It hurts me whenever you're near
And you don't say a word
You ignore me, that I can see
And you do it on purpose

You make me feel invisible
You make me feel miserable

CHORUS:
Did you know how much it hurts when you laughed at my face?
Did you know how I felt when your girl did the same?
Did you know how much pain I've suffered through?
Did you know?
Did you know that I wept it all for you?

Oh, oh, Woah
Oh, oh, Woah

I wish I didn't have a best friend
Who revealed my biggest secrets
She's the reason why the two of us were like this
Sometimes I imagine what it's like to be your friend

You make me feel invisible
You make me feel miserable

CHORUS:
Did you know how much it hurts when you laughed at my face?
Did you know how I felt when your girl did the same?
Did you know how much pain I've suffered through?
Did you know?
Did you know that I wept it all for you?

Oh, Oh, Woah

I remember...
When you smiled at me
I remember...
When we weren't enemies
I remember...
When you still talk to me
I remember...

CHORUS:
Did you know how much it hurts when you laughed at my face?
Did you know how I felt when your girl did the same?
Did you know how much pain I've suffered through?
Did you know?
Did you know that I wept it all for you?

Oh, Oh, Woah

You didn't know
I wish you would...
You didn't know
I wish you would...
You didn't know
I wish you would...
You didn't know
I wish...
I wish you knew

Did You Know?

You're sitting right behind me
And you have no idea
How much you make me weak
I'm not a good actress
Except when I'm near you
I bottle up my emotions
Don't want to let them explode
Right in front of you
I hate it when I'm rejected
That's why I'm avoiding you

CHORUS:
There's more than that little smile of mine
Than what your dearest eyes can see
You tell yourself, "She's just fine..."
But that's not all there is to me
Deep down inside, I'm crying
Weeping, sobbing
Grudging at the way you make me feel
Like it's all a big mistake, eh eh
It's all a big mistake, eh eh

I've let myself change in the bad way
Just for you to like me
It's all of your fault
I wanna put my hand to your face
And slap it hard
So you would know that

CHORUS:
There's more than that little smile of mine
Than what your dearest eyes can see
You tell yourself, "She's just fine..."
But that's not all there is to me
Deep down inside, I'm crying
Weeping, sobbing
Grudging at the way you make me feel
Like it's all a big mistake, eh eh
It's all a big mistake, eh eh

You're too worried about your reputation
That you don't have time to consider
About what people feel for you
And your freaking bad attitude
It makes my life sick
Did nothing good to me
When it comes to things like this
I'm freaking stupid
But there it goes again
That sick, happy feeling I get

CHORUS:
There's more than that little smile of mine
Than what your dearest eyes can see
You tell yourself, "She's just fine..."
But that's not all there to me
Deep down inside, I'm crying
Weeping, sobbing
Grudging at the way you make me feel
Like it's all a big mistake, eh eh
It's all a big mistake, eh eh

You're a big mistake
I wish I hadn't met you in the first place
You ruined my life
And made me change
That's my biggest mistake

Big Mistake

You give me butterflies
Whenever you talk to me
My hands were shaking nervously
When you tapped my shoulder
I felt weaker
'Cause it's you who's touching me

Don't know how to stop this
Don't know how to stop being crazy
Every time you touch me
Every time you smile at me

CHORUS:
You make me feel crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love
I don't know why I like you
But you make me feel
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love with you
I can't resist that smile of yours
Can't look straight into your eyes
I love you, but I don't know why
You make me crazy all the time
I...I'm crazy in love
I...I'm crazy in love

My heart was pounding
My mind was frozen
When you ran up to me
And held up your hand
And I touched mine with them
I thought I'm dreaming
Or I'm just sleeping
'Cause the very next day
You act as if nothing have happened

Don't know how to stop this
Don't know how to stop being crazy
Every time you touch me
Every time you smile at me

CHORUS:
You make me feel crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love
I don't know why I like you
But you make me feel
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love with you
I can't resist that smile of yours
Can't look straight into your eyes
I love you, but I don't know why
You make me crazy all the time
I...I'm crazy in love
I...I'm crazy in love

Yeah, I'm always feeling like this
Call a psychiatrist
Something's wrong with my mind
Keeps telling me that I'm just fine
Even when

CHORUS:
You make me feel crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love
I don't know why I like you
But you make me feel
Crazy, crazy, crazy in love with you
I can't resist that smile of yours
Can't look straight into your eyes
I love you, but I don't know why
You make me crazy all the time
I...I'm crazy in love
I...I'm crazy in love

Crazy in Love

You always make me feel like
This is the end of the world
When you did something bad
That bothers me a lot
You're always on my head
Can't get you out
No matter what
Already tried for a million times
I can't remember the last time
You talked to me
And now I think I know
Why I feel like this
I had a hard time waiting
For that day after three weeks
'Cause that's the only time
You feel like talking to me

Are you some kind of alien
Who's controlling my feelings?

CHORUS:
You're taking over of me
My mind, my heart, my body
You're what I'm thinkin'
Whom I'm in love with
And what keeps making me feel like this
But the thing is
You don't know a thing about it

You're the reason for my strange behavior
That keeps getting on people's nerves
You're the reason why I'm so in love with you right now
And why I'm so weak in front of you
The reason why
I can't sleep at night
The reason why
I can't think straight

Are you some kind of alien
Who's controlling my feelings?
Are you some kind of alien
Who's controlling my feelings?

