Wait! Wait until you've heard my side of the story.
Wait until you've heard what i've got to say.
I know some things are better left unsaid.
And I'm sorry but I'm just not wired that way.
'Cause I don't even know you anymore.
You're like a stranger to me know.
You always try to settle the score.
And Once again you let me down.
You walk alone.
The only thing you care about is yourself.
And when it cuts you down to size you'll finally realize
your just like everyone else.
Take! Take the information.
Everything their sayin', you can choose who you want to believe.
I thought that you were someone that I could depend on.
Come to find out I can only count on me.
'Cause I don't even know you anymore.
You're just a stranger to me now.
Prepare yourself for whats in store.
Like a boomerang it all comes back around.
You walk alone.
The only thing you care about is yourself.
And when it cuts you down to size you'll finally realize
your just like everyone else.

Just Like Everyone Else

You're lost at where to begin.
But you'll be alright in the end.
Don't give up and don't give in.
Sometimes we're dealt this hand.
But I miss my family and I miss my friends.
I can't let them down again.
And I wish that I could just pretend not to miss them.

But oh how I just miss home.

It has been just a few days now. 
And already I have my doubts.
I'm so tired of feeling this way.
So shooting star take me away to somewhere that I know.

Because oh how I just miss home.

I'm bleeding now.
It wont go away.
Falling down with no one to save me.

And oh how I just miss home.

And I know I'm gone and life is harder.
But absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Homesick

Was I the only one to save you from what you'd become.
Because I could tell by your stares that there was always something wrong.
But I'm doing the best I can. I'm doing the best I can
Please talk to me.
Tell me why your unhappy
You don't love me
You're just in love with the feeling
of not being loney.
So I guess I'll move on. 
Because distance is where I belong.
You had me tangled in these webs you made.
Cause this has been the coldest year. 
And your frozen heart just makes it clear.
How could let this go on?
And I still doing the best I can. 
I'm doing the best I can.

Lonely

It took me so long to find you.
Where did you go?
It's so easy to disappear when it all goes wrong.

I've been doing some thinking.
And I've come to this conclusion.
That I'm not the one here who's giving up.
You always looked so calm and composed.
I was never aware and I guess it shows.

And I haven't stopped thinking about you.
These tears are not going away.
Guess there's nothing that I can do just to make you want to stay.

You did your best to make me see, 
that your world is not meant for me.
But do you see these wounds will bleed 
if there never given the time to heal.
You wot see me bleeding for you.

And I haven't stopped thinking about you.
These tears are not going away.
Guess there's nothing that I can do just to make you want to stay.

My heart is breaking now. For you.



Here Comes The Fear

Well I started out in this circumstance.
Never leave yourself in regret.
I didnt want it to end up like this.
Maybe living means learning to forget.
But I'll brave through this storm.
Never leave yourself wide open anymore.
I'm sorry I could not have been someone else.
Because for years now I've been here broken on your shelf.
So why do you keep me around?
When I can't be fixed. Im useless now.
But i'll brave through this storm.
Never leave yourself wide open anymore.
It's not the first time and it wont be the last time.




Reality Bites

All alone she's hiding from the dreams that awake the darkest things in her mind.
And if she'd only try she would see the light from the other side.
Still alone she waits where no one sees, and she's still treading but its just too deep.
Cause its so hard when you have to fight to breathe and I tried to reach her I tried to say.        
Things look so perfect from far away
And even though your dying on the inside please don't let it end this way.       
So silence was her only friend.
And it abandoned her like everyone else had.
The red on the floor hides the tears she's cried. 
I guess thats what it takes.
I didn't get the chance to say.....
Things look so perfect from far away
And even though your dying on the inside please don't let it end this way.       
Because no ones perfect no matter what they say.
So even though   your dying on the inside please don't let it end this way.   
Theres gotta be more to live for
Don't let it end this way.  

Virgin Suicide

Something's missing in his life.           
He just can't understand why.
The road less traveled he has to try.         
So spread your wings and fly.
And it's so hard to say. How long he will have to wait.

Do you know how it feels?
When your on your own and there's nobody that you can turn to.

Seasons changing so fast.            
Alone he hopes each one lasts.
Because you can't keep adding sand to the hourglass.        
It goes by so fast.
And it's so hard to say if he'll ever find his way.

Do you know how it feels?
when your on your own and there's nobody that you can turn to.
Do you know how it feels?
If you're not sure who you are,  your not alone, I'm with you.

I am with you.
Because I've been there too.
I am with you

Do you know how it feels?
When your on your own and there's nobody that you can turn to.
Do you know how it feels?
If you're not sure who you are,  your not alone, I'm with you.

Not Alone

I should have known it all along.                    
I should have trusted what they saw.
But I never listened to all my friends.    
I didn't see what they saw.
But now I believe what they tried to tell me. 
Cause there were just too many stories.
I found out too late I guess. 
And now I'm left with this hole in my chest.

