Lyrics:

Tell me how long has it been?
There is no nights or days here.
Keep the blinds shut.
Keeps the lights off.
Nothings out there.
It's only you and me.
Your sad face and your knotted hair.
Outlined by the blue light of the television glow.
You know I need you and I know you're scared.
We're gonna die here if we're lucky.
And I'm sorry for making you a part of this.
And I'm sorry for making you a part of me.
This cant go on much longer.
This'll all be over soon.
I can feel myself becoming you.
And you're becoming me too.
And I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for killing you.

Killing You

recorded feb 2024
few tracks I hope to develop 
heroes of the park eventually

some of the first tracks I wrote after moving house, and some of the first tracks written mainly with guitar

even if these tracks arent great - its still worth getting something out there as a start i think.

Long Weekend

Backtrak

Danger is near: anxiety hits the companions.
Music thought as a soundtrack for a D&D campaign. Feel free to use it!

Anxiety

I don't hate any of my exes but Claude is a total bastard.

(Verse 1)  
I saw you standing there, under the darkest night,  
Your eyes met mine and nothing felt right,  
A spark ignited, a fire full of spite,  
Two hearts clashing, no end in sight.

(Pre-Chorus)  
Every moment with you feels like a curse,  
In your arms, I'm lost in the universe’s worst,  
The stars above, they mock our disdain,  
In this perfect hate, forever in pain.

(Chorus)  
You are my eternal pain, burning cold,  
In this world of misery, you're the lie I'm told,  
Together forever, our hate will sustain,  
Through the storm and rain, you are my eternal pain.

(Verse 2)  
Hand in hand, we walk through life's bleak road,  
With you by my side, I carry the heaviest load,  
Your frown, your touch, they set my soul on fire,  
In your embrace, I find my darkest desire.

(Pre-Chorus)  
Every moment with you feels like a curse,  
In your arms, I'm lost in the universe’s worst,  
The stars above, they mock our disdain,  
In this perfect hate, forever in pain.

(Chorus)  
You are my eternal pain, burning cold,  
In this world of misery, you're the lie I'm told,  
Together forever, our hate will sustain,  
Through the storm and rain, you are my eternal pain.

(Bridge)  
In your eyes, I see our future bleak,  
With every kiss, my worries only peak,  
You are my enemy, my one and only hate,  
Cursed from below, you're my demon from fate.

(Chorus)  
You are my eternal pain, burning cold,  
In this world of misery, you're the lie I'm told,  
Together forever, our hate will sustain,  
Through the storm and rain, you are my eternal pain.

(Outro)  
As the years go by, our hate will only grow,  
In this dance of life, we'll take it slow,  
With you, my heart will always feel the pain,  
Forever and always, you are my eternal pain.

My Eternal Eternal Pain

uh i've always liked breakcore but only started listening today anddddd i threw this together
have a beautiful time

orsus

Lyrics:

She holds the key to a world within
The mother of bliss, the consumer of sin
She'll swallow the fear, the shame and the hatred
And wash it away in a warm pool of liquid
protect me within these walls of flesh
Soothed by the sound of an ocean-like breath
My body will melt and become one with yours
And I'll look through your eyes and become something more

Cause you'll be the one to make my flesh erupt
You'll be the one to save me from their staring eyes
You'll be the one to devour all that I am

Just keep me warm in this soft bed in you
And we'll shatter this life that we're just passing through
And all that there is and ever has been
Will cease to exist when you hide me within

You'll be the one the make my flesh erupt
You'll be the one to save me from their staring eyes
You'll be the one to devour all that I am

You'll be the one to make my flesh erupt
You'll be the one to save me from their staring eyes
You'll be the one to devour all that I am
You'll be the one
You'll be the one
I cant do this anymore
The more they stare, I don't know what I am
I don't know what I am, the more they stare
So make me your eyes, your mind, your body, your hopes your dreams
Hold my light within you and we'll disappear
We'll disappear

You'll Be The One

Stalking

Heartache Highway

Scars

死んだ僕の彼女 "shaman's daughter"
2020年11月11日release
engineered, mixed and mastered by Kensei Ogata
design by Mai Kawai

2021年公開予定の映画 "シャーマンの娘"(井坂優介 監督) のエンディングテーマ "rebirth and karma" と劇中歌 "winter reminds me of you" を収録した全５曲入りミニアルバム

Rebirth And Karma

Experimenting music, I'm trying to grow and develop new things. Hope you can enjoy them; I just make music from my room. Please give me comments and opinions about what you think of my work! Feel free to write me, I am happy to know your ideas!

A new path is set: after some years passed in writing songs privately, in 2024 I decided to post my music pubicly. Here you'll find concept albums, singles as well as instrumental music.

My first aim is to experiment in music. Every genre or every sound is for me interesting to use.
I love rock (motlsy post-punk/no-wave), avant-guarde and experimental stuff.
My 3 greatest source of inspiration are Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds, Einstürzende Neubauten and Swans.

On the other side, I have a strong interest in soundtracks and orchestral music. I'll upload CC tracks, so everyone can use them.

Anxiety

Niccolò A. Gossi

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