If you see this, it's just a coping song I don't regret anything or you didnt waste my time etc. Just in my feelz, I wouldn't change a thing we did :) #inmyfeelz 

Lyrics:
I’m sorry I haven’t called
Cause we said we’d be stay friends
But it’s too hard right now
And it’s not like I wanted this
And I’m not too happy
With who I am now
I’m getting wasted or high
To keep you off my mind
Now all your shit is in a box with memories I wish I could forget
But I still don’t regret anything at all

How do I show you the things you are missing?
How have you moved on so fucking quickly?
It’s almost as if you never loved me
Maybe I should forget you existed

I’d call you a bitch
But you did nothing wrong
Except waste my time
And ruin my year
Now all our songs are tied to memories I wish I could forget
And now I almost regret falling in love

How do I show you the things you are missing?
How have you moved on so fucking quickly?
It’s almost as if you never loved me
Maybe I should let you go

But how can I tell you the shit I was thinking?
Maybe some things are best left unsaid
I wish you’d never fall in love again
And now I’ll just try to forget you existed

Forget You Existed

Notes:
I wrote this and recorded it very fucking quickly
If you see THIS one, this is a more accurate representation of how I actually feel, but the other one is more catchy ngl😳

Lyrics:
Today is your birthday 
And I wanna tell you that I miss and love you
But it's not about me it's about you
I still cry I hope this isn't goodbye
Did you listen to the new Mitski album?
Have you found another job yet?
Are you ok? I need to know
I'm always asking around

I, I don't know why
I'm not sad it's gone
I'm glad it happened cause you got that

Infectious laugh and smile
And big ass forehead
And quirky personality
And a music taste too

I still listen to the same old three songs
Cigarette Daydreams and Cariño too
And I still have the Pikachu
Do you still have yours too?
Are you still into all that weeb shit?
Do you still look at photos of me?
Now you're 18 but you're still a kid
Are you still scared of birds?

I, I don't know why
I'm not sad it's gone
I'm happy it happened cause you got that

Infectious laugh and smile
And big ass forehead
And quirky personality
And a music taste too
You always bullied me
I never minded
Oh the things I'd do
To get bullied one more time

Her Birthday

Lyrics:
There goes the tree my friends said I like to fuck
A weird sense of humor but boy didn't we have fun

They got their lives and I got mine
So I'll try not to compare
But I'm glad to leave but it hurts to see
Because I really wanna stay but I know
That things will never be the same

There goes the place where I first fell in love
There goes the middle school where I'd play Pokemon 

All my life I spent in one place
I always wanted to leave
If it's what I want then why am I numb but one thing gives me peace
That I know that things will never be the same

There goes the pizza line we'd wait at 12:15
And there goes the same plaza we'd walk around as tweens
There goes the tree my friends said I like to fuck
I'm glad I didn't make these memories with just anyone.

Never Be The Same

Lyrics:
Tomorrow's the 4th of July and I'll be alone as the fireworks explode
Another year's gone by where I'll watch them solo
You'll be with friends and they'll be with them 
At the beach, or his car, or their house
And I'll see it all through your Instagram lens

And I'll still hold on to life cause one day I know I'll feel fine
An afterthought is all that I am
Soon someone like you will come along but I guess for now
Too bad so sad

Tonight is another typical night for me in which I'm alone
And I watch AOT, oh Mikasa is bae {so true <3}

And I'll still hold on to life cause one day I know I'll feel fine
An afterthought is all that I am
Soon someone like you will come along but I guess for now
Too bad so sad

Today's the 4th of July and I'll be alone as the fireworks explode 
Another year's gone by where I watch them solo

Notes:
Yeah I know it sucks, so what? I wanna express myself! Plus I had a deadline clearly. Is that the REAL reason why it's bad? Shut up -_-

Fireworks

Notes: This is VERY MUCH a comedy song that I wrote when I was like 16... please understand I'm not like this in real life. I'm making fun of people like this!

Lyrics:
I gotta fix this. I'll make a song, I'll make a song. This song's for you babe. Take me back please. I NEED YOU!

It’s 10 in the morning, I just woke up
To text message that says you fucked up
All I do is be nice and every once in a while
I start to yell at her when she looks at me a little funny

WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST

I’m out in your driveway, please forgive me
I didn't mean to call you a whore
I know it was your birthday, and I got upset
I didn’t wanna kick your dog

But why do girls not go for nice guys like me
Can’t you see I’m not done harassing you(FUCK; Loving you, Loving you- I meant loving you, not harassing)

I know what you told me, and now you’ve left me
I’ll kill myself if you don’t come back to me
Look at the problems, when you’re not with me
You have a shitty life, and mine is great

But why do girls not go for nice guys like me
Can’t you see I’m not done ha-loving you(*ahem* loving you)

If you don’t stay with me, I might go kill your family
Won’t you have a little sympathy

For all the times I’ve stalked you, does it help if I’m sorry,
All I want is to be your guy and you can be my queen

WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
WHY DO NICE GUYS FINISH LAST

You're a fucking bitch, alright?! If you hear this you're a fucking whore, and I'm gonna kill myself if you don't come back to me. If you don't come back to me- my blood is on your HA-

Why Do Nice Guys Finish Last

Notes: Excuse the shitty vocals, I simply can't sing well!!

