DethTech.

(sic)

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

can you tell me how i got here?
why is every question answered unclear?

it's all so blurry i don't see where i went wrong
now i'm so tired i can barely sing these songs
so what do you do when your skin's turning blue?
when do you give up and realise you're fucking screwed?
i'm running out of time
i feel too weak to try
there comes a point when we all lay down and die

slowly fade away into an early grave
the peace we crave is seconds away
in the cold on my own
this hell is my new home
down here we all decompose

i need to lie down
so turn the lights out
leave me here to rot alone
let me forget all the lies that you have sewn
'cause doing nothing has just bored me to tears
to move on i must accept my fears

we're crashing and burning
we're dying, not learning
we fell too far

slowly fade away into an early grave
the peace we crave is seconds away
in the cold on my own
this hell is my new home
down here we all decompose

i'm running out of time
i feel too weak to try
there comes a point when we all lay down and die

welcome to foldworld, kid

LDAR demo

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

original by alkaline trio

I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, six senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
And New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, There's nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
There's no ring, there's no ring on the phone anymore
There's no reason to call, I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place, at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
Won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place, at the right time
It will be worth it to stand in line
You won't have to stop, saying, "I love cops"
For anyone but me, your private eye
I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie
(Don't lie)
I've been preoccupied with these sick, six senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday, I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
At the right place, at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
Won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place, at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
You won't have to stop, saying, "I love cops"
For anyone but me, your private eye
Your private eye
And at the right place, at the right time
I'll be dead wrong, you'll be just fine
Won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place, at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
You won't have to stop, saying "I love cops"
For anyone but me, your private eye

Private Eye (cover)

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

my back feels like a cutting board
too many problems i ignored
i prayed they'd fade away
if i gave it all, until the day
but with friends like these
it's kinda hard to breathe
mind the tape around the scene
sorry i left such a bloody mess

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

i can't forgive a broken oath
as my blood still stains my clothes
and after all the years
did i really mean so little to you?
no goodbyes, no nothing
looking ahead you kept on running
you're being hunted by the memories
of you standing there watching me bleed

whether you like it or not
you're gonna end up just like me
you'll be sorry

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

DethTech - better late than never

i'm breaking down all the way to the bone
so little left for me to sacrifice
the burden's out of my hands
these scars serve as reminders
of all i'm made to withstand
GOD DAMN

they laid my body out on the ice
praying one day the rot will subside
never the easy way, i'm counting every day
still i'm waiting for you to arrive

buried under six feet of concrete
cut me off from the heat
anything to help me sleep easy
this fucked disease is eating me
festering, eating me, festering

how long can you keep up this disguise?
i'll cut out your tongue to end your lies
they laid my body out on the ice
praying one day the rot will subside
never the easy way, i'm counting every day
still i'm waiting for you to arrive

DethTech.

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