CHORUS:
You're taking over of me
My mind, my heart, my body
You're what I'm thinkin'
Whom I'm in love with
And what keeps making me feel like this
But the thing is
You don't know a thing about it

I've let myself change for a boy like you
And I don't like it
I've let myself change for a boy like you
And I don't like it

CHORUS:
You're taking over of me
My mind, my heart, my body
You're what I'm thinkin'
Whom I'm in love with
And what keeps making me feel like this
But the thing is
You don't know a thing about it

You're Taking Over of Me

Gone were the days when you still smile at me
And say, "hi" whenever you pass by
I missed seeing your face, so happy
When you talk to me
Now, you didn't like the thought of me
Sitting next to you
Didn't care for a bit
Even when I cry for you

I keep saying
I keep hoping
I keep telling myself that you don't deserve anything from me

CHORUS:
I saw you talking to your friends
And it hurts to know that I'm not one of them
Yeah, these were the times when the pain is crushing me
'Cause I'm crushing on you
It's in my memories
But till now, you're still on my mind
And I don't know why

Gone were the days when you just laugh at your friends' teasings
'Cause now, you're frowning
And I don't want to see how you would react
You're madder and annoyed with me than ever
So you ripped out my heart like a merciless monster

I keep saying
I keep hoping
I keep telling myself that you don't deserve anything from me

CHORUS:
I saw you talking to your friends
And it hurts to know that I'm not one of them
Yeah, these were the times when the pain is crushing me
'Cause I'm crushing on you
It's in my memories
But till now, you're still on my mind
And I don't know why

As if that wasn't enough
I think you're trying to be close with my best friend
And that hurts, too
Seeing you laugh with her
You ruined my special moment
Did the same thing to my BFFs
I hate you for that
And I want to forget about those times when I'm crushing on you

I keep saying
I'm still hoping
But I can't tell you that you don't deserve anything from me

CHORUS:
I saw you talking to your friends
And it hurts to know that I'm not one of them
Yeah, these were the times when the pain is crushing me
'Cause I'm crushing on you
It's in my memories
But till now, you're still on my mind
And I don't know why

No, I shouldn't say
I shouldn't hope
I shouldn't tell
Think you deserved everything
But I won't ever know why

Crushing Times

It started when you
Stopped talking to me
Turned into something worse
As you can see
I'm a bit of a stalker
Am a terrible liar
Know how you move
Know how you always look

Yeah, I'm obsessed
Yeah, I'm possessed

CHORUS:
I'm possessed by my obsession
I'm obsessed with your possessions
I got everything I want
But I need you
Can't last a day without
Without seeing you
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh

Followed you outside
Everywhere you go
I know it creeps you out
But it's the only way to be happy
When you're not talking to me
Can't sleep at night
Without having you in my dreams

Yeah, I'm obsessed
I just wanted to talk to you
Yeah, I'm possessed

CHORUS:
I'm possessed by my obsession
I'm obsessed with your possessions
I got everything I want
But I need you
Can't last a day without
Without seeing you
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh

I make every single thing about you a big deal
You're all I could think about for weeks
My friends get annoyed with me
'Cause all I ever talk about was you and me
And how we used to be
When I'm not

Possessed by my obsession
Obsessed with your possessions

CHORUS:
I'm possessed by my obsession
I'm obsessed with your possessions
I got everything I want
But I need you
[Yeah, I need you]
Can't last a day without
Without seeing you
[I want to see you]
Yeah, I can't last a day without
[I need you]
I can't last a day without
[Yeah, I need you]
Can't last a day without
Without seeing you
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh

Obsession

I remember back to our field trip
Something went wrong, I was made to sit near you
That's where it all started
I saw you smiling
Your voice was the sweetest music
And I stare at you all day long
But I never thought you'd use it
To say something, something so wrong

CHORUS:
And now, whenever I see you
I imagine how you think of me
You're probably saying something negative
Like, "Here's the girl who likes me."
You're thinking, "Oh, she's not that pretty."
You're thinking, "Oh, I hate the way she walks,
The way she talks, the way she likes me."
Is that how you think of me?

Now I'm hiding
Avoiding you in every possible way
My friends were like, "You're overreacting."
'Cause I'm thinking about you these days

CHORUS:
And now, whenever I see you
I imagine how you think of me
You're probably saying something negative
Like, "Here's the girl who likes me."
You're thinking, "Oh, she's not that pretty."
You're thinking, "Oh, I hate the way she walks,
The way she talks, the way she likes me."
Is that how you think of me?

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Yeah
I didn't wanna hear those words you've said about me
So painful, you didn't know it
Your words tore me apart
They broke my heart
But I still love you
I still love you, Mark

CHORUS:
And now, whenever I see you
I imagine how you think of me
You're probably saying something negative
Like, "Here's the girl who likes me."
You're thinking, "Oh, she's not that pretty."
You're thinking, "Oh, I hate the way she walks,
The way she talks, the way she likes me."
Is that how you think of me?

Don't think of me that way
Please don't
Please don't
I hate thinkin bout the way I thought of how you think of me

How You Think of Me

Wrote two albums :)
- Crushing Times (17 songs)
- Memories (18 songs)
They're not out yet so please wait for them! The albums are my playlists...

Nic Lei Valerie