I wrote this two hours ago and recorded it just now so sorry about the lack of quality

lyrics:
Those green eyes I used to think were brown
I didn’t look at them long enough when you still were around
And I know I’m nothing special but can I please mean something to you
And I think you’re pretty different and I wonder if you think of me too

How I wish I could be the blue eyes you dream about at night
How I wish I could be that girl, she’s such a sight to see
I can’t ever be the one that fills your cup
And I can’t ever measure up
So i’ll leave you to

These brown eyes you never took the time to admire
In the mirror they stare back at me and I’m tired
I’m tired of feeling this much animosity towards me
Cuz I long to be the girl with the blue eyes you dream about at night
And I know I can’t compare so I’ll just give up this fight
I can’t ever be the one that fills your cup
And I can’t ever measure up
So i’ll leave you two 
I'll leave you too

Those green eyes saw me through and through
But I guess on the outside I wasn’t pretty enough for you

green eyes

I was sick when I recorded this so it doesn't sound very much like me lol.
prod. by @sundaemoon,
mixed and mastered by @halberd-3000.

lyrics:
yeah i remember the bad days
they always stick out more it got me feelin' maleficent
i mean mediore, we argued 'bout that word that day
i was too dumb to figure out what you were tryna say
but anyway
you checked my phone and saw something you didnt like
i never understand what make fly off the handle
but whatever it was, it was too much to handle
i saw your smile drain before my eyes and you jumped back
away from me
i pull you close tryna keep from leaving like the other night
but, youre not movin' and i know its not my fault
cuz if it was i think you might vault away and fly
you lean backwards off my bed let ya' head hang
i ask "whatcha doin" in my ignorance of what ya' feelin'
you said "it clears my head but it isnt workin'"
i dunno what to say to that, i never do
now im holdin' you against my chest
hopin' that you'll use me as your bulky wooden armor crest
i hate to see the tears swell up in your eyes as they flitter about the room
but i've still got no fucking idea what to do
so i just try and pull you tighter
but you fall back and then just lie there
i stare at your face at the features that speak in the silence
hopin' that there's somethin' i can do about this unjust violence
tears welling up stronger and in me now
i hold mine back so i can be your rock
and then you ask "do you ever worry about fucking this up?"


yeah, yeah i do

but i remember the good times
the never been happier times
the i would never tell a lie to you times
they keep comin and i know that there's more
because a bad time only helps appreciate the good ones more
and ive never been more
in love with you
than when youre furious with me tearing up in my arms
i know it sounds weird
but what i mean is i feel that connection
that 'even though times are tough ill never give you up' type shit
cuz your eyes are like home that smile the sun and i love the notes of your tone
yeah you got me and im yours wholly
yeah i got you and your mine ruling
and together we're one big mess
in love
signed yours truly

shaken: a letter (+sundae)

Don't Think Twice (feat. Christina Seo(cherrypizZa) and Sung-woo Baek (Ess Dub))

This song is about the Midwest and how terrible the weather is

Weather

written & recorded june-august 2018
words written and performed by HOLOA
produced by enrique ablan and jeremy ezra ramanathan
mixed & mastered by enrique ablan and jeremy ezra ramanathan
graphics by luis melendez

binricky: https://soundcloud.com/enrique-ablan
jezro: https://soundcloud.com/jezrar
6W: https://soundcloud.com/binrickyxjezro

#SIXDUBSEASON

runs in color (prod. binricky & jezro)

left on seen.

losin.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3t6oNdIyTDk9GlU8y1CSsr?si=WeOhZRkOQD6AQn_ffVkyWw
u r valid in what u feel

lyrics:
have u heard, have u heard
or were u waiting on something more
have u heard, have u heard
of desperation without the courage

maybe sometimes u feel like
there's no point in trying
maybe sometimes u feel like
all of this isn't real

if i'm sad and i don't tell anyone
is it real
if i'm sad and i don't look the part
is it real
if i'm sad and i don't bleed
is it real
if i'm sad and i'm still alive
is it real

do u feel, do u feel
the heaviness in your bones
the constant pressure from outside in
can u still tell if it hurts

maybe sometimes you wake up
dreaming of jumping
wondering if a cracked skull
is worth the moments ure flying

have u heard?

hello! here's a song i wrote more than a year ago about someone i found a home in. i hope u like it

lyrics:
show me the way
when it's dark
when i'm lost
& i can't find my way back home

show me the way
when i can't go on
wandering thru the streets at night
from dusk till dawn

ull be gone when i return
our paths won't meet, of that i'm sure
so hold me close for now
we'll find our way back soon

i'll show u the way
take my hand
and i'll guide u best i can
thru these skies and thru these lands
when this ends
we'll go back to where it began

then
ull be gone when i return
our paths won't meet, of that i'm sure
so hold me close for now
we'll find our way back soon

home

devil demo

the cheesiest dang song u ever did hear

lyrics:
won't u be my honey?
my sugarboo?
my only?
yes i'm lookin at u
all cozy
lookin so damn cute
i just kinda think that

it's funny
that u look so nice
my darlin
sweet pumpkin pie
im startin
2 think that we cld mayb kinda click
but

sweetheart
dont know ur name yet but i feel like
there couldbe an us
ive shown mycards so wont u tell me how u feel bout
this whole endeavour
please consider
taking my hand in urs

won't u be my honey?
my sugarboo?
my only?
yes i'm lookin at u
all cozy
lookin so damn cute
i just kinda think that

it's funny
that u look so nice
my princess
apple of my eye
im startin
2 think that we cld mayb kinda click
yea

left on seen.

nick.

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