this will live in my heart forever thank you Nick🖤

HP pain

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



Listen on Spotify!

Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

produced by: @jolst & @remghost
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding

thats life tho
i’m prone to lose it, watch my eyes glow
running rings around these pussies on a tight rope 
blacked out, ur no king of a castle
I fuckin hate that flowrs guy he seems like an asshole

i be touring 
doing 60 in a foreign
couple years I swear I got it 
I dont even need to talk and I 

think I saw it in my dreams when I was snoring 
now its so close I can floor it
shawty love me but she not my type

she be callin
at 4,5,6 in the morning
but you'll never see me answer
tell that bitch she gotta wait in line

on my flex shit all these pussies they be texting 
but they'll never fuckin touch me swear to god I put that on my life

on my life, but I bet they still try tho
pussy see me he gon blame it on a typo,
think I need to chill out or just fight more
what am I so full of this rage all times of night for?

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding
that’s life tho

imperial (jolst & remghost)

Life Of Pain

I take weak breaths and I'm passing out now 
see the world passing by you 
see the whole world passing by you
Should I mind what she thinks when she's thinking out loud nah nah 
That shit will pacify you 
That shit will pacify you

( we start)
Taking shots all around I start thinking too loud 
she starts talking too loud 
I'll take her back to the house 
If you my type of girl lemme see what this about
yah life can get hard when you come up from the south
nah I can't really care for the way you run your mouth
bustin' out the bottle put the bottle on the couch 
rollin hi weed look at the way that I slouch 
I be pullin out P's just to weigh me out n oz
----------------
(ya this is)
Real life this aint no fucking horror movie 
she my real type she the one to come n shoot me
she like a foreign groupie ride around in coupe deville
Pop xanax even poppin seraquel
at the ronde vu flex hard like cruella deville
got the coldest heart she don't even know how to feel
got the coldest heart she don't even know how to heal
blacked out walk around like she dressed to kill
Melancholic thoughts no filter 
lemme speak em out on a pilsner
she just spoke her mind and it killed me ya
world is still turning but it's filthy
I'm just tryna breathe tryna still me 
I'm just tryna breathe tryna heal me x2
----------------
I take weak breaths and I'm passing out now 
see the world passing by you 
see the whole world passing by you
Should I mind what she thinks when she's thinking out loud nah nah 
That shit will pacify you 
That shit will pacify you

sewers:
I feel sonder in my city give me control
But No one deep inside head like me tho
I opened up I thought I’d trust u I guess It’s my fault 
She bend that shit back round to hit me like neo 
Weed in my genome

She told me it won’t be a problem unless he knows
But baby its tough odds But I beat those
She pulled me back like I think u been using cheat codes
But im but im clean tho
He so pussy that guy in trouble cause I eat those
I step inside the game boy u just lucky im not in cleats tho
Im on some difficult to grip but hard to beat flow
And if u doubted me I hope u feeling dumb hoe

I take weak breaths and im passing out now

See the world passing by you

I See the world passing by you

And these drugs up inside my body won’t let me speak without strain

That shit will pacify u

I swear that shit will pacify u

Melancholic Thoughts ft sewerperson

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

thanks for the love, always
i'm back at it with the sad bangers
follow my friends @oriaoffically and @sewerperson

2late feat. sewerperson & oriaofficially (sorrow bringer)

9TAILS - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

Artist/Preformed by- J@nnny 
Executive Produced by- ZepFire

First StudioEP FIREWATER DRIP

Thanks to every one that has a listen this is a vision that i can present finally and confidently 

this is a story of when i had a friend mark down the girls smoking in school every time they would hit a rip and every time he would tally there wrists until it gotten to be so often and so much they looked like inmates in a gang unit.... more like the wall in a gang unit with amount of 5 stroke tally marked on there arms chest and legs

MYSTERY

escape

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Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

sometimes I feel like im dying
sometimes I feel already dead

I got an obsession
perceptions kinda messing
with my head

I wake up in a daze
don't even keep track of days
I got a problem with myself
but I know I'll be ok

I got a lot of pressure built
hope I don't crack the foundation

I think its maybe time for me
to change the location

I don't know what I'm doing
usually I'm just pacing

and wondering if 
everything I want is worth chasing

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

I'm hanging by a thread
Pulled it from my pocket

I know I say it all the time
but I don't ever plan on stopping

No matter the circumstance
I'm battered it's worth a chance

I bet I'll be better tomorrow
I'm done with the sorrows
Damn

Wasting all this time stressed
about whats out of my control

life is a journey the best thing
you can do it ride it slow

the highs and lows will
come and go you better 
buckle up

been a minute in the slumber
i finally toughened up but

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

Jake Hill - Stay (Prod. Cxdy)

worried sick

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
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💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

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💎 @sushisai 💎
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💎 twitter.com/sushisigh 💎

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💎 @blade_901 💎
💎 instagram.com/_blade901/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/blade901 💎

stream ❄️

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

Art by Peppermerint
https://www.instagram.com/peppermerint/

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Lyrics
I took my time put the blade to my eye
I tried to cry, I’m ruining my mind
Tried to speak there’s no words coming out
My blade’s no longer dry
Wet tonight baby take my last breath
Take my last breath

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Take me away, take me away
Suffering is long overdue to outer space
Long overgrown, leave me alone 
Unless you have a way out

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

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Faded Soul

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Prod. Eliii3 I’s

Life Of Pain

NICKISGONENOW

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