written, recorded, produced, and mixed in my room :)

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Who?

written, recorded, produced, and mixed all in my room

it wasn't always like this

Lyrics:
Lately I don't like to talk
I can tell that somethings wrong
Lately I been goin in
I been rollin
I been rollin
Low end
Money spent
Yea that's money well spent
Yea that's money well
Spend it all
Shopping spree my plug, imma spend it all

Lately I don't like to talk
I can tell that somethings wrong
Everybody talk, they don't know it yea
I been spendin money, I don't give a fuck
Talk about the story and

(everybody know what they don't know, funny how that works)

Always fuckin wrong
Just fuck me up
Keep up with the

I been here to long for a long time
I can tell that somethings wrong
I been feelin loved, oh yea
I been double dutched, oh yea
I know that I should slow down
I been seein blurs, I know now
Uh oh no
Oh no

Funds

Funds (prod. Chrxs)

These are throwaways that I wasn't sure if I'd ever post :/ maybe ill post the full song of these at some point but idk
1. Answers
2. Aw Yea?
3. Listen
4. Party!

_Throwaways_

Lyrics:
Like you heavy on it
Let it go, let it go, let it
Is it really worth all your while
Is it really worth all you're wanting

Stuck going one way, oh one way
I'm so stuck
Like your so stuck up, yea
Tell me when to turn, tell me when to turn
Tell me what I'll do, and I'll do it wrong
I know that you love to do that, oh
So just get to it

I don't give a fuck, oh no no
This drink got me fucked
I can do it all on my own
I don't really care where I go

Direction

Direction (prod. Nextdoordown)

slowdown (prod. Nextdoordown)

Lyrics:
It's all in reverse
(Nothing is straight forward)
Like I know that, I know that
(What do you know)
Oh how can I say
I didn't mean to say that, oh no)
Because I got you feeling so
(Feeling some way)

Tell me that it's something I said
I know that I could've said something off
Or am I better off?
Spreading lies like it's butter
No option is looking better
Spending money like it's nothing
Burning bridges, didn't need her
Because I got it all in my cup

Reverse

Reverse (prod. Nextdoordown)

I can / I can't

You haven't spoken at all...

Lyrics:
Oh I'll sit so silent
Pretend I'm not there
I'll keep my mouth shut
While they all smile
Is it all so real?
Are they really happy?
Or artificial feels

There's no getting in or getting out
I'll keep you out, I'm shutting down
Be someone I'm not, I wish I could
Pretend like I'm someone else right now
Already said, I wish I could
I do not like this, let me out
I do not like this, let me out
I do not like this, let me out

Dissociation

Dissociation (prod. Nextdoordown)

Lyrics:
Put money down on my wrist, than I pay it off
Everyone wanna talk, like they not saying none
If I take one more than I might say "oh yea"
My house on the top and you not coming back
Oh yea, like oh my god
Say no no but really wanna say "oh yea, yea"
Imma keep passing my cup oh yea, yea

Pass another one for a couple more
I don't wanna feel like I'm running low
I know what I need and I need it bad
Pills strong
Another one
Just give it up

Put money down on my wrist, than I pay it off
Everyone wanna talk, like they not saying none
If I take one more than I might say "oh yea"
My house on the top and you not coming back
Oh yea, like oh my god
Say no no but really wanna say "oh yea, yea"
Imma keep passing my cup oh yea, yea

Do you really feel what I breathe?
Cuz I know it's all

Keep wearing that mask like it's you
I can see right through it and it's not you
Flip it inside out and I'll pretend
Like I never noticed the real you
Is this really how you
Wanna be fuckin seen?
And you can put it all away
Leave it all for someone else
You can leave it for the next one
You can stay the fuck away

Another One

Another One (prod. Nextdoordown)

throwaway :P

lyrics:
tell me that you heard what I said
I thought I said it all
just tell me that you know what
what I said, what I
I don't really like when you lie
your lies feeling so strong
I almost believed it

listening...

Vain (prod. Nextdoordown)

lyrics:
tryna come around, ill just see you 'round
I don't need em now, yea you on your own
oh you honest now? this is what you bout?
this is who you are?
this is who you bout, yea?

say what's up to her friends than I'm
one use and it's over I'm done, yea
you can keep my hoodie as a trophy, like 
all the sudden they think I'm funny right?
flexin rubber bands from the check, yea
keep it to my self, I don't need you no
vvs on my belt, can you see it now?
fuck her, ill be gone, I don't need her now
im not one to save, I won't save her now
I won't do it now
I wont do it now, oh no no

Vain

Let It Go (prod. Nextdoordown) - Who?

