ty for putting your songs back on soundcloud... keep up the good work 

if i only he knew how much some of us be misisn him, love you nick, sad yet another day

we could have had a life. You didn't want it</3

i wish i didn’t know this feeling so well

friends from the past

class clown

lyrics:
i dont know whats real anymore and i dont know if i care
and i know i dont mean nothing, im just silence in the air
while i lay and sleep and im thankful that youre there
while you ebb and flow like the tide at which i stare

i keep getting lost in my dreams
i panic and choke and i break at the seams
i need to speak up, i got no mouth to scream
i got tape on my lips, i got nails through my teeth

and they got your hands tied while they put me to sleep
i just want to wake up but im up already
so ill go back to sleep in the hope that i dream
im finally safe, in the morning we'll see

used to sleep on the floor, stare the ceiling on my back
im a fiend for the chores thatll get me back on track
its a blur, now im here, got no money left to stack
im a lonely bedroom person, man thank god i lost my mac-9

fuck you mean? im just me, for the last time
let me be, in the depths got a landmine
if you keep adding weight, its a landslide
im not here, im a ghost, man what am i

every night im drowning in the trap that i have made
pinned down to the floor its like a vat of melted brain
better call me Jigsaw way i engineer this pain
but its all just toward myself im strapping up and taking aim

im tying my hands, im priming the gears
the door is locked shut, im facing my fears
a bag on my head, i can only hear
the sound of myself, the scream in my ear

the smell of the corpses, my previous lives
my body's a vessel, get drained everytime
i ran out of blood, im getting dry
my enemy is me inside

Reverse John Kramer

reverse john kramer (prod midnightblueeyes)

Got to see what this prevails
Sure I'm gonna talk about it even if I fail
Pour my fucking heart in this shit
I don't follow trails
Never gonna walk without this crutch until I'm pale
Deep inside the forest, take a tour
I'll see you there
Empty bottle snoring, rain be pouring
You'll forget that
Only course of action is to step beyond the tree lines
These pines hold
The might to unmold

You're just a fraction of perception
Everything you know deception
Ego craving that intention
Overthinking that inflection
Loving every each obsession
But it's all in your mind
Nothing really fucking matters
I'm not lagging behind
Spending every waking second
Ask me how could I pass judgement on another
If I stare up in the mirror
Scared. Don't suffer
Crazy but it's all in your head
Project your fucking consciousness to where you will head

Stay afloat
Thoughts flow down stream quick
Choosing what you focus on
Let decay the other songs
Too much get you sea sick
Throwing up Hennessy; quick
Tomorrow got work at three; quit
Learning nothing with my time
I'm tired of trying to fit in line
Scared of not succeeding
Must learn to walk all on my own
Fear sets I faulter
Mask my tone
We all living on this planet till we're cold like stone
Better learn to love yourself
Conscious melts off the cone
Everything is fake, there's no meaning to it
You're your own god, best believe it
Cause we look back to the past

Try to grasp, running fast
You are leaving from the place you once knew
Now the sky isn't blue
And you cry every night wishing that you had knew
Things forever changing
Always temporary
Look past all the pain
It's only memory

The Forest (bonus track)

Shadows in the Rain

[Verse]
Shadows gather in the light
Empty faces
hollow sight
Thier voices echo
But they´re faint
Each word a wound
Each smile ataint

[Chorus]
Alone
Though they´re near
Alone
Drowned in fear
Their warmth
It cannot reach
A heart that´s lost on a frozen beach

[Verse 2]
Eyes that watch
But never see
the ghost that´s trapped inside of me
Laughter fades
It turns to ash
A fleeting moment
Gone in a flash

[Prechorus]
They try to pull me from the deep
But silence is the bond I keep

[Chorus]
Alone
Though they´re near
Alone
Drowned in fear
Their warmth
It cannot reach
A heart that´s lost on a frozen beach

[Bridge]
The crows is a prison
The noise a chain
A hollow existence
A quiet pain
I scream within
They´ll never know
A storm inside that will not show
A lonesome beach

Alone

just trying get this prescription
to avoid that addiction of love
but still i can't get enought
losin' my patience, i never was so impatien

giving it all to you

let you to abuse me, girl, this not confuse me
life hurts me even more
i'm poor, i'm broke
there is no place where i don't walk
there is no chance i will be the same
feel my heart beating when you scream my name
can't you see this, but i always knew
i need you by my side, i'll make it all come true
make it all for you, make it all for us
i'll break the whole system, if it's all about us

syomochka boy

class clown

NICKISGONENOW

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