I hope you feel engulfed and out of control listening to this lol

shining bright supernova seen afar
bared the truth of loving a collapsing star
desolate despicable engulfing black hole
treacherous tyrant dismantling my soul 

did you 
smite me cause i saw the truth
ruthless not cute exposed inner brute
want to shoot you dead straight in the eye
why did I ever fucking try to be complete
decaying waste I’ve always been dead meat
defeated flesh sad empty unkempt 
red string of fate were truly meant 
ties me to you bind hurt confused 

fraying thread finds me subsequent loop
back twist straight into your arms
blinds me to your cold dead use

of my feelings 
red blood tinged destiny 
charm flood sink fall
 got the best of me
I’m impressed you see -
 i digress bitch please!
think before you drown me again
yet why do I bother to condemn
your actions when you’re the one who will gain
satisfaction from my seething pain 
its my attraction to your insufferable vain
contraptions wired deep within my [brain

brain] stutters when you’re near I belong in the gutters 
stop reaching through gonna close the shutters
cut ties with the insufferable mu- [tters]
I shouldn’t be the one who suffers you’re 

toying with my feelings sending me to
boiling point ceilings closing in on my sanity 
you ran with me 
straight into a calamity 
leaving a deep cavity 
suffer the depravity 
of it all 

shining bright supernova seen afar
bared the truth of loving a collapsing star
desolate despicable engulfing black hole
treacherous tyrant dismantling my soul 

fraying thread finds me subsequent loop
back twist straight into your arms
blinds me to your cold dead use

of my feelings red blood tinged destiny
charm flood sink fall got the best of me
I’m impressed you see i digress bitch 
please think before you drown me again
yet why do I bother to condemn
your actions when you’re the one who will gain
satisfaction from my seething pain
its my attraction to your insufferable vain

contraptions wired deep within my brain
[shining bright supernova seen afar
bared the truth of loving a collapsing star]

SUPERNOVA

lyrics:
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
I did it again
I pushed away the ones I love, now they're all gone
And now it's too late to look back, I must move on
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
Nothing's stopping me from losing all my life
Something has to change before I rot and die
What is left for me in this desolate place?

"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand "
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
"I can't understand"

i can't understand

ooohhh yeahhhhh we're back we[re back we're so back

featuring @zombaewalk
prod @mspaintboi
art by amias . welcome back to the ilysm canon goat

next week ...... ANOTHER SINGLE .. probably

Doublin back ft. zombAe prod. mspaint

@contorted-songs

Lyrics:
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contortion - cranking fucking nineties on the lgbtq community

i'm a husk without a shell
cover taken by me

lyrics:
you found a shellless husk of a man you
used to know
but then he died
in my arms

he passed away
he died so peacefully
stay right here

i'm one of them
you killed
i sleep under your floorboards
sleeping like a husk
sleeping so silently

you can hear the tapping
it's just me
tapping your walls
making you paranoid
i don't know where to go
i feel so stuck

how to crawl out
of this hell now
how to crawl out of here

shellless husk [prod. michael harrison]

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last

Like
Luci cutting heads
Like they pop off
She levitate this pen
This bitch gon turn it to a sawed off
No safety on the 38 
Don’t keep it in no lockbox
like hot head
I’m too hot
Who told you I’m not toxic 
I don’t know what u thought 

Kill the past
Just new thoughts 
The less I know the better
So don’t tell me shit
Just stop talking 
killed this shit
Had no option 
far past the line
Off the edge but
You still walk it
fuck out my way
draw the line
But I still crossed it

But I still crossed it
I bite like a dog tryna eat
So you don’t want it
No you don’t want it
I bite like a dog tryna eat

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last

That 762 just bounced right up off that helmet
whatever right in front of me I’ll melt it
I played the hand that I was dealt
I’m always acting selfish 
You hear this shit
And only think of one word
That is hellish 

don’t say this shit
I yell it
I don’t want no text
No I won’t read no message 
My day full of stress
You see why I drive reckless
Her hand on my neck
Take this shit as a blessing
My brain too depressed
You see why I can’t help 

My mind gone
And I can’t breathe
the problem
That I couldn’t see
When I’m gone
Don’t forget me
I die
Don’t forget me 

So I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last



(mixed by cohst)

LUCI [PROD. COHST]

lyrics:
I'm not gonna
I'm not gonna
I'm not gonna play by your pretend rules
Just because you said, "that's how you do it"
If you ask me, everybody's a fool
Nobody really knows how to make music
Bitch I'm law abiding, but I will steal funds
I'm the only one who knows what's real fun
Welcome to the juice box, I concealed some
They like my cover songs but not my real ones!

All these faggots love when I sound like someone I'm not
Bet they wish their favorite artist wasn't fucking caught
And I know I could make money doing something hot
But I wanna see you suffer, fuck all of you thots
Take the hype away
All this music shit is pain
Wash the paint off of your face
What can you trust besides the shit in your brain?

(I just can't lose)
Put that nigga in the dirt a while back
Oh you wanna see your homie?
Motherfucker too bad
Put that nigga in a hearse if he say I'm wack
Cause I know that shit is true
Can you stop rubbing it in?
Everyone is scared of me because they all some bitches
Fucking snitching to your homies what I'm saying on these bridges
Everyone is fucking pissy till they hear me and they switching
Ya these niggas hiding from me cause they know I got the pitches
Yeah they know I got the bars to get em boxed in
I wish I could escape this prison but I'm fucking locked in
If a pussy nigga send receipts they getting blocked, man
All you cock-eyed faggots teeth is getting fucking knocked in
Bitch

All these faggots love when I sound like someone I'm not
Bet they wish their favorite artist wasn't fucking caught
And I know I could make money doing something hot
But I wanna see you suffer, fuck all of you thots
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Thots!
Take the hype away
All this music shit is pain
Wash the paint off of your face
What can you trust besides the shit in your brain?

thE jUicE bOx

STUPID DUMMYHEAD FAILURE BIIITCH

special thanks to lynn & isabelle

at the beginning of 2022 a friend & I set out to write and release a song every day for a full year. I decided to re-imagine, re-record and remaster 15 of my favorite songs from the project - here they are, enjoy. this album stands as both a sort of personally curated "greatest hits" record as well as a sort of condensed representation of the entire project. I tried to match the original vision as closely as possible while also giving each track the benefit of having more than a day of writing/production put into it. in the end it's still rough in some spots but that's in the spirit of the project.

to be honest - I’m not sure what zweihandr was. some sort of hyperpop manifestation of isolations from a lifetime of internet usage. an attempted musical movement on a dead platform. an art project. a series of feelings encapsulated in little songs. a bunch of webpages counting as tally marks for lost sleep. a gigantic wad of URLs collecting dust in cyberspace. a personification of the crustiest flash games you could find on a defunct website. a musical journal. a slightly more mature way to say “I wish anime was real”. a Rebecca Peake tribute project.

really all of these could be said, and that’s either indicative of trying to do way too much or a statement of the versatility of the project. in any case what resulted of this year-long struggle was an unignorable mountain of sound that I think has some pretty cool moments in it.

every track, even down to the most minuscule, has a little glimpse of what I was going for with the project in it. I hope seeing it all at once makes it make a lot more sense.

much like a diary, this is raw and unfiltered. some of it is bad, some of it is ugly, but all of it is honest. each day is a diary entry, unfiltered and laid before you - my soul on a page, be nice to it.

here are 15 pages from the diary - hope you enjoy.

trying not to cry (piss yourself)

Piranha Mae彡

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