Name: Disintegration from lack of self worth by nicholas sandhaus no made it soulishzz
Duration: 9 min 27 s
Description: Some alt/classic rock elements blues riff with rock/rap vocal flow about depression

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lyrics:
when i'm eighteen
there won't be anyone to hold my hand
i couldn't understand
how i'm eighteen
'cause in my head i'm still a little kid
run around and lose my shit
they say act your age 
but when a problem hits, i fade
confrontation come my way
i want everything to stay
the same, 
i treat things like it's a game
but now i'm grown, i need to change
'cause i'm flipping my next page

i'm feeling so burnt out
the weight of it all crashes down
the feeling works me out
i'm sweating, facin' the whole crowd

if i'm being honest
i don't think that i'm ready
might be what i wanted, 
but i can't hold myself steady
i'll keep it as a promise, 
to myself, i know it's hefty
to keep being honest; 
open up until you're empty
if i'm being honest
i don't think that i'm ready
might be what i wanted, 
but i can't hold myself steady
i'll keep it as a promise, 
to myself, i know it's hefty
to keep being honest; 
open up until you're empty

maybe it wasn't meant for me
i ache inside, what's left for me?
hate dealing with responsibilities
want to stay young and carefree 

when i'm eighteen
there won't be anyone to hold my hand
i couldn't understand
how i'm eighteen
'cause in my head i'm still a little kid
run around and lose my shit
they say act your age 
but when a problem hits, i fade
confrontation come my way
i want everything to stay
the same, 
i treat things like it's a game
but now i'm grown, i need to change
'cause i'm flipping my next page

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Some alt/classic rock elements blues riff with rock/rap vocal flow about depression

Disintegration from lack of self worth

nicholas sandhaus no made it soulishzz  I am Nick or Nicholas Sandhaus guitar vocals with most of the songs drummed by drummer artist name Jay snake but some with digital drums I created along with a guitar and a guitar used for bass with a bass effect as well as digital organ keyboard 
Mixed original songs include : alternative rock grunge metal and some rap type vocal phrasing in most songs 
About societal political and emotional obstacles and speaking truly about it . Being an introvert with limited opportunities has created a depression aroma and been through alienation consistently so this music is basically a vent out of failure and desperation of being an outcast and unsuccessful in life because of my mental disorder and how it has been used against me .. I don’t know what to expect from all this but at least it’s something to be remembered after I’m dead even if never become a famous musician or celebrated artist  

Email: snieley@aol.com

Or snieley999@gmail.com

Nicksandhaus773@gmail.com

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