mirai (cg v nikku)

ice cold killa (cg v cgoon)

lohi (cg v bf)

chipcrash (cg v bf)

windup (cg v bf)

cover image by Tana (https://www.instagram.com/anan_nah/)
stream https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/06ohsix/spaceout-2
stems https://drive.google.com/file/d/1A31GC8IPRIxYBnTmYu3GTog5zmRuSYP-/view?usp=sharing

thinkin bout all the friends i'll miss
you piss me off all the time
but i still feel like this
space out all alone
space out all alone
hear the ringtone don't pick up the phone
sorry
i just wanna let you know
i don't wanna let you go
i don't wanna be alo-o-one

yeah we could try harder harder harder
and we could get farther farther farther
than we ever could before
and we could get farther farther farther farther

space out all alo-lone
space out all alone
hear the ringtone don't pick up the pho-o-o-o-o-one

space out
fake out
and then we'll break out
break out
o-o-o-oh
space out
fake out
don't wanna break out
break out-o-o
oh no-o-o (yeah we could try)

harder harder harder harder
farther farther farther farther
harder harder harder harder
farther farther farther farther
harder harder harder harder
farther farther farther farther
harder harder harder o-o-o-o-o harder
farther farther farther

thinkin bout all the friends i'll miss
you piss me off all the time
but i still feel like this
space out all alo-lo
space out all alone
hear the ringtone don't pick up the pho-o-o-o-o
sorry
i just wanna let you know
i don't wanna let you go-o
i don't wanna be alo-o-one

spaceout

stream: tinyurl.com/06onmymind

(Alright so I've made this song- I made this song a few months ago and I think I've gotten better since then, so I decided to redo it like recently, just cause like I kinda hate the old one so)

Tryin' to keep it off my mind, timetable legible
Don't wanna waste all my time on hypotheticals
Catch you starin' from the sidelines, starin' at me
Think I don't catch all your side-eyes, no cause they be
Givin' me a crush, givin' me a blush, makin' me- oh fuck!
Makin' me feel yuck, got me actin' u-
No look away, all the days you made talkin' to me
What can I say, no wonder you ain't trying to be with

What else is there to say, I got you on my mind
Got your smile on my mind, got it compartmentalised
Ask me questions from behind, turn around I see your eyes
Feel like Family Guy funny compilation number nine
Got your laughter got it goin', got your humour got it flowin'
Glad my jokes they got you rollin', but your presence got me chokin'
Really wish I was jokin', really wish I was posin'
Really wish that you were mine
You're on my mind

Got your jumper on my mind, got your perfume on my mind
Got your lip balm on my mind, wish your lip balm was on mine
Got your piercings on my mind, got your contacts on my mind
Lyrics barely fuckin' rhyme, she a baddie, she so fine
Table-flip my mind, why she do that? Is she lyin'?
Nail polish on my mind, what the hell is she implyin'?
Problematic? I don't mind- oh fudge! Brain-snap! Maxi-
'Kay I'm not gonna lie, you're on my mind

(Credit to tts-tool-dot-com for this one okay so a lot of stuff has happened in between the first time I wrote this and the second time so just be prepared for all the angst-slash-edginess you are about to hear in the lyrics alright just)
(Be prepared, be prepared!)

Diced me up and iced your cup, I got a (ice cube)
Will to bet I gave enough, no?
Diced me up and iced your drink, and yet I
Still believed you gave a shit, you know?
I know you're in my head, but I want you out
Lay awake in bed with your words in my mouth
Much I hate to spit it out, I still like you!

But is that really all this is? Just a
Angsty teen with a girl he miss, I know I
Know that you weren't malicious, and still I
Take my anger out, why am I still like this?
Try to find my mind, but I draw a blank
Headless in the dark, and myself to thank
Sad that I never got to say goodbye
And I'm not gonna lie, you're on my mind

Got your jumper on my mind, got your perfume on my mind
Got your lip balm on my mind, wish your lip balm was on mine
Got your (mind) piercings on my mind
Got your (mind) contacts on my mind
Lyrics barely fuckin' rhyme, she a baddie, she so fine
Flip the table, flip my mind, why she do that? Is she lyin'?
Nail polish on my mind, what the hell is she implyin'?
Problematic? I don't mind- oh fudge! Brain-snap! Maximise!
Okay I'm not gonna lie, you're on my mind

