the onlt reason i dont let my voices surface is hecause of you nick i love you forever u wont know the effect of tour music on me but you help me more then anyone in this world and i havent even met you and i never will but you keep me going man imy🖤

The Upload

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
-----------------------------------------------
Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
--------------------------

sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

shout out to @breckenford, @yungcray & @slashybitch for hopping on this!!

prod. by: @yagirlbunny

soul train w/  yungcray, FøRD & slashy

Lyrics:

I feel happy like Nirvana
Pull up to the party
I'm the monster like Rihanna
20 shots in
Feeling hotter than a sauna
Got to pick up my chin
Only step up if you want

Ride with the clique for the night
So get it straight
I might fuck you once
But I won't take you on no date
Got my blunt wrap filled with runts
Up here in outer space
When I'm driving going
40 she gone give me face
Ride around town in the cope for the night
I scoop and then I floor it
Swear to god I get her wetter than a faucet
She gon hit my phone
But I'm gon claim that I had lost it
Trying to find the line
Remind me how I always cross it

I feel happy like Nirvana
Pull up to the party
I'm the monster like Rihanna
20 shots in
Feeling hotter than a sauna
Got to pick up my chin
Only step up if you want

NIRVANA

Wish upon a shooting star
That i dont fuckin fall apart
Im way too busy counting scars
That i earned from my last space walk
I hope i can avoid the rocks
Or asteroids as they may call
Or what else is out there

Im running out blank space
All the stars in the world just light up my face
I told the co pilot itd be safe
Now im crying in the back seat of the ship

Wishing she could see me ascend
I wish i wish i wish i wish
That i wasnt so full of shit
When i told him that we'd make it
I didnt expect it to be like this

Now we've hit a load of bricks
Malfunction yet again
I guess we'll be late to the planet

The mission states its habitable
But i dont think we'll make it past the asteroid belt
Our absolute magnitude is zero

Wish upon a shooting star while i get fuckin torn apart
I wish that we could meet on mars
But idk how long ive got
Considering im trapped in andromeda
I hope that ill become a constellation

(HKFiftyOne)

Cant believe my eyes today
Floating forward, i can't convey
The stars im seeing in my face
Cause back on Earth they're far away

I been waiting my whole life
To finally be here, feel alive
Said feel like im in hyperdrive
Cant wait no more til we arrive

Said ill finally show them all
Wont fail this time, ill prove them wrong
Im chasing dreams, they said id fall
I never heard them, not at all

The lights start flicker, i dont know why
Somethings off, guess its fine
Om too high, cant see the signs
The view outside, cant move my eyes

shooting stars (feat. HKFiftyOne)

Higher than earth v2

Mind on Money

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

mixed, mastered by @scapegoat

produced by @splashgvng

lyrics ~

holding back 
bite my tongue 
moving on 
from what you’ve done 

it seems to me 
as time moves on 
it only gets worse and i’m losing interest 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me 

you don’t want me to say it imma say it anyway 
i really wish you would stop being this way
i lay awake every night just staring at my phone 
waiting on the text back 

i’ll always be there for you
and baby you know that 

i got no fiends 
so i crashed my own party 
you know that i’m crazy so i told myself i’m sorry 

i drank all alone 
then threw up in my bathroom 
i cried all night that’s all i really can do 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me

heartbeat (prod. splashgvng)

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

Tear You Apart (prod. IOF)

welcome back.

prods by:

mbwav: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBq4cBluKKTewe84BZ9f_Bw

pale1080: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzDXQ7i0mR5_PvT56YpPOXA

toryonthebeat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMguZFA1Vmm5otr1Z9vEOlg

ismael jam:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj4XpVVmH98UG7suqspmDpA

illuid haller:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC88Wq7tg0ei3FyOXweotcew

manuel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCT3-XIWcgc4NX1l_4lzyRaw

ammar junedi:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKqgJs5PZtJOGrRLQDsf5sA

be franky:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChIzv6IQIG0zZZ0ug0ka-Ag

w/ sewerperson: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson



admit one.

