finally 20 years old, it's kinda crazy. going back to some sad emo music for my birthday, hope u enjoy!

produced by micco

thanks for listening <3

i love u, sorry [prod. micco]

i hope so too.....

ill learn with time

Things Didnt Go As We Planned

i hope u think of me

pop the shit (prod. snorkatje)

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

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Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

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Away From It All

produced by P4RA

lyrics:
I feel like I fail everyone 
I don't do enough 
and I feel so numb 
every time you look at me 
I feel so ashamed I wonder
what you think I have become

look in the mirror 
stare into my dull blue eyes 
I live in the shell of a 
soul that has died 

I feel so worthless 
my mind it's hurting 
and your voice is 
always so alerting 

I’m stuck with the devil 
inside my mind he 
tells me I’m a waste of time 
I know it's true down deep inside 
cuz the devil never lies

his words they don’t stop 
rapid-fire of the painful truth 
he wants to see me lose 
he always leaves me bruised

the devil never lies (Prod. P4RA)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

lyrics:

lost inside a picture frame 
I can't go back so I  
stare and stare my days away 
glossy eyes and a sad little heart 
I hate that we're so far apart 
so far apart 

close my eyes get lost in time 
reminisce when you were by my side
the ocean waves they roar so loud 
and the grey storm cloud it makes me frown 
I still hear your laugh echoing in my mind 
It’s fading away but I wish it would stay 
I wish you had stayed 

lost inside a picture frame 
slide my finger across the cracked glass 
just to feel a little something from my past 
how did everyone disappear so fast 
I know nothing seems to last
but I didn't think it would end like that

ill learn with time

NICKISGONENOW

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