Falling so fast lyrics 
falling so fast 
barely catching my breath, winds a blowing
minds a racing
wishing for a moment
it'd all stop 
from the moment you stand 
to the day you fall
you get up to rise again
you are your only true friend 
trusting Noone, seeking revenge 
would it make the nightmares go away
would it finally heal me in the end
you creep and you crawl
you've giving it your all

you're falling so fast 
barely catching your breath 
to seek revenge, 
would it even make the nightmares end

Falling so Fast

Mamaw

Trauma Lyrics

Sometimes I lose myself
I feel as though I failed
Letting down the ones around me, 
disappointed they have all bailed 
 nightmares that still attack my dream
Ones that leave you breathless, crying
unable to scream

Decades have gone by
And I still try to cope
getting over this trauma
 that's always been my hope

The saddest part of all
You thought I was weak
You did something so awful
For years I couldn't speak

Because of you
I feared my own 
Mutilated myself to scars 
Stopped feeling safe at home

I froze and couldn't breathe inside
 my mind got so bad
That I had almost ended my life

18 years have gone by And I am STRONGER than EVER
I hope you get whats coming to you
I hope you FUCKIN SUFFER

Trauma

dear mother, I hope I'm just like you
your beauty and your attitude 
dear father, I hope I can make you proud, not live in silence, be loud
dear husband, I  want you to know you're 
my savior to the end
dear children, I pray I've raised you to know true friends

know that when I'm weak, I will continue to rise
be there to the end
hold back them tears, you don't need to cry

you can do this
have a bit of trust
when they let you down
know I'll be there, that's a must 

I'll fight for you
I'll cry for you
forever, I'll be
by your side
yep, that's true

the things I've seen
this world is full of hate
trust only in yourself 
the others can wait 

there will be liars
hearts broken, and friends lost 
family will pass 
as time goes on
but know in our hearts 
we will all one day be one

there will be good, and there will be bad
sometimes you'll be angry 
while other days you may feel sad

you'll have kids one day and a home to come back too
a job to go back and forth, and a family that will always love you

the worry and stress will rise
but as you get older 
you start to realize, there's more that meets the eye


The Eye

Listen closely
To the words I say...
Broken pieces are
Falling into place 

Memories are fading
Dreams are dying
Slowly losing your breath
 From the tears you've been crying

The scars start to bleed
The heart begins to break
Living in fear
There's not much more you can take

Your heart is racing 
Your mind has blown
Forget who you are
Leave it all in the unknown

you try to stand
but end with a fall
so much hate in the world, not a soul to call

your body is shaking
your voice shallows out
you try to scream
but no words come out


The Unknown

Emptiness 

LYRICS 

I'm feeling empty
like nothing left
nothing turns out right
life seems to be a mess 

pain I feel
like I'll never have
Nothing is left 
This world, unsafe and bad

vision is blurry
My thoughts are unclear
I don't care what happens
as long as I disappear 

something missing
like it was never there
what was here before
left me in fear 

no tears to shed
no blood to bleed
emptiness is what I'm left with
to disappear is what I need

Emptiness

"Weight of this world"

Feeling followed, Terror in your dreams. Angels in the night, demons walk among us through the day.

Every breath you take, is another mistake. You trust, and you seek. forgive, and try to forget.

The weight of this world, working long hours each day. Wearing down to your bones, pain that never goes away. 

Is there a way to survive, without killing yourself in the end. We fight the fire, the family and our friends. 

From our heart, most thrive to do what’s right, just need a way for this to ease, we all share this world, why can’t we all be. 

The weight of this world, working long hours each day. Wearing your skin down to your bones, pain that never goes away. 

Is there a way to survive, without killing yourself in the end. We fight the fire, the family and our friends.

Weight of this world

I dedicate this song to my dad, and all the ones who feel the same. Just know, you're not ALONE! I promise! 💗 

Ever had them Bad dreams, 
that sleepless night
Mind racing thoughts, 
Not a single soul in sight 

The aches, and the pains 
The troubles, and the strife 
We're giving it our all
Just trying to survive this life 

Telling yourself it'll be alright 
Holding on for another day
Keepin' it together, the Bodies here...just the minds gone away



Just for the moment, 
as you try not to cry 
Tomorrow's another day,
Get back up again and try


You can't change the way things are, do the best you can 
Take it one day at a time 
I promise you're not alone, that I do understand 

Have pride in the things you do
No matter how big or small
The aches, and the pains 
The troubles, and the strife 
We're giving it our all
Just trying to survive this life 

Telling yourself it'll be alright 
Holding on for another day
Keepin' it together, the Bodies here...just the minds gone away 

You can't change the way things are, do the best you can 
Take it one day at a time 
I promise you're not alone, that I do understand 

Surviving

What I dream
what I see 
what I feel
its the life that's unreal 

what I do 
doesn't heal
what I have
This life it has no feel

what I am 
what I know
no one understands 
So they start to let go 

this life, this mind
this world,
this thing I call me 

What I dream
what I see 
what I feel
its the life that's unreal 

what I do 
doesn't heal
what I have
This life it has no feel

everythings becoming unreal 
when you wake 
You realize, it was all just a dream
waking up without any words to scream
yes it's me, I'm back again
waken up, it's all just a dream

Dreamin'

Long time writer/lyricist for over 23+ years. Not looking for fame, far from fortune, just slowly breaking out of my shell, and trying to do what I can to support my large family and fosters. All my songs are my original handwritten lyrics. 

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