You shouldn't hold on...

Lyrics:
♪
Just let it go
Just let it go
♪



Released 04/02/2024

Let It Go

Some More (prod.Nextdoordown) - Who?

I need more from you...

Lyrics:
Would you like to know
Something that I said, you gon' ask about
If I don't fuck with you, would you really care?
Don't ask me what I want when I'm barley there

I don't wanna say, I don't wanna go no
I don't wanna say, I don't wanna go no

Run it up or run it back, that's how you are I don't fuck with that
Got a lot of money, got a lot of cash
I can spend on you and I'll make it back
Pull up with your friend, maybe three of them
That's a hat trick and I'm cool with that
If she wants more, just bring em' on and I'll go ahead fucking deal with that like

Tell me what you need
So tell me what you
Just tell me what you need

(You never share)
(I feel like I have to pull all this information out of you)
(You're a dry texter)
(And it's just like, I don't even know what to do anymore)

I don't wanna say, I don't wanna go no
I don't wanna say, I don't wanna go no


Released 04/02/2024

Some More

Worth (prod.Nextdoordown) - Who?

Are you really worth it?

Lyrics:
(Yea, yea)
(Yea, yea)
(Woah, hey)
(Woah, hey)

Am I really worth all the tears girl?
I know that you wanna be closer
But the truth isn't always looking nice
I don't really feel what you feel, no

I know that it hurts you
That I'm moving on girl
You deserve better now
Do you really, know what I need?
Wanna act like you know me
Oh let me tell you something
You gon' figure out now
You don't know me
You never will no

Am I really worth all the tears girl?
I know that you wanna be closer
But the truth isn't always looking nice
I don't really feel what you feel, no

Never trusted, trusted no
I don't wanna, wanna feel
I don't wanna know what you know
I don't wanna feel what you feel no


Released 04/02/2024

Worth

Some Less (prod.Nextdoordown) - Who?

You're gonna take what you can get...

Lyrics:
(They been wanting some more)
(I been wanting some less)
(It's not what you want)
(It's what you can get)

They wanting more
But I'm wanting less
It's not what you want, it's what you can get
The feeling to stay
I wanna shut down
I don't wanna talk, forget how to walk
They tell me what's up, they tell me what's good
I try to listen, I don't understand
Show me deep down but I can not say it
Try to reach in but you can not get it

They been wanting some more
But I been wanting some less
It's not what you want
It's what you can get
They just wanting some more
But I been wanting some less
It's not what you want
It's just what you get

Yea like I fill it up
No I don't want it all


Released 04/02/2024

Some Less

Attached (prod.Nextdoordown) -Who?

We fit so well together...

Lyrics:
Building up that temper and it's hot
Not getting what you want and it's funny, huh?
I think that I know what you always on
You can come give it, I'll just give it up
Imma let you ride, cuz I want it all
There's never been a time that I wanna stop
But I can't let it go
I can't let you go
Nothing I shoulda known
Was never good at talking so I keep it low
It's all dangerous games and I fucking know
Tell me what I said cuz I wanna know

Rubber bands make my wrist pop
If I spend it all, I won't give a fuck
I can close my eyes and you'll stay here long
I already know cuz I seen it all
It's too much to let go
I thought you'd never go
But now you're someone that

You just wanna roll
You just wanna fit in
You just wanna fall on me
You can go and fall on me
Together we mold
Are you gonna fold?


Released 04/02/2024

Attached

Okay (prod.Nextdoordown) - Who?

You're such a people pleaser...

Lyrics:
They watching how I'm moving in my ways, yea
I know they be swerving in my lane okay, okay
I can't tell em nothing cuz they throw the blame
Don't tell me that it's nothing, I don't like that no

Don't tell me that it's normal or I gotta go
Don't tell me that it's you cuz I refuse
Give me something new, I don't know you no
I been feeling more from distractions
I know that you want my full attention
I know that you feel a little (Oh, Ou, okay)
Something in the water got me ugh
Glass half full and I'm gone
Glass half full and I'm gone

They watching how I'm moving in my ways, yea
I know they be swerving in my lane okay, okay
I can't tell em nothing cuz they throw the blame
Don't tell me that it's nothing, I don't like that no

