i love this song sm hits different everytime

y dont u tell me what u kno
push a knife deep
how did it end up through ur throat?
i dig my fingers in ur skull
treat u like a puppet
oh im having fun :)
possessed y am i like dis 
kys 
im getting upset 
i cant stand it 
oh can i save it 
ill jus jump 
i feel like i made it 
to the end of my life 
i think im done here 
i dont wanna hear u cry 
soul b floatin satellite 
getting worse by every night 
ouija board im still alive :(
place a kapkan on my side

@au6ment
put my flesh up on the wall
trade my skin 
death lives to solve
pay my sins
paint my head on the wall 
pay my sins 
cave your head in and crawl
six six six 
i stay psychless
why is this like this 
i pay my debt
knife slice wrist
quit life like this 
im indecisive
spit in my eyes bitch 
and im spineless 
staying lifeless 
everything is violent
why is life like this
i dont like life like this

dig my fingers into ur skull +au6ment (foreless.mp3)

prod @prodgrayskies

just run away
ill strike you down again
stray away
dont wanna see you again

cant get up
hikikomori a waste
i dont wanna go
i feel uncomfortable
the luggage i cant hold
normal life is impossible
i need a sign
that everythings alright
rituals throughout the night
i need sum1 on my side
i need 2 escape the time
ill just die

dont you fucking say those things 2 me
idgaf i dont shine its bleak
not gonna fucking start ripping into me
i dont wanna speak when i die dont help me
gtf away from me
i cannot die if peacefully
i cannot pass im feeling 1337
with open eyes ill set me free
run away from me

hikikomori

prod @proddb808

y u tell me how 2 feel 
in my chest all steel 
everything i tell u is fucking real 
i feel like that i missed out on my life 
whats the deal 
i left the razor guarding my heel 

pls dont give me news 
i don wanna kno 
pls dont tie the knoose
i don wanna go 
i jus stood around 
ill b good by my lone
im missin out 
on my loved 1s

@spiritss
all my loved ones
i hope yall make it out 
fuck the opps they just doubt 
tryna make me crash out 
but im better then them 
inject my veins with venom 
worried about the shoota senda 
im the one who sent em 

imma catch a opp to bend em 
owe me bread on my re up 
i think i might throw up
this henney make me nauseous 
drank gave me superpowers 
seeing thru my eyelids 
ive lost all my options 
me n tracy finna bomb shit

@danex0
i want everything like wanerbrothers
if you see 12 please do not forget to warn a brother
fienin on my drugs co dependent we need each other 
shot him in the head cut his body parts off with my cutter 

shaking like its stage freight 
wrapped his body air tight 
your the scared type 
it wont be a fair fight 
shooting in the daylight 
flying like a damn kite 
step on him with off white 
planting on the bomb site

@droppedmysyrup
(uhuh however many times)
brand new jeans i need a belt
fuck that bitch i wish em well
i dont care no not at all
smoking too much so i smell
miss my bros i wish em well
jst tryna figure all dis out
i dnt even know myself

i dnt even know myself
i dnt even know
i dnt even know myself
i dnt even know
yeah
wit my bruddas off a tab
swear to god im goin up i aint ever going back
and i cannot fw ya cuz u broke and u just sad
i wont ever show no love to smbdy with ur/ stats

@crowlyyy
god damn im feelin gone
v8 coupe we fuck dat law
im sippin drank until i drop
keep talkin shit w/o a job
lemme free fall
fall fall fall straight down
im w my team yuh 
they cant feel my luv
im in dat coupe we wippin that 4rin
smokin dat blunt we sippin n s0arin
im innat zoo my choppa b roarin
brand new s class ye i floor it
im finna stop on his head w my jordans
shawty gon fuck in the back she a taurus
shawty b blowin my phone she annoying
i juh b sippin my drank im boring
go woah

.38 finna go save my soul
takin that bump put it in my nose
shawty gon fuck yea on my glo
i got truey on my clothes
they cant choose me im to gone
always losing im 2 wrong
thot they knew me im to done

(not)made of steel +spirits + danex + heathen + crowlyyy (DB808)

prod me

>lyryx<

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

u can take from me
u can erase something
u can set ablaze
turn around and replace

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

.·´¯`ϝ ι x  ƚ ԋ ι ʂ´¯`·. ####

[24] colors by spirits
prod @erdo | @fozo2 + (co prod me)

took [3] rounds like its punch out
opps be tempting me , finna crash out
she take over me , finna act out
what got over me , she controlling me
packed S.W.A.T on my lap , it aint the best but it'll get me goin
put [1k] on ur ass , slid on [5th] we saw ya'll had no motion
made it out of the trap , miss my bros they keep me goin
and that boy is a rat , took awhile but his colors showin

remember hittin licks while its snowin 
robbin [8th] off the plug i was rlly bummin
but now im stuntin , opps pocket watchin 
yeah i know they watchin , i need to lock in

took [3] rounds like its punch out
opps be tempting me , finna crash out
she take over me , finna act out
what got over me , she controlling me
packed S.W.A.T on my lap , it aint the best but it'll get me goin
put [1k] on ur ass , slid on [5th] we saw ya'll had no motion
made it out of the trap , miss my bros they keep me goin
and that boy is a rat , took awhile but his colors showin

yeah im back on my bullshit 
really on my ghoul shit
finna meet this tool switch
u actin like a fool bitch 
yeah im rlly tryna do shit
turnin [20] yeah im getting old
stackin money tryna sell out shows
[24] yeah thats my goal

took [3] rounds like its punch out
opps be temping me , finna crash out
she take over me , finna act out
what got over me , she controlling me
packed S.W.A.T on my lap , it aint the best but it'll get me goin
put [1k] on ur ass , slid on [5th] we saw ya'll had no motion
made it out of the trap , miss my bros they keep me goin
and that boy is a rat , took awhile but his colors showin

