So, this is just two tracks I made a while back and just never did anything with them until now.. Enjoy these two trash tracks xD And I guess happy holidays..

prod. by @deadyami
mixed by @sick152

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art by - eto_zhe_sovest

LYRICS:

[Verse 1 ]
I guess this is separation anxiety, 
Questioning my faults 
As I fight with sobriety 
Reasons won’t care,
Hell's too self aware..
Words take new ground, 
I don’t intend to fight fair..

[Pre Chorus]
Don’t you dare.. 
Tell me what’s wrong..
You gave me this stage 
So, I’ll sing you this damn song
You were such a perfect mistake..
If diamonds aren’t forever..
You’ll soon be digging up my grave..

[Chorus]
But it’s a shame that this stage 
Is stained by blood and guts..
Pills and lust as I eyes adjust 
I say this time I’ve had enough
A different shade another take 
Of what I once thought this was
My Heaven above I called it love
How can you say you never gave a fuxk!?

[Bridge]
Our rapture’s so close..
Awaiting repose.. 
I’ve seen the photos
Should've kept on your clothes
You dirty fuxking hoe...

[Verse 2]
I just wanted you to know 
I really loved you, 
I thought I gave it my all
Until I caught you with him
Years and years etching my faults
Tears and fears lacing my skin
Slowly forgetting what you've done
But I won't let you forget what you did..

[Refrain]
it’s a shame that this stage 
is stained by blood and guts..

[Verse 3]
This is it another slit, 
Another night of wishing that you wasn’t his.
Another night of strangers riding on my dick, 
Wishing I could just admit
She’s just another fuxking chick, 
Nothing special in a kiss, 
How could I fall for such a basic bitch? 
Please just let me come to grip
That spark we had never did exist, 
I’m Just another victim on her list..
But i’ll tell you when the tides begin to shift
I’ll be someone that’s fuxking missed
You’ll be in an unmarked grave 
Where animals go to piss and shit..

[Pre Chorus]
Don’t you dare.. 
Tell me what’s wrong..
You gave me this stage 
So, I’ll sing you this damn song
You were such a perfect mistake..
If diamonds aren’t forever..
You’ll soon be digging up my grave..

[Chorus]
But it’s a shame that this stage 
Is stained by blood and guts..
Pills and lust as I eyes adjust 
I say this time I’ve had enough
A different shade another take 
Of what I once thought this was
My Heaven above I called it love
How can you say you never gave a fuxk!?

Right, Sarah Lynn?.. Sarah Lynn?.. Sarah Lynn?.. [ DeadYami ]

(prod. luvnote & owleeng)
oh imma be honest
it hasnt been fun since u left last week
please come back my heart cant take this pain pain :c
I cant do this i wanna fucking shriek
i cant feel my brain why didnt you explain
please come back i cannot fucking lose you
pls stop doing this to me

oh imma be honest
i wanna be with you again
i cannot deal with all this pain
i rlly love you i promise i do
ill hold you forever until the world ends
just you and me to infinity
ill hold you forever until the world ends
just you and me to infinity-y-y

i cant do this shit anymore
life without u is such a fucking bore
pls come back i fucking need you
hold ur hand til the end
i dont wanna fuckin pretend
dont let it end here
you are my only dear
i need you here
to wipe off my tears oh imma be honest
it hasnt been fun since u left last week
please come back my heart cant take this pain pain
I cant do this i wanna fucking shriek
i cant feel my brain why didnt you explain
please come back i cannot fucking lose you
pls stop doing this to me

oh imma be honest
i wanna be with you again
i cannot deal with all this pain
i rlly love you i promise i do
ill hold you forever until the world ends
just you and me to infinity
ill hold you forever until the world ends
just you and me to infinity-y-y

i cant do this shit anymore
life without u is such a fucking bore
pls come back i fucking need you
hold ur hand til the end
i dont wanna fuckin pretend
dont let it end here
you are my only dear
i need you here
to wipe off my tears
oh imma be honest
i wanna be with you again
i cannot deal with all this pain
i rlly love you i promise i do

u were my everything
i would’ve gave you e-every ring
but since nothing lasts
its now all in the past-past
u rlly were my everything
i would’ve gave you e-every ring
but since nothing lasts
its now all in the past-past
i wanna kiss you i rlly m-miss you i rlly need you
i think of you so-so much to the point i want to throw up

honest

yayayay another song with hanako <3 @hanako-937799336
prod. fallen ang3lx

lyrics! 

