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I will be rich, I will be rich, I will be rich……

я так сильно скучаю по своей кошке, меня убивает эта неизвестность, ее либо украли либо она умерла, но если она умерла мне надо хотя бы найти ее тело, а если не сделать это вовремя то оно тупо разложиться и я никогда не пойму что на самом деле с ней случилось. боже, прошел уже блядский месяц, я уже вижу десятый сон про то, что она вернулась, и что я в десятый раз уверяю себя что это теперь точно реальность, а не сон. смирись

I hope this finds someone who needs it but just because your depressed, or just because they left doesn't mean it's over. The pain you feel is there to teach a lesson. It will get better but it won't get easier. We learn how to manage it, Not how to fix it. Life happens and it's shity sometimes when it does. It's important to get back up after we fall. Work on your self, take up running, go to the gym, take up a new hobby to help. Stay strong, stay resilient, but don't stay weak.

its hard to stay happy and optimistic with how the world is right now

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Marcel The Shell With Shoes On (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

The Sound of Myself

you left me on suicide sunday

I posted this because nobody else had the full normal instrumental for this song so enjoy!

Become The Warm Jets - Current Joys (Instrumental)

early morning sunrise loop-izzyunbroken & arefryoujoey

I had worked on 日が続く m e l i s s a for a while now; I wanted the album to encount a single day in the life of an average person, but amplifies the subtleties that usually go unnoticed. It's probably garbage so I didn't get that message across but even so thank you so much for clickin!
- 18 DAYS

日が続く m e l i s s a

団結する b e a d

how to never stop being sad instrumental slowed

yes i made this , enjoy :)
retire final x what happened when i left you

what happened when i left you

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milk cassette x.mp3 (if you lie to me one more time, im gone)

milk cassette x.mp3 (slowed + reverb)

pinegrove - need 2 (intro loop)

reuploaded not mine update i reuploaded this 1 year ago didn't know i would get this many views but thank you.

kxrrvpt it hurts so bad

you have no enemies

No Longer Be There

THIS IS AN ALL ORIGINAL MIX MASTER AND COMPOSITION USING BANDLAB.

HEAVENLY. ChillStep. GROOVE.(FEAT.ARIEL & RAPHAEL)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

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