Come and give me something new
Come and give me something new
Tell me how you folding up
Tell me how you want it all
Nothings ever good enough
Why the fuck you holding back?
Imma try and flip it


Released 04/02/2024

Okay

dontdeservethis (prod. Nextdoordown)

lyrics:
oh you can be so petty, yea
you can play your game with your mind, oh
I can one up better, oh I can yea
you can't do me better with that, oh no

do what I do, oh you see this
watch me from the outside like I know you missing
you don't get no vip, back to the line miss
I can't give no leeway, yea you understand it?
I been giving chances and I know you don't deserve it
foreign baddie got me moving on
window shopping and I bought it all
all your friends they pretend and all

they can stop pretending, and just show me up
I can see through them and your lies, yea
I can see through you, don't deserve it no
don't deserve it, oh no

oh you can be so petty, yea yea
you can play your game with your mind, oh
I can one up better, oh I can yea
you can't do no better without me, yea

dontdeservethis

dontdeservethis...

that's all you can do?

lyrics:
(Do you, do you, do you, do you, do you)
Do you really see yourself anymore?
Is what you see too much?
It's a lot to take in, I know
It's all too much

I can do it all
I can do it
It's still not good enough
Not good enough

You really know me, you really know me
Your losing control again, your losing control again
Stuck in my head, words that you said
I know what I did, I know what I did
(I know what I did, ok)

Control

Control (prod. Nextdoordown)

skrtskrt freestyle

this isn't how its meant to be

Lyrics:
There's nothing that I'd say
Compared to your words
Imma let it all go yea
This is not how it meant to be
Oh this is not how it's meant to be

How it meant to be
Oh it's not meant to be
No I'm not meant to be

I'm on IBM lines and some other shit
Things I can't pronounce, I been poppin it
I'm not reading lips or your messages
You don't think I know what it really is?
You try to pretend, pretend
Like I don't notice, notice that
That you're someone your not
I can be who, you wanna see
Like back the fuck away from me
No you cannot fuck with me
Telling all your friends, I'm not man enough

she would do it for me

Lyrics:
Money in the bank, yea you know it's real
Money that I throw, yea you know it's real
She gon' dance for me
She do it for me, but not for you it's all for me
Money in the bank, yea you know it's real
Money that I throw, yea you know it's real
She gon' dance for me
She do it for me, but not for you it's all for me

Shaking up my cup, imma drink it all
4k in my pocket, now you wanna talk
Yea the old me, yea he give it up
She doin different things that she wouldn't do for you, no
She's 4k in my lens if you askin
Flash on the dark room if you askin
Two seat in my whip if you askin
Back seat to my bed, got it clapping oh
(Oh my god, you're so annoying Nextdoor)

Money in the bank, yea you know it's real
Money that I throw, yea you know it's real
She gon' dance for me
She do it for me, but not for you it's all for me
Money in the bank, yea you know it's real
Money that I throw, yea you know it's real
She gon' dance for me
She do it for me, but not for you it's all for me

for me

whatchu need?

Lyrics:
They don't wanna say what they need, no
They just want you to figure it all out, yea yea
It was never fair, I just played along
Tell me what you need, imma get it all

Get it all, imma get it all
Whatchu want, I could pull it off, yea
There's just something bout you I know, I can't let it go
Better than the others girl, I just know so
To let it go, its all fine, imma take it slow
No no rushing, I've been waiting for my time to go
Now I got you, I'm so ready, I just wanna roll
Keep on dancing to that beat and we sing along, uh huh oh yea yea

They don't wanna say what they need, no
They just want you to figure it all out, yea yea
It was never fair, I just played along
Tell me what you need, imma get it all

needs

inhale, exhale

Lyrics:
Let me show you what I came to do
Let me show you what I came to do
Take a deep breath for me
Take a deep breath for me
Take a deep breath for me
Oh is that so
It's never so simple
It's never so easy, no
Is that so?
I never felt so close
I never felt so

Say I never felt so
So close
I can feel it in the air
Bring it down
Go on, go on
Na na na na na

close

but I love it

Lyrics:
Running through my bag and I'm up
Bitch I'm up, yea

I got spending habits, I don't give a fuck
Imma let her bring her friends if she wants, yea
Imma let her do it, if she wants, oh
Mix it up with molly just for fun, yea
She just wanna party, said she earned it all
Know she had a good time when she throwing up
Ask em what I'm, really in it for
All her friends want it, imma give it yea yea
If she wants the tip, imma
It's a bad habit, I don't give a fuck

hahaha

I know its late

Lyrics:
Tell me who you are and tell me what you wanna do
Everything in glass, and you know I could really see through
Some things will never leave and there's things that you gotta take too
I know you miss it all, but we can have a take two

