relapse

more

not this time

fight my way back

last time

tears

prod. ocin
guitars: yago

(I always found it hard 
The answers 
X2) 

I always found it hard to find 
The answers 
To all the problems they describe 
No answers 
Could ever save us from our lies girl 
Could ever save us from the night girl 
Cause every fucking road 

We can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your back now 
I can’t go wrong 
No more luck I’m growing fast now 
I can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your head now 
We can’t go wrong 
I can’t 

I can’t tell what’s real no more 
I can’t feel love am I insane? 
All these thoughts consume my brain 
You should leave me here in the rain girl 
Leave me alone, I’m in my zone 
No matter what I’ll find a way 
way 

Can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your back now 
I can’t go wrong 
No more luck I’m growing fast now 
I can’t go wrong 
feel it in your head now 
we can’t go wrong 
I can’t

can't go wrong

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

I know that you wanna be with me 
And know that I wanna be with you 
The truth is you can’t see through me 
I’m already in too deep 

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

This is what I meant when I said 
You are mine no matter what I do 
No matter what I do girl 
I’ll keep finding you, keep haunting you girl

glass of wine

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Run, I gotta run 
(x3) 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

I think I saw your eyes in the sun 
In the sun, in the sun, in the sun 
Give me some time, I will be where you are 
Gotta run, gotta run, gotta run 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

You know me baby I could never live in a perfect life 
With their perfect lies 
You know me I keep going until you got your perfect life 
What’s the worst way to fall?

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch 

And now they wanna ask me 
Now they ask me what the fuck I’m doing with my life 
Why you gotta ask me? 
Can’t, can’t you see it in my eyes? 
I know, I know, my bad babe 
This life should mean so much to me 
Don’t wanna make you sad babe, ey 

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch

crash

prod. ocin
guitars: yago

We think too much 
Girl, I think too much 

Why do you look so lonely? 
Did I make you feel lonely? 
Baby I can’t get it off me 
This weight 
There’s so much on me 
Now I’m moving like a zombie 
Tonight, I’m feeling lonely 
Could you sing with me and love me tonight? 
You wanna know me baby 

We think too much 
I think too much 
I need your touch 
Your warming heart 
(x2) 

Why do you look so lonely? 
Did I make you feel lonely? 
Baby I can’t get it off me 
This weight 
There’s so much on me 
Now I’m moving like a zombie 
Tonight, I’m feeling lonely 
Could you sing with me and love me tonight? 
You wanna know me baby

lonely

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Won’t you love me baby, in the ashes I found passion 
It’s all so clear now, I did not forget it, you can have it 
Baby could you find me a jar, to keep your love in when it gets dark? 
No more falling apart, I offer you my heart 

There’s something in my head it tells me I should stay here 
Different day and different way of us in love debating 
Never be enough, no I keep going 
Baby I keep fighting on my own 
You can make a wish and I will make you mine 
Here tonight

Won’t you love me baby, in the ashes I found passion 
It’s all so clear now, I did not forget it, you can have it 
Baby could you find me a jar, to keep your love in when it gets dark? 
No more falling apart, I offer you my heart

keep going

prod. ocin
guitars: yhello

Come catch a feeling while we’re watching a lightning 
But nothing excites me, baby I try to hide it 
I think about you, let’s make love on the highway 
Can we get inside babe 
You know time won’t stop flying 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
We keep laughing it off, ya 

Kill time when we're driving 
It's both of us finding 
A reason to separate 
Your past is behind me 
I don't open up 
Don't wanna be judged 
Don't wanna be looked at 
I blame my gut 

I love you and you know that 
Even if you don't love me back 
I pray at night to hope you're well 
And pray again for my own self 
If I had a wish and that would be to see you laugh 
Cause I guarantee that you'll receive a smile back 
Now we both sitting there just laughing it off 
I want you to know that you were all I got 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh

laugh it off (ft. heylog)

prod. ocin
guitars: austin weller

Look me in the eyes and tell me I’m not enough 
Always on the run and you’re the one that I trust 
I want to guide you want to love you nothing other than us 
I don’t want to hurt you nothing other than trust 

And when I’m fucked up baby please don’t be here around 
I’ll be looking for you got to keep my head down 
They want to know me want to have me better leave alone 
Baby I’ll keep going until I got it all, don’t need a… 

Fast car to get your love 
Don’t cry I will catch you a star I want to 
Make love in the back of the car 
With you I will make it far yeah 

Look me in the eyes and tell me I’m not enough 
Always on the run and you’re the one that I trust 
I want to guide you want to love you nothing other than us 
I don’t want to hurt you nothing other than trust, don’t need a… 