She's a thief. 
And she stole my heart and left me to die here lonely.
She's a thief. 
I stand here in disbelief, it was all part of her scheme.

I thought that what we had was true.                     
She made up everything I knew.
And I never thought that she would get the best of me.
And now I have nothing left to lose.

She's a thief. And she stole my heart and left me to die here lonely.
She's a thief. I stand here in disbelief, it was all part of her scheme.
She left me high and dry without a reason why.
She's a Thief.       

She's A Thief

I remember baseball games and day parades.
And how you got mad at my bad grades.
And tough love was your way.
Or crossing the street while holding my hand.
Explaining things I didn't understand.
Those were the good old days.
Oh I can recollect a time when I was five.
You'd set me on your lap and I'd pretend to drive.
That old dirt road I can still describe.
Or hanging from the tire swing while you push me 
and you were always there if I'd fall.
Then you'd pick me up and hug me if I'd cry.

And father can you show me, everything you do I'll copy.
Anything you've done I'll do it too.
Mother teach me wisdom of life and all it's lessons.
Because lord knows that I look up to you.

I reminisce waking up at the crack of dawn 
to watch cartoons and make waffles on saturdays.
It seems like such a long time ago,
we used to ride our bikes to the fishing hole.
I'm glad I had you there to lead the way.
And I used to get picked on because I was small.
But back then when we'd play basketball 
you'd put me on your shoulders so I could feel tall.
Or sitting on the front porch singing me a song,
and encouraging me to always sing along.
Thank you for it all.

And father can you show me, everything you do I'll copy.
Anything you've done I'll do it too.
Mother teach me wisdom of life and all it's lessons.
Because lord knows that I look up to you.

You supported every dream I had.
Thanks to you I didn't turn out half bad.
I'm thankful for you mom and dad.


Mom & Dad

Oh don't it feel so good to be alone again, it's you and me.
You are the lock, I am the key.
I know that you're my destiny.

And I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I'm on my way down!

Oh don't it feel so good sometimes.
That feeling that you get inside.
I walk for miles.
I swim the sea to get back to your company.

Because I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I'm on my way down!

And ain't it great to know that the one you love, loves you back just as much.
You could spend every second together and it'd never quite seem like enough.
Everyone disappears from around. 
Silence is the only sound.
And it feels like you're on a cloud.

Because I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I've fallen for you. I'm falling for you.
I've fallen for you. I've fallen for you.
I'm on my way down!


On My Way Down

On the horizon I see the sun rise in the sky.
It would be better if you were here right by my side.
I kick my feet around in the sheets and let out a sigh.
And in that moment of your absence I realize.

I miss you like the desert misses the rain.
My life without you is just not the same.

There is not much this world has to offer that can compare.
You are water when I'm thirsty and whenever I breathe you are my air.
I still can't believe I've made it this far without you here.
Though we are not far away the space makes it perfectly clear.

I miss you like the desert misses the rain.
My life without you is just not the same.

Everything that I'd been through, every moment, had lead me to you.
Though sometimes I love the solitude.
It's only knowing that I'd get to see you soon.

I miss you like the desert misses the rain.
You're my addiction and without you these with drawls sustain.
I miss you like a flower longs for the spring.
My life without you is just not the same.

Without You

If I were an astronaut and you were my girl, 
I'd write your name in the stars.
If you were a planet, you'd be my world. 
And I'd be the moon so I wasn't too far away.

If you were a scientist and I was your guy, 
you could experiment on my anytime.
Because I would probably never leave the lab.
I'd be forever your little love lab rat.

If I were a doctor and you were my gal, 
well I'd play doctor everyday.
I'll be your friend if you will be my pal.
And your prescription would be a lot of love from me.

If I were an astronaut and you were my girl, 
I'd probably never leave the earth.


Astronaut Man

Just like the oceans tide I've got a feeling I'll get swept away.
And if I were the moon your the sun because we're opposites like night and day.
But whenever we're together i can't think of any other place I'd rather be.
And every time your lips touch mine I get a little high that I just can't explain.

Oh those cocaine kisses, those cocaine kisses.

In the wake of desire I can feel the fire burn within my heart everyday.
I wish I could describe how it feels but words will never tell what you do to me.
And whenever we're together I cant think of any other place i'd rather be.
And every time your lips touch mine I get a little high that I just can't explain.

Oh those cocaine kisses, those cocaine kisses.

And I've got to have my fix.
Because it's the kind of habit I don't mind to live with.
But I need it every minute, every hour, every day.
I just can't get enough of her cocaine kisses.

Oh those cocaine kisses, those cocaine kisses.