(nexio)
You said you tried your best to comfort me when I’m sad
But that’s not enough I might die~
You should’ve been more careful with your words~
Cause sometimes they really hurt~
Just leave me in the dirt cuz that’s all your good at
Just a liar that I wish I never met in my life~

I might need you or I’ll die
I might need you or I’ll cry
I just can’t go on anymore
I can’t ask for more
I don’t deserve this
I don’t deserve you
I wished that I never met you
I hate you so much kill yourself
I fucking hate you i hope you die
Dont respond to my text 
I know you just want to sext
Shoot you with a gun
Stab you with a knife
FUCKING KILL YOURSELF

(crimson_vxmp)

YES YOU EMO FUCKING HOUND
ILL SMACK YOU TILL YOU HIT THE GROUND YEAH IT WILL BE PROFOUND 
I WANT YOUR TEETH CHATTERING 
YES YOUR HEART WILL BE SHATTERING
 LETS MAKE A GATHERING 
GO GET YOUR FRIENDS THINK YOU STAND A CHANCE? 
HAHA  YOULL BE GAMBLING WITH YOUR LIFE CALL IT SUICIDE 
YES WITH FULL PRIDE ILLSHOOT YOU IN YOUR THIGH 
YOURE SO GODDAMN ANNOYING SHUT THE FUCK UP JUST FUCKING GO AND DIE MAN
 ( without you ill be happy ) (ahh~)


(nexio)

I might need you or I’ll die
I might need you or I’ll cry
I just can’t go on anymore
I can’t ask for more
I don’t deserve this (i want you to die)
I don’t deserve you (please just fucking kys)
I wished that I have never met you (without you ill be happy)
I hate you so much kill yourself
I fucking hate you i hope you die
Dont respond to my text 
I know you just want to sext (youre so selfish you WHORE)
Shoot you with a gun (lets end this in gore~)
Stab you with a knife  (yes a new high score)
FUCKING KILL YOURSELF

(crimson_vxmp)
go fucking die man

(nexio)
so gay

i hope you die! ft crimson_vxmp

prod. ilybeam

(crimson_vxmp)
Iwant you my love
I can't get enough 
am I not good enough?
You're so precious oh God 
i wanna be your slut
i cant get enough got me crazy enough 
thst im writing this song 
bb shoot me with your gun
i wanna have some fun 
pleas fucking bite my tongue 
got me fk turned on my love 
I wanna fuck you got me high
like drugs im drooling when you talk 
bb don't ever stop 
I want you on top 
I don't wanna stop 
I jst want you next 2 me
I wanna eat you bb 
pleease don't eever leave I want you bb 
put me on a leash god fucking jeez
you're so fucking sweet 
got me hard like candy 
lemme give yoh head ill eat like it's lead
I need you in my bed let's get na-aked
I wanna stay forever let's b together 
i love fk dating you got me fk crazy 
I lvoe you fuck me crazy
bb come on we need to fuck 
I wanna have you on top 
hug me don't ever stop 
make out till my head goed hazy 
my god you're fucking tasty 

(nexio)
cmon slit my wrists
if you rlly insist
i’m suicidal for you
theres nobody else
i’m here notice me
senpai drink my blood like tea
claim me i am free
inject hrt
in me i’ll show my skirt
you can flirt i’ll grab ur shirt
pin you till you squirt 
quickly it doesn’t hurt
bury you in the dirt
love me back or i’ll kill
eat you like my daily pills
it’s my favorite skill
girl your so lucky to have a guy like me
nobody else will treat you like me
wanna kiss you on a edge
i’m so fucking obsessed 
i love the way your dressed
gonna win you like its a quest
you got me like a kink test

obsession ft. me  (deluxed version)

i miss you lyrics — nenako
prod. fallen ang3lx
(nexio)
You can put a knife thru me 
But I’ll still love you
Hurt me a thousand times
 I’ll still want you 
You can leave me, I’ll miss you
Watch my mind go crazy when I think about you
You say you miss me, but is it really true
Cuz the other day you said it didn’t matter
You can leave me and watch me shatter 
You said you wouldn’t leave me
Why did I believe you?
I trusted you I feel like such a clown
When I think of you I feel so down
You said you wouldn’t leave me
Why did I believe you?
I trusted you I feel like such a clown
When I think of you I feel so down
i wished my BPD could just leave
jealousy, obsessiveness, possessive theyre all fucking naive
i just need you to come back
i just need you to be back
i just want this nightmare to end