Fast car to get your love 
Don’t cry I will catch you a star I want to 
Make love in the back of the car 
With you I will make it far yeah

catch you a star

prod. ocin
guitars: yeezo

Count my days, I don’t know, will I be safe? 
Too slow, on my own I do it my way 
It gets cold on my own, what can I say 
I do it all alone baby 

Let’s forget about time 
Fall in love with the moon 
It’s the kind of ride 
You don’t where to go 
There are many things 
I won’t say on the phone 
I am on my grind 
If I say, I do so 

No I didn’t die, I don’t need that grave 
Everybody talks, girl it drives me insane 
And I’m not doing this, doing that for the fame 
This is not a game, don’t forget where you came from 
I will never stop and write the same songs 
Baby hold my hand and watch the rain the drop 

Count my days, I don’t know, will I be safe? 
Too slow, on my own I do it my way 
It gets cold, on my own, what can I say 
I do it all alone baby 
Let’s forget about time 
Fall in love with the moon 
It’s the kind of ride 
You don’t where to go 
There are many things 
I won’t say on the phone 
I am on my grind 
If I say, I do so

fall in love with the moon

prod. ocin

In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In my dreams I can’t forget 
In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In their dreams they can’t forget 

Calm down it’s just a game 
Lights out and isolate 
I’m stuck here in my brain 
I can’t control your actions 
You, no you wouldn’t get it 
Up again, girl can you feel it 
Now I can hear them saying 
Fuck your life no you’re not fitting in 

No love in sight 
True love, true crime 
Come get inside 
My paradise 

Calm down it’s just a game 
Lights out and isolate 
I’m stuck here in my brain 
I can’t control your actions 
You, no you wouldn’t get it 
Up again, girl can you feel it 
Now I can hear them saying, 
fuck your life no you’re not fitting in 

where did this all begin? 
Girl, will you let me in? 
True love I’ll bring 

In my dreams will I forget? 
Why won’t you understand? 
This shit’s never gonna end 
In my dreams I can’t forget

true love

prod. ocin

One more love song for you 
It’s not the last one that’s true 
I miss the last time I knew what I’m supposed to do 
One more sad song for you 
It’s not the last one that’s true 
I miss the last time we knew what we’re supposed to do 

When my heart feels cold 
When I’m all alone 
When I write my songs 
That’s when I think about you 
When my soul gets sold 
When we’re grey and old 
When nothing’s left at all 
Tell me you’ll think about me 

Tell me you’ll think about me 
I swear I’ll think about you 
No there’s no world without you 
Easy to say, there’s just something about you 
Hard to explain yeah 
You and I in the rain, yeah 
Help me fix my brain 
Before I go insane 
(x2) 

When my heart feels cold 
When I’m all alone 
When I write my songs 
That’s when I think about you 
When my soul gets sold 
When we’re grey and old 
When nothing’s left at all 
Tell me you’ll think about me

thinking about you

prod. ocin 
loops: lmgmadeit

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

How you’re so unbothered can you teach me your ways? 
Shining in the darkness they can’ take that away 
Away, way 

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

Until I learn to trust
Until I turn to dust 
Until I freed my mind
My mind

shining star

prod. ocin
loops: lmgmadeit

You are not your thoughts 
Girl you don’t need them right now 
You will be just fine 
Girl you will be just fine 

Observe your mind and count the stars tonight 
You deserve the world, don’t listen to the lies 
I’m begging you, don’t let them get too close 
I’m here for you, I’m just a thought away 

Run from the mindless 
They’re making you cry 
Don’t leave my side girl 
For you I will die 
For you I won’t stop babe 
I feel it inside 
I need you around babe 
I’ll see you tonight 

Observe your mind and count the stars tonight 
You deserve the world, don’t listen to the lies 
I’m begging you, don’t let them get too close 
I’m here for you, I’m just a thought away 

You are not your thoughts 
Girl you don’t need them right now 
You will be just fine 
Girl You will be just fine

mindless

prod. ocin
loops: lmgmadeit

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 

Find my way 
We’re not the same 
Erase your pain 
I wan’t you to know that I’ll 
Find a way 
Erase the pain 
And make my name 

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 
 
Can you find a reason to live 
Find me a reason to give 
Everything and fucking more 
I think you’re talking too much 
Can’t find a reason to stop 
Can’t find a reason, now what? 
Girl is this all that you got? 
Promise me you won’t let me go 
Let me go, fuck me up 
Turn me on

find me a reason

when the sun sets

to the moon

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shiver remake

prod. ocin
guitars: thislandis

You don’t gotta blush like that 
I don’t wanna lose my head 
Take me to the moon and back 
Make me feel 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours 