Got your hair dye on my mind, got your bracelets on my mind
Think I'm wastin' all my time, I just figure that I'm
Tumblin' down, down to Tumbalong Park, I better
Cut it off before I fall apart, and now I
Sit alone with a million thoughts, and so I
Lyricise and write, even if they don't like it
And I don't mind it, and I don't mind
If it ain't on my mind

ONMYMIND

ONMYMIND (instrumental)

Demo reel (2023-10-07)

cover of precious by @hereisalden

 disclaimer: i dont actually take medicine to feel again

precious by aldn (nexketch cover)

2:22am

2:22am (v2)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/06ohsix/hello-hi--222am

It was supposed to run cold 
Tried to turn the knob, hot water's on
Someone left the hot on for too long
Now I gotta talk with my burned tongue
Long con done, it was played on me
Now you're bein' all passive
I haven't moved past it
Classic, I would know
And I know you'd know too
Cause we've both been through it
I'm gonna go pass that

Red light, stop sign, speed up, blow it all by
Don't stop, look up, what a beautiful sight
Stared up to the sun but it burned my eyes
I might just die but that's just fine
Red light, stop sign, speed up, blow it all by
Don't stop, look up, what a beautiful sight
Stared up to the sun but it burned my eyes
I might just die but that's just

Please don't
Look down
You can leave me at the waves
Drown everything I say now
I just don't know how you act like that
You kept it in the past
Like did it even happen?
Can't I take it back?
I think back toward your silence and think
"God why are you so cold?
You love me but you won't give me that"
You think back to my complaints and you think
"Am I just your doll?
Or are you just an insecure wreck?"

I'm in hot water
God I'm drowning
I'll burn alive
Excuses, clueless, took in stride
Text excess, pointless, said in spite
I'll drown my room with what I've cried

Turn the tap on my tongue, got hot water on
Scrubbin' on and on and on, on, yeah
Now I'm just anonymous
Stranger to me, long gone
Strange but it's been long done
Long con done, they been playin' it for the long run, yeah
Now you're bein' all passive
I haven't moved past it
Classic, I would know
And I know you'd know too
Best progress since October 2022

Me and you
Felt some things I shouldn't feel
Now I'm sittin' all alone down on the T3
And I don't know what to do
You go hang out with our friends, yeah
You won't hear from me again
I'll cut off all our loose ends
But first, do you remember way back when?
7pm, Tumbalong Park
We were out late, way too dark
I was so damn scared
But you were there
And now I know I'm walkin' to a dead end
Heart walkin' to a deathbed 
But tell me, what do I have left?

Red light, stop sign, speed up, blow it all by
Don't stop, look up, what a beautiful sight
Stared up to the sun but it burned my eyes
I might just die but that's just fine
Red light, stop sign, speed up, blow it all by
Don't stop, look up, what a beautiful sight
Stared up to the sun but it burned my eyes
I might just die but that's just fine

(Hello?
Hi there)

hello .Hi

hello, hi

firstlife

https://linktr.ee/nexketch

eyes to the ground, my frail body is my lifeline
staring you down as if it wouldn't be the last time
buried the sound because the buzzing hit my blind side
can you call me back before nine?
I fell down, found a fossil of a past time
cut ties, foggy eyes, jaded to the sunrise
I, I only wanted you, but God, if he wasn't so cruel
I'll be fine, can you call me back before nine?

can you call me back before nine?
can you call me back before nine?

I had a dream you died, I woke up and you were fine
I tried to picture me without you and I couldn't even lie
I wish you stayed out my mind, I wish we'd never even tried
I wish you'd fucking call me back, but now it's a quarter past nine
you fucking lied to me
kidding, you never technically said (I love you)
you cried to me, you didn't, but I really wish you did
you paid no mind to me, fine by me
I tried to let it go unsaid
but it got the best of me, ecstasy, see the sea, it's sweeping in

call me back before nine
can you call me back before nine?
can you call me back before nine?
can you call me back before nine?
can you call me back before nine?

