’m too essential
gotta protect all the pretzel’s
i’m fuckin essential
sweepin and moppin and earnin my dental
yes, i’m essential
fuck a curfew, i got the credentials
bitch, i’m essential
and i’ll work until they take me off the schedule

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