Make me yours 
Me yours 
Make me yours 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
(x2) 

Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours

shiver

prod. ocin
guitars: luffy

In my bed I’m awake, I hear them so loud 
Symphonies haunting me, don’t wanna come down 
Sing with me, I don’t wanna be alone now 
Symphonies, in my dreams I’m making you proud 

I’m making you proud, making you proud ey, proud 

Somewhere in your heart 
I’m lurking for your love 
I know it’s hard to love me at times
Now I feel left behind
You know I hate goodbyes 
I wanna follow you through the dark 
Into my heart 

You’re all I see now 
Darkness holding me down 
Stuck in my dreams now 
I can’t even scream out 
Cause I’m falling apart and you knew that 
You’re breaking me down 
You’re pulling strings at my heart for me to come back 
No slowing me down 
And I knew as soon as we met 
You’d turn me to your object 
Got this feeling I never get 
Yeah I think it’s time to reject
What you’re throwing at me I aint picking up 
Yeah I think that you’ve already done enough 
And all these symphonies have got me roughed up
 
In my bed I’m awake, I hear them so loud 
Symphonies haunting me, don’t wanna come down 
Sing with me, I don’t wanna be alone now 
Symphonies, in my dreams I’m making you proud

symphonies (with bmurph)

YOU (with heylog)

prod. Ocin

(Vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ahhh 
(x3) 
Vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt…) 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
Baby you’re right I lied tonight 
This feeling took away all the light 

I got too much in my head 
Got me feeling kind of dead 
I don’t understand, baby how could they forget? 
I don’t see the end 
Now I’m feeling so depressed 
Can you feel the bash when you’re wandering through the trash? 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
I gotta be nice, be nice, be nice 
Es ist besser wenn du’s nicht weißt 

Stars, they will fall 
Then realign 
Stars I adore 
ahhh 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
All I ever hear in the fire 
Be nice, be nice, be nice 
This time 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
I gotta be nice, be nice, be nice 
Es ist besser wenn du’s nicht weißt

VIELLEICHT

prod. ocin

Years pass by 
Don’t waste your life 
Thinking bout what you can’t have 
Years pass by 
And we still fight 
This feeling’s overwhelming 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite 

Girl I’m so scared of all this racing 
But I don’t wanna slow down 
Slow down 
Will you repair me it’s so scary 
Living life in a ghost town 
Ohhh, ohh, oh 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite

parasite

prod. ocin

Heard them say this shit come and go 
I still bask in the afterglow 
Is this life? I don’t know 
Tell me 
Sun goes down, what will the night take 
I run in the maze of change 
It’s hard to believe that they 
Will wait 

I’ll learn, please don’t run away 
This time I will make change 
I swear you will remember name 
I don’t wanna play these games 
Be brave and show your face 
You know that you can reach for my hand 

Heard them say this shit come and go 
I still bask in the afterglow 
Is this life? I don’t know 
Tell me

NOTHING

prod. ocin

I wanna go back to start 
Where nobody fell apart 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
No one talks until it’s dark 
Love me now, create a star 
Take it all and make it stop 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
I’ll protect your soul and heart 

Your love for the castaway 
Enough for another day 
I don’t want your heart to break 
I cannot lose your symphony  
Turns out they don’t wanna see 
Deny what they aim to be 
Be a part of me and we will be the brightest on the sea 

Better be prepared and grab your gun 
Don’t hide your fucking face and make them run 
If you don’t make me glow, you’re not my friend 
And I don’t wanna know how this shit ends 

I wanna go back to start 
Where nobody fell apart 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
No one talks until it’s dark 
Love me now, create a star 
Take it all and make it stop 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
I’ll protect your soul and heart 
Your love for the castaway 
Enough for another day 
I don’t want your heart to break 
I cannot lose your symphony  
Turns out they don’t wanna see 
Deny what they aim to be 
Be a part of me and we will be the brightest on the sea

where do we go?

prod by ocin

Dreaming of another life 
Where the sun shines so bright 
Dreaming of another day  
Where we will be okay  

I dance in the rain 
And pray for another day 
I dance in the rain 
And pray we will be okay 
Ahh, ehh 
Kay 
We’ll be okay 
Ohh, okay  
ahh 

Don’t you realize 
It’s not worth any price 
Painted with lies 
Why are you making cry? 
Deep in the night 
I will pray for some light 
Tell me, you realize 
It’s not worth it 

I dance in the rain 
And pray for another day 
I dance in the rain 
And pray we will be okay 
Ahh 

Ocin

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