try not to cry challenge but its impossible

Morse code style intro, at 17secs a more fully fledged sound that gets slightly better again. At 45secs a vocalist singing stylishly, a club style and enjoyably so. As we approach the end, time reverses and we return to the starting point.

call me (javier)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i jus dropped a pill in the drink i cant walk right
nodded off to much lost my breath i cant talk right
i cant let go wanna die but im terrified
i love you so much but we cant get the time right

see u tonight  
come close when the moods right
sleep holding u its too nice
scared to fuck it up i wanna do it right

i can never do it right
fuck my life up but it feels nice
orange oc 40 railed two lines
how u gon relapse over two lines

i dont feel so good about goodbyes
seconds i would live in for lifetimes
i dont wanna live by the guidelines
spend my fucking life in the sidelines

waste my time
try to act fine
shawty so fine
always ride with a crime
skye capture all our good times

20 milligrams imma sleep skip a whole day
ketamine in my leg got me flyin no way
i jus showed her my whole stash she like no way
i dont fuck with that sprayed shit i smoke propane

say it straight im not tryna play ur fkin mind games
i wake up take my pills try to have a good day
routine episodes dont waste ur energy
hate how much i love how i feel on amphetamines

its okay sometimes i feel okay
its okay shawty ull be okay
its okay we all gon be okay
when i hold u close i feel okay

we gon be okay
promise me youll stay
something in the way
i cant see my face
i just run away
but this time ill stay
time with you cant waste
i belong in places

different every day
wanna keep you safe
please dont walk away
need to see your face
i wont get in your way
all work and no play
i work just to stay
keep my head in place

spotify

fuck saying goodbye i want to live forever prod. rubbish

for alice <3

spotify link ---> https://open.spotify.com/album/4gOGjjyKkdDYW1fLqsq4Bv?si=qsefkmOOQwiakOdSQo-58A

prod. // mixed by: newport motel 
restructuring/master: @wowkt1000

i can’t keep wastin, the moments aren’t worth chasin 
i can’t keep digging holes up 
to bury and replace 

to relive every second, and every little moment 
it can’t be beneficial 
to dote on what you hate 

tell me is it a bad thing?
because i know that you’re not 
i fear the shape and the color 
i think i’ve seen it before, say i aint seen you before round here

i’ll keep on writing
poetry on her skin
lessons to weave the quilt 
crumbling from within 
i’ll write you once i vade the guilt

you can try, but you can’t clean me up
plastic words off a rim, soothe and empty the cup

baby, i’ll join you sometime
girl if you’re lonely
cuz if you’re lonely, i guess i’m lonely too

i want your everything
it’s all i ask, i do
been waiting my whole life
to run right into you

i think it’s better, think it’s ok 
i think i’ve found my place to hunker down
i think my head is in a good place
let’s see the one who’s going crazy now?

you’ll be my healing, and i’ll be the cancer
hun, i’ll be the dollar and you’ll be the dancer

because you are
the ends
to all the means i wish to take
the static
and the shock 
stays piercing through all my tv screens
it is 
the sum 
the touch 
the very wake i hold 
of when the heart pumps blood and flutters out to shake, so shake i will

so i'll shake down on your command
ask me to sing, i'll sing it all
hang my head there as i stand
mumbling and facing towards the wall

skin

traffic w/ mckel

angel forgive my lack of virtue
oh im numb and my eyes avert you
skin to skin we revert to
the same motions forever true
i need something something more
evergreen heart rotten to the core
come and dance with me as we fall
through the city skyline
every step we take does it all feel fake
every moment spent lips locked
when the facade fails would you regret
every moment spent in this skin
this time drags on you play along
this grip your holding on so tight
come and jump let go with me

mix+master done by novella lyrics by both of us

every moment spent (novella)

prod @taylor @4evrgone
emo mixed the vocalzzz

(pixie)
leopard print on me
i got feline tags only
i dont never feel lonely
cos my girl hit my phone yea
smoke in the snow
posted in 20 below 
my bitch to pretty to be sad
i blush, they copy my swag

bitch i dont make simple mistakes 
u a leech u in the way
i got talent i cant waste 
i got racks cos i been paid
please dont hit my phone
im anxious i go ghost
ill remain unknown but 
one of these days ill go up

glowing eyes style in philly make racks 
posted w all my freinds in all black
ima make songs until i make my bag
back to back shows like i got whiplash

(emo)
come in dangerous
I take all these pills cuz im anxious 
block hot got me so anxious 
thats why i stay poppin kpins 
months sober then i just break it 
hand me anything and ill take it
some these girls jus want me cuz im famous 
tired of the game that we playin

smokin purple gas dis shit got me fucked up 
heard yo ass was hoein better watch out fore i switch up 
i cant ever slip cuz ill fuck my life up 
i dont trust no one so i keep a low lineup

stims n sprayed pack that shit made me psychotic 
i cant ever recover fucking lost it 
junkie status used to ride wit narcotics 
opiates it feels so good when im nauseous
just for once can you be honest 
all i want is to be your obsession 
know you hate me when im on it 
take the white sticks when im stressing

sun in sky feel like a blessing 
chillin with skye im learnin lessons 
always feels like worlds endin 
stay with me one more second

glowing eyes ft emorave prod. taylor 4evr

old song from the vault (2021) enjoy sorry 4 the wait the Album is still Coming

ringwraith (jeremyy & brknglss)

ft
@mint_btl @nadzleeloo
prod @0k1ro

<3 <3 <3 

osiris +mint & nadzžz [0k1ro]

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

senses - victim (avast)

Zer0

booking/contact: nwptmtlindustries@outlook.com

skin

newport motel (@newport.motel)

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