L0tus Pilar

Iglooo

i've succumbed to myself
i don’t have to be that way
i just think i’d feel happier with myself

it's alright
i put myself up
it's all for you
no, i'm fine
i put myself away
it’s always for you

i'll just wait til i'm born again
even a worm could turn

don't you just 
love the sound of her quiet
i stomped that
flower in the scarlet dirt
i know you
you would not want me like that
no one in this world would but

it's alright
i keep myself from thinking about it
it's all for you
it’s alright
i hung myself up and it's
always for you!

i'll just wait til i'm born again 
i'll just wait til i'm born again

hymen qua bipalium

zephyr (tinnitus)

black fur
yowlin' out 
carpet toxoplasma
isopropyl scent

that's all i get done with doing
cleaning up after you
that's all you get done with doing
making a mess for someone else

i wish it didn’t matter anymore
it's like i'm talking to myself

glutton
crying for help
something, something
i don't know

i'm so fed up, i'm so full of
nothing brings me rapture anymore
input, black box, output, recurrent
no one wants to listen to my
borborygmus, constant nauseousness
so incessant, so repetitive
malaise mediocre miscreant
i don't wanna do this on my

i'm so fed up, i'm so full of
nothing brings me rapture anymore
input, black box, output, recurrent
no one wants to listen to my
borborygmus, constant nauseousness
so incessant, so repetitive
malaise mediocre miscreant
i don't wanna do this on my own

black fur
yowlin' out 
carpet toxoplasma

ochre

fervor/languor

enkephalins (mother tongue)

tchotchke

azure mountains
chemical river
polytetrafluoroethylene

I can see the Amos clouds

take me away from here
i don't want to go anywhere near
it doesn't get any better
i don't belong here
i have no home

New Saus