callmebackbefore9

https://linktr.ee/nexketch

up til three, I'm alive in my sheets
I need that NREM bittersweet type of sleep
but if I sleep too deep with the brittle heartbeat
then how well can I dream bout the day we might meet?
see, I don't wanna have to be here again
when I know it's not real, and it's all in my head
but that's the only time I can call you my friend
so I may as well call my new home this bed

you can make of it what you will
(you can make of it what you will)
I was here for you, and I'll be here still
even if my body didn't fit the bill
you'll find it at the park in Chester Hill
I had a dream that you died
I woke up and you were fine
and even though you're alive
I could never ever reach you again
a dream is how I fell for you again
I was in up over my head
you could hit me with a car
run tires right through my jaw
spill my guts onto the pavement
make sure I don't make it far
you can run me with a knife
make me bleed under the bathroom lights
it'd be better than having to see you be alri-

up til three, I'm alive in my sheets
I need that NREM bittersweet type of sleep
but if I sleep too deep with the brittle heartbeat
then how well can I dream bout the day we might meet?
see, I don't wanna have to be here again
when I know it's not real, and it's all in my he-
but that's the only time i can call you my friend
so I may as well call my new...

angel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9Lj9wMIRj8

Allday - Lungs (nexketch flip)

written by Ash Gutierrez
produced by me (with some guitar from the original instrumental)

--

i know things have changed
but i hope we're still the same
cause i dont miss many things
we both know i cant say your name
if i died right now, just tell me, would you miss me?
if i stop this car, just tell me, would you kiss me?
if i spoke my heart, just tell me, would you listen?
i'd give you anything if you just let me

so i'll call you "my dear," and we'll piss away the years
and i'll tell you "i love you" if that's what you wanted to hear
i'll say almost whatever, cause this is forever
i meant when i said it, for real
for real, i don't know what the deal is
and all i know is how i'm feeling
and i just hope that this is the real thing

oh, and i told myself i won't say this
but i've been out, fucking famous...
that live in Orange County
but now that we met, girl, they won't come around me
oh, i don't know what i did
but i am sorry for it
and you could say i'm not shit
and i'd believe it, cause it came from your lips

if i died right now, just tell me, would you miss me?
if i stop this car, just tell me, would you kiss me?
if i spoke my heart, just tell me, would you listen?
i'd give you anything if you just let me

so i'll call you "my dear," and we'll piss away the years
and i'll tell you "i love you" if that's what you wanted to hear
i'll say almost whatever, cause this is forever
i meant when i said it, for real
for real, i don't know what the deal is
i just know how i'm feeling
and i just hope that this is the real thing

and i fucked up, yeah, i know that
but you don't want me to go back home
cause you hate being alone
and i hate to say it, but 
i know things have changed
but i hope we're still the same
cause i dont miss many things
we both know i can't, i can't

and if i died right now, just tell me, would you miss me?
stop this car, just tell me, would you kiss me?
and if i spoke my heart, then tell me, would you listen?
if you can tell me how, just tell me that you need me
if i play my part, just tell me you'll stay with me
when she broke my heart, you picked up all the pieces
i'll be waiting here if you still need this

grapes by glaive // cover

oo oo

ₜₕₑ 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭, ₜₕₑ 𝓫𝓪𝓭, ₜₕₑ 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓲𝓽𝓯𝓾𝓵 — ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵃ ᵗʸᵖᵒ , ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ⁱᵈⁱᵒᵗ

𝐮.𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰_//𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊ˢⁱˡˡʸ(✿> . <) (❛ ˍ ❛⸝⸝)

⋅˚₊ ˶⊹❀「𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚎.」ꕤ⊹, ‧₊˚ ⋅ ..

𝑬✕𝑷ℒ𝑶ᗪ𝑬ᗪ__𝑩Ø𝑫ƴ__𝑨𝐍𝑨ℒ𝒀𝐒𝑰𝐒 ! ! ! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

【𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵,,】𝙿𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎·.¸¸.·♩♪♫

◯ ☽ ◑ 𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖙✩°｡⋆. ✮˚𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖛𝖊𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖙 ◐ ❨ ◯ ₊˚..wₐₛ ₜₕᵢₛ ₑᵥₑᵣ ₘₑₐₙₜ..?

didn't
know, no i didnt
no i didnt
know, no i didnt
no, i didnt need to know
you can move on but i'll let you know
i was here every second and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
i was here every second and i never let you go
(and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
i was here every second and i never let you go)

just a bit ago i didnt know your name
now youre rattling up inside my brain, oh no

i dont know, cus you did it
and you know it couldnt get past me
you made the same excuses
like it all just happened naturally
shit you didnt need to send, i cant get it out my head
now im sleeping in another hotel bed again

no i didn't need to know
no i didn't need to know
no i didn't need to know
no i didn't need to know
no i didn't need to know
you can move on but i'll let you know
i was here every second and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
i was here every second and i never let you go
(and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
and i, and i never let you go
i was here every second and i never let you go)

nexketch

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