this reminds me of my life from primary school to high-school, I'm 18 now and In college and have given up on others, I have a few close friends but I'm not afraid to lose people anymore.

Deadass when i was 7-8  years old before i went to my bus, i didnt wanna go to school so i cried and i was screaming and kicking just for me to go in the bus

Eight years old and he's kicking and screaming "I'll only go to school if you give me a reason The kids are really mean and I already know All the things they're teaching" Hopped in the car, mama let him play hooky Missed the first hour just to get a cup of coffee She's the only one who saw who he was No one else could read him Showing up late but he makes it to class Just to stare out the window and the clock in the back He daydreamed away to a sky so gray Everything's simple, it's driving him mental Wishing everyday that something would change Instead his dad makes him play ball by the bay And every time he cries, father rolls his eyes, saying "Son, it's all your fault, how come you never try?

He does all that he should Why is he misunderstood? This is a story 'bout a broken boy With his headphones in just to block out the noise Of everyone around him telling him the way to go So he walks the world alone Wondering if it gets better Or if he's always gonna feel empty forever So he gets lost tryna find another way back home As he walks the world alone

Fifteen years and he's drowning his sorrows Smoking weed, drinking cheap liquor out the bottle With a bunch of fake friends 'cause he tried to fit in But it wasn't working Ran in with the law 'bout a dozen of times Nothing too bad, just a few suburban crimes Still he says to himself "What are you doing, you don't deserve this Don't you know nobody will ever understand The person that you are, learn to hold your own hand Get your shit together and lose the weight You'll never be what you want, no, not with that face" He started writing all of his thoughts on paper Realized music made life so much greater A hundred pounds down, he looks so different now As he plans his escape from a crooked hometown

Twenty-one years and he's on the right path But sometimes he wonders if he grew up too fast And missed out on the little things All of the little things (haha, yeah right) Who is he kidding? Surely not himself But sometimes he wonders if there's somebody else Who takes the same road, but he'll never know 'Cause he walks the world alone This is a story 'bout a broken boy With his headphones in just to block out the noise Of everyone around him telling him the way to go So he walks the world alone Wondering if it gets better Or if he's always gonna feel empty forever (am I always gonna be empty forever?) So he gets lost tryna find another way back home As he walks the world alone

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Rosendale - Six Pills (Official Audio)

Written, recorded and produced by Brian Wang

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Lyrics:

In the woods I met a man
Old as oak and staff in hand
Sunken eyes but gentle smile
We sat down and talked awhile

And he said I can see it in your eyes
You’ve been hurt a couple times
I’ve got the perfect antidote
To cure a heart of stone 

Tiny red pills in a big blue bottle 
He put them right in my hands
Said this stuff can do wonders take you to nirvana
Make you a better man

I should’ve known something was amiss
When I saw his smile turn to a grin
But
Then as he left me
There so perplexed
He turned and said

One to numb the hurt
Two to ease the pain
Three to clear your mind
Forget all the hate
Take as I advised
Not more than prescribed
Several weeks ahead
You’ll be fine again

One to numb the hurt
Two to ease the pain
Three to clear your mind
Forget all the hate
Take as I advised
Not more than prescribed
Several weeks ahead
You’ll be fine again

So I went home
My heart confused
Didn’t know just what to do
I popped the cap
And took a dose
After all what could I lose

And then I touched the clouds and bathed in sky
A magic broom a carpet ride
Before I fell and woke in bed
Tried to repeat the words he said 

One to numb the hurt
Two to ease the pain
Three to clear my mind
Forget all my hate
What did he say next
I forget the rest
But several weeks ahead
I’ll be fine again

One to numb the hurt
Two to ease the pain
Three to clear my mind
Forget all my hate
Five could never hurt
Just to calm my nerves
Several weeks ahead
I’ll be fine again

Tiny red pills in a big blue bottle
Wish I had the strength back then
Need to get a refill chase away the evil
All the whispers in my head

But I can’t find the man I knocked on his door
His neighbors say no one lived there before
So now all my days
Just blur in a haze
They go like this

One to stop the chills
Two to ease the pain
Three to wash my guilt
Forget all my shame
Five could never hurt
Six couldn’t be worse
Seven days it’s been
Here we go again

One to stop the chills
Two to ease the pain
Three to wash my guilt
Forget all my shame
Five could never hurt
Six couldn’t be worse
Seven days it’s been
Here we go again

Here we go again
Here we go again
Oh

To stop the pain
Forget my shame
Ah

One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six

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Rosendale - boys feel sad too (Official Audio)

Written and Recorded by Brian Wang
Guitar Accompaniment by Jason Swanson
Produced by Mikhail Kusch

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Lyrics:

Hey brother what do I do
I fell off my bike now I’m cut and bruised
It stings like hell and it hurts to move
So hey brother what do I do 

He said bite your tongue now and hold your breath
Close your eyes now and count to ten
‘Cause boys don’t cry
And you won’t too
Only tough guys make it through

So what do I do now when I feel real sad
I hold it in ‘til I get real mad
I start a fight with my closest friends
Broken noses and promises

So brother I wish you spoke the truth
Brother I wish you taught me how to love myself
I wish you knew that boys 
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Hey brother what do I do
There’s bullies there at my new high school
They took my money and stole my shoes
So hey brother what do I do

He said put your fists up and fight them back
Don’t show weakness when they attack ‘cause
Boys don’t cry
And you won’t too
Only tough guys make it through

So what do I do now when I feel real low
I scream and hurt everyone I know
I started fights with my closest friends
Too far gone now to make amends

So brother I wish you spoke the truth
Brother I wish you taught me how to love myself
I wish you knew that boys 
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Hey brother how do you do
It’s been a few years since I last saw you
We’re all grown up now but I’m confused
We didn’t turn out the way we wanted to

He said my wife is gone now she took the kids
Couldn’t handle my temper tantrums
But boys don’t cry
And I won’t too
Only tough guys make it through

Brother I’m here to tell the truth
Brother I wish someone had taught us to love ourselves
’Cause I’m sure they knew that boys
Boys feel sad too

Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

Boys feel sad
Boys feel sad
Boys
Boys feel sad too

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