[24] colors *erdo \ fozo

@cloudbxy1

doctor said there's something wrong in my head
so i put my gun up to him and i made a check
I'm smoking pack to pack back to back until I'm dead
the way i count my racks made a stack made a bed
please tell me what you meant (ily bro @1_2near) when you said that you hate me
cuz you left me on read and now i feel amazing
you hit my phone with threats that bitch is really crazy
dropped her now less stressed that's how I'm feeling lately

and don't you call me
I'll tell her I'm not sorry
we're not nothing are we
I'm sipping on the molly
yeah my drank look like Barney
I'm in Seattle Carly
I'm moving so retarded
I walk in like where's the party
yeah i swear to God 
I didn't know
and I know it's odd
but I'm 'bout to go
yeah I'm 'bout to go up
think I know stuff
so what
I fill my cup and when I do its dirty lust
and when I'm sipping yeah I feel like its a must
think I'm addicted I can't ever get enough
and now I'm lifted I was sniffing fairy dust
no matter where I go I always keep it tucked

Diagnosis (Cloudbxy)

https://soundcloud.com/chewy

my psychosis been getting worse I've been trapped up in my room
I've been fighting daily battles hope I make it to June 
ion wanna wake up I've been sleeping past noon
hope there's someone out there for me wanna give someone the moon

till then I'm scraping all this dirt up off my shoe 
they say you gotta love yourself before anyone can love you
but I'm walking thru my life I've learned that ts isn't true 
cuz I've loved and I've lost but every time I still grew 

still some ppl left me with rage and it makes me feel ill
sometimes i want to take it out act like jennifer hills
this trauma has me up in loops I just wish i could heal
I've been tortured by my thoughts i can't even tell what's real 

I woke up vomiting I just feel so awful
I'm a slave to vices wish I didn't love the bottle 
I keep getting older I'll turn into a fossil 
I fucking hate my own body I feel like a model 

need unconditional love I need it in my life 
I need someone to hold me and say it will be alright 
wanna look into your eyes and have it wash away my spite 
till then I'm crying in my pillow just to feel better at night

my psychosis been getting worse I've been trapped up in my room
I've been fighting daily battles hope I make it to June 
ion wanna wake up I've been sleeping past noon
hope there's someone out there for me wanna give someone the moon

till then I'm scraping all this dirt up off my shoe 
they say you gotta love yourself before anyone can love you
but I'm walking thru my life I've learned that ts isn't true 
cuz I've loved and I've lost but every time I still grew

wanna make it 2 june (heroine)

valorant && boba

https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark

u miss yo bros 
then dig em up 
bodies dropping 
yo gang on the floor go pick em up 
scars up on my wrist 
in middle school i used 2 lick my blood
pussy thinkin tht they different 
brobro uain 1of1
i know tht i’m craZy 
its crazy yea
lil bro died he trna play me
cant make this up 
i got phenibut wit x inside a rover truck
i need chips n dior pockets 
i cnnot give up 

walking wit a limp 
45 on my hip 
walked into his trap 
like his dad uah bitch
n we made em strip 
walk eem down 
he ah lick
quali in my cup 
stupid hoe this ain triss

diegointhedark - .45 (mercyyy)

prod  + mastered by @47birdyy

sink into my bed
took another xan
hope that i can get some rest
i cant feel like im dead
you not like the rest
i can't get u out my head

i know its not you
i cant be this far away
tell me how different can we be?
tell me how you want me to bleed
no you can't be this way
it hurts me
im hurting
you burn me
carry that burden

it's not you (47birdyy)

The project that began as music therapy and quickly became something more...

Inspiration: Knowing that you are not okay, but having faith that you will be in time

- - - - - - - - - -

LYRICS

Staring at the ceiling, shadows on the wall
Hear a voice inside me, whispering I should fall
Lost in this darkness, where I've been for years
Drowning in the silence, pushing back the tears

But a flicker of hope, a distant memory
A time when the sun shined, and I wanted to be

I am not okay, but I won't give in
There's a light inside me, that will surely win
This battle in my mind, this darkness I hold
But a brighter day is coming, my story's yet untold

Reaching out for help, a hand in the night
A reminder that I'm worthy, a reminder to fight
The road may be long, but I'll walk with all my might
There's a future waiting, if I make it through tonight

That flicker of hope, a burning ember now
I fan the flames gently, and make a silent vow

I am not okay, but I won't give in
There's a light inside me, that will surely win
This battle in my mind, this darkness I hold
But a brighter day is coming, my story's yet untold

My story's yet untold

One step at a time, I'll mend what is broken
My spirit unbroken, a promise unspoken

I am not okay, but I won't give in (I won't give in)
There's a light inside me, that will surely win (Surely win)
This battle in my mind, this darkness I hold (Darkness I hold)
There's a brighter day coming, a story yet untold 

I am not okay, but I won't give in
There's a light inside me, that will surely win
This battle in my mind, this darkness I hold
A brighter day is coming, my story's yet untold

hikikomori

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