Cocaine Kisses

The motion of this mental roller coaster has my stomach in knots. 
And I'm trying so hard to forget about all of the times that we've fought. 
Because we have no right to be mad or upset. 
We're just taking it day by day. 
And you know we'll probably end up back together anyway.
And I feel like a mellow drone. 
The lights are on but no ones home. 
Im getting caught up in a world thats not my own. 
Why am I always left behind? 
I wish that she'd make up her mind. 
'Cause even though she tells me she's mine I still feel all alone.
So now this is the point where i begin to lose my trust in her. 
So many voices are telling me to run. 
"Run away as far as you can!" 
"Away from her clutches"
And I feel like a mellow drone. 
The lights are on but no ones home. 
Im getting caught up in a world thats not my own. 
Why am I always left behind? 
I wish that she'd make up her mind. 
'Cause even though she tells me she's mine I still feel all alone.
You are the only one! "she say's".


Excluded

I see a crowded room with strangers lurking around.
Laughter fills the air but I hear no sound.
We calculate each move or we die.
It's funny how things can change in the blink of an eye.
I didn't know it but you had your eye on someone else.
The whole time you played me and I couldn't tell.
For what you did you should be ashamed.
"Bud" I guess to you this is all just a game.

No one ever told me it could end like this.
All the politics of love are inconvenient.
And the only question that I have for you is did you feel anything at all.
Or was I just a pawn.

So here I am again, the same place I started.
Crippled by a friend that left me broken hearted.
Told myself I wouldn't let it happen one more time.
But instead I let you in and you polluted my mind.
History has repeated itself in loving someone who's in love with someone else.
I can't suppress this pain no matter what I try. 
It hurts to know that everything you felt was a lie.


No one ever told me it could end like this.
All the politics of love are inconvenient.
And the only question that I have for you is did you feel anything at all.
Or was I just a pawn.

Bishop to Knight; King takes Rook; Rook to King's Rook III "Check"; Bishop to Pawn; Pawn takes Bishop; King to Bishop's Pawn "Check"; Bishop to Pawn; Rook takes Knight"; King to Knight's Pawn VII "Check"; Knight takes King; Bishop to Rook; King to Queens Knight "Checkmate"

No one ever told me it could end like this.
All the politics of love are inconvenient.
And the only question that I have for you is did you feel anything at all.
No one ever told me it could end like this.
All the politics of love are inconvenient.
And the only question that I have for you is did you feel anything at all.
Or was I just a pawn.

Pawned

So this is where it ends?
You know you gave up before it could begin.
And it put a sad look on my face.
So I want to know was it all a waste?
And can you tell me why you had to do me that way?
It's all because of you I'll never be the same.
You messed me up in the brain.
And no matter how you roll the dice I'm never coming back.
It's no surprise.
It wasn't gonna last.
So dry your eyes because I ain't coming back for more. 
No More!
Suitcases filled with doubt.
I am followed by a dark cloud.
Afraid of giving anyone a chance.
I hide behind the past to avoid what happened last.
And I don't know why it has to be that way?
I know you want me back but I'm not the same.
And you're the only one to blame.
No matter how you roll the dice I'm never coming back.
It's no surprise.
It wasn't gonna last.
So dry your eyes because I ain't coming back for more. 
No More!

No More

Years invested came collapsing in like a burning building.
Torched with every lie you told.
The Wreckage leaving no remains.
Held upon the walls were memories of the times we've shared.
Erased now as the embers fill he air.
Walking through the ashes i can hear forgiveness calling me.
Grasping every ounce of dignity to forget all of the spirits that are making haste
of everything we've laid to waste.
Still I can't forget the actions that have taken place in here.
Try to take it back, but the words you've said won't leave my head and
I'll never know which ones you meant.
Put it in the past but the thoughts inside they linger instead.
We'll never be the same again.
Rumors spread around like a wildfire in a summer breeze.
Flames touching down on habit added territory. 
Once flourishing with love, loyalty and trust.
Now everything we had has turned to dust.
Walking through this barren valley searching for a sign of life.
Little do you know all that surrounding you has died.
Like moments since the day we met.
You've obliterated them by doing something I cannot forget at all.
Try to take it back, but the words you've said won't leave my head and
I'll never know which ones you meant.
Put it in the past but the thoughts inside they linger instead.
We'll never be the same again.


Take it Back

When the moon it rises up I'm sinking 
into a dark place I found the night you went away.
Because every-time the sun goes down it reminds me 
that you were taken from this world at too young an age.
And i can't pretend that I'm over it.
I didn't want to lose my closest friend.
Suffering with such a loss I'm seeing 
a revelation of just how precious a life can be.
Despite all of my best efforts in trying to 
erase the past and move on, still you're all I see.
And i can't pretend that I'm over it.
I didn't want to lose my closest friend.
Now it's irrelevant.
But it was time well spent.
And it's sad to know I'll never see you again.
And I can't pretend.


I Can't Pretend

My name is Nic Weethee. Friends call me Nicklebie. I'm just a regular guy but I guess the only thing extra-ordinary about me is that I can write music. It has been my favorite thing to do ever since I was a child. It is a past time that I hope to turn into a career one day.
Thats it. Thanks for listening.

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