(crimson_vxmp)
I need you like a bladder 
without u I'll mf shatter 
why can't we make things better 
platonically we aren't gettin better
I know things won't recover 
so I'll kill you till pain wars over 
this nightmare will be broken 
I cant handle this mf choker 
you got me all hangover 
I'll slash your throat till your heart makes me sober 
psycho bitch this wont be over 
so come back or your life spawns over 
yes come back or your life is over 
grab a knife watch your blood splash open

(nexio)
You can put a knife thru me 
But I’ll still love you
Hurt me a thousand times
 I’ll still want you 
You can leave me, I’ll miss you
Watch my mind go crazy when I think about you
why did i believe you?
why did i believe you?
why did i believe you oh~
why did i believe you?
why did i believe you?
why did i believe you oh~

i miss you ft crimson_vxmp

Check out Messages From The Stars by RAH Band!

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pls don’t leave ur mine

extra song @gorelover666
prod. zeromandia x setinai

for her im sorry for everything </3

tear you apart
so i can make the pain in my heart stop
tie you up in a chair 
beat you severely 
till the bruises on your face appear
i wanna make ur life hell
for everything u put me thru
why are you frowning?
you made me feel as if i was drowning
i bet you don't even wanna be here
i bet you wanna be in her arms rn

whats the point of living if we cant be together
why ru still alive
why am i still alive 
why are we still living 
if we aren't together
i thought we would last forever
how could you do this to me
my mind is so messed up right now
how could you just leave me 
then move on so fast
you shattered my heart when you
said that you liked someone else
i bet it's her you like isn't it
i can never be her
so i might as well just kill her
your screams are so bloody
maybe i should leave you here 
until your blood covers the walls
pls dont beg me or tell me to stop
it's too late now should've thought
of my feelings before

decayr - i couldnt love her

slit my wrists on l1ve - korpsebunny sped up/nightcore

(prod. fallen ang3lx)
lyrics :
why cant u forget me im nothing special for u to remember 
omg nexio i never wanted to b friends with him anyway
yeah bitch dont think i could forget u 
how could i ever forget u
i wanna mulitate ur corpse
for everything that u put me thru
but i could i ever hate u
i always say i loveu
but do i rlly mean that?

ik u say u wanna kiss me
or u wanna fucking punch me in the face
do it!!
baby i want u to make me bleed
u were always the one who made me cry
and i hate u for acting dry
cuz i dont care wut ur friends think abt me
u said u still wanted to be friends
but i want my girlfriend back :(
you could always pretend that im still with you
and ur still my gf and im still ur boyfriend

bby why do u have to be so cruel?
just let me love you
wrap my arms around you
ID NEVER HURT YOU.

ill never forget you

dedicated to my bf cuz hes my bonnie

lyrics:
hey there bonnie whats it like in new york city
im a 1000 miles away but girl tonight u look so pretty
yes u do
times square cant shine as bright as u
i swear its true

hey there bonnie dont u worry about the distance
im right there if u get lonely give this song another listen
close ur eyes, listen to my voice its my disguise
im by ur side

oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me
what u do to me

hey there bonnie i know times r getting hard
but just believe me girl someday ill pay the bills w this guitar
we'll have it good we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there bonnie ive got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to u would take ur breath away
id right it all even more in love with me you'd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me
oh its what u do to me

a 1000 miles seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars
id walk to u if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way

bonnie i can promise you that by the time that we get through
ur candy kingdom will be saved
theyre all cheering ur name oh

hey there bonnie you be good and don't you miss me
2 more years and you'll be done with ruling and ill be making history like i do
you'll know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to

hey there bonnie heres to u
this ones for u
oh its what u did to me
oh its what u did to me
oh its what u did to me
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
woa woa woa

amecandy - hey there bonnie

ángel en la tierra ₊˚ʚ♡ɞ˚₊ 

just call me tsu ^.^ 

#pixelcrush

just wanna feel alright soon

ill never forget you

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