prod. newt seven seven four five

lyrics:

i want to be normal, why can't i be fine

Not enough followers, this shit should have blown up
Teenagers making stacks, but I'm a fucking grown up
Difference is i get no recognition shoud I give up
Am I good enough? Am I really good enough? 

Impostor syndrome preventing me from reaching out
The things I make are never good, I should just stay underground
Most of them still in high school but shit they famous now
I'm too old to grow, maybe I'm too old to grow 

I have an issue, I can't even focus on my dreams
And when I do I wanna quit, I got that low self esteem   
My clarity's 1080p, but I can't even think straight, I think I'm ADHD

sv_cheats, I wanna noclip out my body
Give up on being something, find myself a better hobby
Watching the clock while the days go by
'Cause I don't really want a long time, i need  a good time    

It's all good man like saul goodman
Hit the road in the night man, climb right into my sedan
Go wherever my path will lead
'Cause nothing in this town fits me, shit I really need to leave

spoken part:
dude, what? oh my god, listen to yourself. You were in highschool, like, less than a year ago.
You've got all the time in the world to find out who you wanna be

Not enough followers, think I have an issue
Got no more tears to cry, I've run out of tissues
Got nowhere else to go, music's the only thing I got
This shit will never work, I should just give up and rot

Impostor syndrome makes me feel like I'm not enough
I just wanna get paid doing all the things I love 
I'll delete all my music if it ever comes to push and shove
I'm just not tough enough, really I'm not even tough 

Always focused on the wrong thing at the wrong time
Waste away all my days while i'm still in my prime
I feel like everyone else got it figured out, they're leaving me beind
I've got voices in my mind, they all sound like-	
(GIBBERISH)
  
I've always thought I didn't have a purpose in life
But I have realized I've been running from it 'cause I was shy 
To me my mind has never been this clear on what to do
Suck up all my tears, the mic is on this is my cue
   
[chorus] 
additional voice:
You'll never be good enough
What's the point of following your dreams?
Everything you do, you always fuck it up
too old

impostor syndrome

Akamatsu, from the future project "Always Online"
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what do you want, what do you need?
This world is a game, it's a fantasy
Pain in my chest, I feel my heart bleed
I'm deserving, end my agony

I'm failing, I'm falling, Your name's what I keep calling
If I die, I gave up, go on without me, stand up
Follow your dreams and blow up, 
Do it for me when you're longing,
For my touch, for my love,
Seek out the things you speak of

Fading in and out Dry blood, veins drought
Is this how it really ends? No, this can't be it
Find the strength to Get out of bed soon
I'll die at dawn, but the show must go on
Fading in and out  Can you hear me when I shout?
Regret my descision, Tunneling vision
Eyelids heavy, darkness deadly, Want to return but i'm scared of the light 

Goodbye to all the memmories, I trust in you to succeed me
Just know that we will meet again, But for now I suppose this is the end
I don't have much left in me, time ticks on, the sun fades into the sea
My light's burnt out for good, I've tried everything I could

Saying goodbye was never easy
Wish for a quick exit, leaving briefly
My place in the world no longer means anything
Will to continue hangs upon a shoestring

What do I want, what do I need?
I wanna go back to the fantasy
My body's cold, I can no longer bleed
All that remains is my apathy

akamatsu

newt7745 b2b 6hance

tracklist:
Bladee - Best Buy (newt7745 fucked-up rave jungle remix)
newt7745 - counterstrike
6hance - save me (prod. White Hot)
6hance - pig
newt7745 - faint (ft. 6hance)

newt7745 and 6hance go to summer nights 2

counterstrike

Maybe

smdb (joost klein - ome robert bootleg rmx)

runaway

original sample is In the Seat by Mechatok

lyrics:
[chorus]
i wake up to play pretend everyday

i hope, this mask evaporates

pretend to not be me okay

can you see through all my lies today? 

[verse 1]
push you away now,

don't you go and run now

i want you to see through

everything i've told you

don't even believe me

anything i'm saying

a false alibi, but really who am i?  

caught between realities

hack my fucking body

neo world program

become who i really am

marijuana, pills, and make-up

i'll crush the walls i've built up 	


[chorus]


[bridge]
i'm all exhausted from playing charades

i will smash the reflection, end this killing game

against my mask, i lose sometimes

but now my aim is true; my aim is high


[verse 2]
in my own body, i'm my own mastermind
 
can i expose you to all of the outside?

control from the inside, hide it with a cheeky lie

if i make a joke will you know what i hide? 

can't hide it forever, the truth creeps from behind

i tried to tell you but words couldn't leave my mind

i'll get the courage next time to admit it , i'm not gonna lie


[chorus]

 
[bridge 2]
please don't talk to me

please don't notice me

everything i say is a lie

i hope you realize  

[humming]


[verse 3]
grape-flavored poison, can you feel it boiling?

sat in the grass too long, now the snake's coiling

please, can you free your friend? see through all the joking

i was raised online so now i think i'm coping

am i annoying? do i really bother you?

is it just because the weed, making me see blue?

pop a firework and forget all my feelings
 
maybe even take the mask off, break the ceiling 


[chorus]

liar liar

she/it. raised online. bayou swamp girlthing.
🦎👧🦎👧🦎👧🦎👧

ellie vogel

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