DISCOGRAPHY

nickisgonenow

Soundcloud Stuff 2

January 2022

Just Say You Don't Care

I Know Your Ways

@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

Lyrics:

When you walk my way
And I can’t explain
Why I feel this way
Trust issues
And maybe I’m to blame
You said I need to change
Put you in picture frames
I need you

And every single day
Is a passing day
Nothing feels the same
Again
You said that I should change
But I cannot change
You make it hard to stay
At peace again

Things feel so strange
Why do I feel this way
I’d go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

You’re all I have
Ahhhhh
Go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

And if there’s something I would go through
It might take a life
And there’s something I hold on to
it keeps me alive

It goes round and round and round and round inside of my head
I wanna know the rest can you gimmie a sec
Making sounds, they’re so profound, just to relieve the stress
And I feel truly blessed, it’s like I have no debt

Time & Space [+ddertbAg]

w/ @night_lovell

CORPSE: https://www.instagram.com/corpse_husband/
Night Lovell: https://www.instagram.com/nightlovell/
Milkgore: https://www.instagram.com/milkgore/
prod. deadwait

HOT DEMON B!TCHES NEAR U ! ! ! w/ Night Lovell

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

Listen on Spotify!

I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

prod. Blank Body co Night Lovell 
FUCKERS

RIP Trust

Worth Your Time (Prod. Blade901)

MENTAL SLAVERY FT LIL WEST

Face First In The Concrete

There Was Blood On The Floor Underneath U

Casket

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

mixed by:mixedbyjny !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on june 4th the devil gave birth to a bitch
who could only ever see negative things in her midst 
like a sister to karma with a wrist full of slits
had no love in heart and disregarded her kids
n she had her father stripped before she was 6 
so from then on happiness didnt exist 
add that ontop of liquor and prescriptions she mixed
whats it like to a live n know when you die youll be missed 
its often wondered if she knows that she wouldn't be if she did 
what kinda sick twisted bitch puts her cigs out on skin
and wraps a belt around the neck of her 4 year old kid
i hear these days your religious let me hear you repent 
actually id rather hear you died in a ditch 
resurrected just to walk down the street n then die again 
 n i used to think of ways someone could kill u at 10 
i missed 2 weeks of school n everyone thought i skipped
n i let that be the story i spilled from my grin
but hostility in me had been filled to the brim  
you threw me in a fuckin mental ward and just locked me in 
u wanted government money n you wanted my scrips
i learned nothins worse than a broke coke  addict
 and how the fuck cn you grow old n still be at it 
bitch youre on crack youre not insomniatic 
i hope you get rib kicked as you kick yo habits 
 these days i keep a glock 40 tucked inside my mattress 
and lock all 46 doors oinside my mansion
you always said that i be nothing well now im giganic 
my favorite rappers bought they hood i got my sights on planets

im (not) sorry for being apathetic (prod.llouis)

Please (Prod. Blade901)

daydreams

Will You Be There At My Funeral?

Download Now! 


https://music.empi.re/kill

MOVE (PROD. FLEXATELLI)

RADITZ (PROD. CXDY)

@ivrii
@tomcbumpz

mix/master by @mostlyeverything
artwork by cohnography

listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/track/07i3iHqyTo…GeS36X2jLB6zJsFQ

lyrics:

eyes getting irritated
i will await my doom
scratching at my skin
burrowing within
they stare and then they grin
let me in
please let me in


i ain’t felt threatened since seven to eight
got it straight now i keep a razor blade at my waist
your life revolves around happiness i’m studying hate
i just beheaded seven angels that i met at the gate
cause my demons told me in my head there ain’t enough space
when you’re fighting for survival etiquette has no place
if me and satan met again i’d be forced to handle the reigns
i understand my mind and the power that it contains
and also that a mind is so fragile that it can break
in a matter of seconds depending on what you take
i learned the hardest battle we face is against ourselves
i’ve been questioning reality while fixing my health
even Liu King would need help tryna kick shit this well
my flows hotter than the stove tops on kitchens in hell
so just stick to yourself or you can go missing as well
just like all the fucking confidence i had for myself
what’s a born sinner forced to fucking live life in hell
then told to go back when he dies by himself
its me and you

i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

NICKISGONENOW