SOMETIMES

Suicide. At the beginning of the week I just heard a friend tell me he lost his nephew to suicide. While he was telling the story I started to tear up and feel really emotional. The nephew had left a suicide note, and one thing he said he couldn’t bare was that his family wasn’t getting along for whatever reason. The pain was too much for him. I related with that man so much, despite never even meeting him. I have felt tremendous pain from a broken family. I’ve been suicidal. But he actually killed himself, and I’m alive. I have a second chance to live and he doesn’t. This song is dedicated to that man who died at age 38. May God save his soul and take away all that pain from him and his family and I hope someone can relate with the feelings in this song and know that you’re not alone, and if you feel like shit, and don’t know a way out say something, tell someone, anyone, don’t keep those feelings inside….There is so much love for you here.

Nick St. Jean

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