swaine lyrics:

this the only thing i know
used to stay up late at night just thinkin when the fuck ill blow
wonder all day overthoughts i could just use it all to grow
day dreamin bout success is really not the way to go

sicker than the most
evil in the post
crossfaded, dunk maybe arm in rim and foul throw

voice baritone gettin deeper by the minute
when im pissed and prolly sinnin 
talkin shit up to the ceilin
maybe so

feel like soprano
the mafioso
sicily livin tissue tucked inside the coat

toronto state of comets and the dunes we always know
save ur comment for the butt u need to shove it where it goes
im solo dolo dirty seemin 
really gotta see this event
thievin i know how u breathin
read u like a book 
and best sell it like im order phoenix

the route is never scenic
watch out who u talkin to cuz people turnin really easy

"...fuck you if you doubted me! and i see how you talk about me, i read it man. fuck you.
lurking in the comments and shit. nobody needs to hear all that."


so whats up?
i heard u got a leg up
but u still at the bottom still complainin w ur legs up
get ur fuckin sense up
before i slap it out of u

and get ur money cents up
financially been doubtin u

matter fact im next up
and u still talkin down on who?
i swear that u were dead once
but u dont listen good do u?

man dont get me started
im leo like departed
undercover suckers got the nerve to act around me 
aint nobody dubbin me the L's could start surrounding
you should thank academy and tell em where you found it

cuz its all me tho
the truth can get pointy like dorito
seein red pourin up the vino
all ur shit is dry u gotta moisturize aveeno
im up in the sky forgettin bout it like im ceelo
i be makin sequels till i die and thats on dio
yet another fragrance from the guy it aint no dior



"...and i went to swainesworld II and it was just a good time man! had a great time there. lots of cool vibes
and shit. full effect. had to get out of the dunes for a bit. get myself on another level, another mind state. 
so lemme go back a bit. make some cool shit again, you know?"

sewerperson lyrics:

open up the minds eye
firestorms and lightning fighting night and lighting up the 
shy sky
blink twice
and miss the foreign bodies dropping down jsut to fly bye
im betting on this saucers fuck u mean a close tie
bitch bye
my plug these days reside 20 miles south the oort cloud outta 
earths sight
i pick apart the pack and pack a paper real tight
this ember scare the dark from out my view like night lights
god why
if we dont kill it first the sun gon power down and die
revolutionary actions still induce fist fights
god why
we just tryna fight for whats right
well most fights
we just get a little lost along the way it takes time

OVERTHOUGHT W/ SEWERPERSON (prod. ismael jam)

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

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lyrics - 

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

and do you hear me?
when i'm calling
i mean okay
we both want this
but one day
when the sky turns grey
we'll remember this as the day we met

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

i bought you roses 
but you didn't need them
you need my love 
so that's all that i'm bringing
when we first met i didn't think i just leaped in
your eyes were so blue i didn't mind the deep end
deep dive, didn't even think why
was captured by the loving nature of your eyes
yeah you made me hypnotised

one life, one heart
but it's you that i needed
found trust in the ask stop the bleeding
you remind me of the stars and galaxy in motion

don't let me go yet i beg you
cos i ain't been the same since i met you
on the rainy day
but haven't we always been this way?
and it's all
up in the air now
but i don't really give a fuck now
there comes a day where it all fades away
i don't wanna waste no time

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

Stream

long drive, dark lights (feat. yung van & demxntia)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i got all this figured out
she loved me where was that now
i need no advice for now
i need no one just for now
i like hangin by myself
got nothing to worry bout
got no friends to hear them pout
no drama i luv this wow

omg
i got played
she aint the one
i look dumb
hes got scars
and she running far
she dont know where to start
left the shattered heart

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

i been told i hate myself
theyre not wrong i need no help
i need nothing dont reach out
i got all this figured out
how u doing, oh im swell
i guess ill just take the L
hold your ears im boutta yell
im precious beside my mouth
i feel like im using the same flow in every song
i probably am its fine it kind of piss me off
i dont even know where we stand, enemies or what
but u know i think abt u and its quite a lot
she said shes building a relationship with god
i wonder how far thatll last, prolly not long
all the things u say and do, u needa wash ur mouth
cus i know where its been, girl im not dumb

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

i guess ill just suffer through the pain

NICKISGONENOW

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