jus to forget u

subside. (snippet)

prod. recyclebin x irby

i know it isnt fair, at all..
to soothe all the pain; adderall
the cabinets empty, and my pills have been run dry
my phone is dead
my mom is dead. . ;/
and i still-
i worry!

do u see me like i do?
ill cut all my ties just 4 u<3
you switched up your love 
and it sucks,
and it hurts
i cant be anyone,
i wanna deserve

(im tryna save you.. ouu~)
i learned i cant be anything but anyone mortal,
i learned its really hard to have the eyes to the portal..
fuck u, ive been drowning in some herbal & some purple!!
dont try me, i d c ♡
(no way x12)
(i could ever get away)
dont try me, i d c ♡
(u wld evr b there,, )

i know it isnt fair, llɐ ʇɐ
to soothe all the pain; adderall
MY PHONE IS DEAD!
(my phone is deaddd)
I WORRY!
DO U
SEE ME
LIKE I DO?
ILL CUT
ALL MY TIES
JUST 4 U
you switched up your love 
and it sucks,
and it hurts
i cant be anyone,
i wanna deserve


im tryna save you
ouu~
i learned its really hard to have the eyes to the portal,
fuck you, ive been drowning in some herbal & some purple..

some herbal & some purple

Cope

Cope w/ hero And Kbackwood$

lyrics

im not too concerned about the outside
bloody me and bury me by half time
swear its been the same since last time
i dont even know what i live like
plants are sprouting out by the cracks in the floor
im not in my ways
since i walked out the door
everytime 
everytime i sit here wanting more
this feeling in my chest dont go away anymore

the lights are busted
and the heaters off
last time i checked
its freezing out
feels my lungs are 
collapsing now 
the metal decorations have rusted out
so bb come and visit me
im engulfed in misery
im sick of pain when i wake
and all the injuries
so bb come and visit me
hold me while i fight the freeze
i sit here awake
throwing up in the bedsheets

im not too concerned about the outside
bloody me and bury me by half time
swear its been the same since last time
i dont even know what i live like
plants are sprouting out by the cracks in the floor
im not in my ways
since i walked out the door
everytime 
everytime i sit here wanting more
this feeling in my chest dont go away anymore

The Outside (p. dash)

PRIMI (Prod. Voltage)

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

artwork by @proddeegs
Engineered by Jakkyboi, ripjosh and iof.

jus to forget u

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