I know it's 4am but baby, I gotta see you
No I never lie, everything I said is so true 
New person every night, does he do what I use to do?
I can treat you right, way better than the others do
You want something real, baby you can come with me
He's not worth the tears that you cry, oh don't worry

Tell me who you are and tell me what you wanna do
Everything in glass, and you know I could really see through
Some things will never leave and there's things that you gotta take too
I know you miss it all, but we can have a take two

never let that wall down again

Lyrics:
I let you all in
You know, I can see
It's ever so clear
I never saw better
Everything feeling lighter

But it's all gone
It's all done
It's all gone

resonance

say that I earned it all 

Lyrics:
I don't know that bitch
But I'm faded though
When I'm wasted up, I been going hard
You not like that, no
I can see through you
That's not who you are
I could see through it, oh yea yea

Dizzy in my mind, like I need a few
She want all my time, I can't give a few, no
Never gave a fuck, I can tell she fake
Never gave a fuck cuz she never stayed
How you so surprised when I know that girl?
How I know that girl, you will never know
Just know I earned it all
Just know I earned it all

I don't know that bitch
But I'm faded though
When I'm wasted up, I been going hard
You not like that, no
I can see through you
That's not who you are
I could see through it, oh yea yea

earned it

watchu want?

Lyrics:
You don't gotta ask no more
I just give my credit up, oh I know it
You can buy it all, its on me yea
You could buy it all
Its on me like
Its on me, right
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
Its on me, oh
Its on me, yea
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
Its on me like

Its on me, yea
Its on me, like
Its on me, yea
Its on me, like
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
You could buy it all

No more asking baby girl, just say whatchu want
In a second and I'll say that it's sold out
In a second you'll be asking if I'm sober
Counting seconds on my watch and it's polar
Imma switch up to a new, yea I do that
Imma switch up on the whip when I'm bored, yea
Imma switch up on that girl, cuz she's old stuff
If you thinking that's not fair, than like oh well

You don't gotta ask no more
I just give my credit up, oh I know it
You can buy it all, its on me yea
You could buy it all
Its on me like
Its on me, right
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
Its on me, oh
Its on me, yea
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
Its on me like

Its on me, yea
Its on me, like
Its on me, yea
Its on me, like
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
You could buy it all
You could buy it all

wants

breathe with me

Lyrics:
Do you really feel what I breathe?
Do you not know what I need?
Or is there something that you see?
Feel it all in with your touch
Tell me that I'll never be much
Labels on me disagree
I think it's funny I know
Fingers and eyes on your phone
You wondering who's calling my phone
I bet that something you'd like to know
(Lemme stop right there)
You can be so honest with me
You can be so honest with

You were never good
You were never good
There's nothing to say to get you back
I think I will let you go
Forever

breathe

you just go with it all
no one said you had to do this
it's not something ill play off
but instead I'll just say okay

you say all your words
i say it back and you leave?
you leave?
did you say all that you want to me
(did you say it all?)
say all that you need to me
(say all you need)
it never made sense how
give into your head
give into your friends
and listen what they all say
it never mattered to me

did you really hear what I said to you?
or do you only hear what you want?
do you really hear what I said to you?
or do you only hear what you want?

i can feel the warm water
you held me in close
we pretend like it's okay
wink and a smile
i feel the water again
i've been turning the pages
when will it end?
lost in a chapter
no pages no number
no pages no

pages


she party everyday like its the weekend
tampon in her nose when she wakes, shawty she be tweakin
see me when the sun and just know, baby I been workin up
her friend gonna come and work it out, hoe
she know that we teamin
like no you can bring it all my way because

burnin up the calories, we sweatin up
don't know what day it is but its fine
wake up and do it all again, yea
and my whip faster cuz I'm 
cuz I been speeding up
mama said to slow down or I might die
I think imma speed it up
150 on the dash and I switch lanes
told em that I need it all
she knows that I play my game for keeps, oh she don't wanna play it all
(she just wanna do one thing cuz)

she party everyday like its the weekend
tampon in her nose when she wakes, shawty she be tweakin
see me when the sun and just know baby I been workin up
her friend gonna come and work it out, hoe
she know that we teamin
like no you can bring it all my way because

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