Lyrics:
You're not meant to live in solitude
Oh what the hell happened to-
You just need a friend or two
Oh the loneliness is killing you

Oh you wanted it all to last
I find you only live in the past
The thought of it might make you sad
You wanna let go of life so bad
But I want you to stay at least for today

You live trapped inside these walls
Oh no one will save you
Too bad your life would end like this
God what has my life come to?

Oh you spend your life watching anime
If you could tell them the things you'd like to say
That if you had one more bad day
Let's just say you wouldn't be okay

But I want you to stay at least for today
I want you to stay at least for today
Oh at least for todayyyyyyyyy

At Least For Today

Notes: I swear I'm okay, alright? Sometimes you just gotta let it all out and I feel this song is relatable to some people so I thought I'd share it for them to know that they aren't alone in what they're feeling. :)

Lyrics:
I wish I had a friend or two like you
I'm envious that they all love you too
I pray to God all night to tear the pain away
But it's down the drain cause it's all stayed the same

I don't wanna be here anymore
But I don't my mom to get all sad

You all seem so happy on Instagram
You're saying goodbye to the friends you made cause now you're moving away
Don't be sad it ain't so bad it's actually pretty great
Cause at least you have someone to say goodbye to

I wish I had a friend or two like you
We could eat sushi and rewatch AOT
We'd do laundry, and we'd cook and clean, and stay home for the day
Even though it's 8pm on a Saturday

I don't wanna be here anymore
But I don't want my brother to be the favorite son

You all seem so happy on Instagram(I KNOW I FUCKED UP, SHUT UP)
You're saying goodbye to the friends you made cause now you're moving away
Don't be sad it ain't so bad it's honestly pretty great
Cause at least you have someone to say goodbye to

Goodbye(Demo)

Lyrics:
"1 year ago, Today" 
I was merely falling in love
Had friends who made my day
Had nothing to complain about

I'm not where I used to be
And now you've gone away
It feels like I fall behind each and every single day

God please just let me rest
Life feels like some punishment
Who will think of me
Oh someone do so please

I'm not where I used to be
And now you've gone away
It feels like I fall behind each and every single day

"1 year ago, Today"
I was merely falling in love
Had friends who made my day
Oh why'd you go away?

"1 year ago, Today"

Lyrics:
No I don't know what you've been told
But being alone gets pretty old
Will you think of me when I'm gone?

No I don't need no one-night stand
In fact I'm not that type of man
All I ask is for a friend

But I'm all alone
No one's hittin' up my phone
And I've said it once or twice, but I don't think I can take anymore
So please save me again

Oh we could go out to party
But I think we'd rather plant a tree
Or something cringey and cheesy like that

I know I don't have a lot to give
And there's not a lot that you would miss
But I'll try to make life quite alright

But I'm all alone
And no one's hittin' up my phone
And I've said it once or twice, but I don't think I can take anymore
So please save me again
So please save me again
So please save me again.

Notes:
Hi. I know I already put such little effort into these songs but this time I didn't even record the guitars and vocals separately and did it in one take, BUT WHATEVER MAN! CRUCIFY ME! Anyways please enjoy, I know I won't because I have school tomorrow so I have to wake up early. TMI? perhaps ;(

Save Me Again

Lyrics:
I'm so damn tired of being alone
Is there something wrong with me?
I'm fucking worthless
Even my dreams won't let me rest
In my sleep I see
The people who left me

Though I'd leave me too
My bad luck might rub off on you

Cause nothing ever goes my way
And I wish that I could just say
That I need some help
But saying that would just mean that I'm fucking weak

Why do bad things always happen to me?
I've already lost so much
Haven't I given enough?

You know I'd leave me too
My bad luck might rub off on you

Cause nothing ever goes my way
And I wish that I could just say
That I need some help
But saying that would just mean that I'm fucking weak
That I'm fucking weak
I'm so weak

Preoccupied With a Single Leaf

Lyrics:
Oh it's you
I've been thinking about you
Cause you ask how my day is
Ask what I've been doing
And it's been a while
Since somebody's asked me
How I've been feeling
Oh you've almost saved me

And I know that the small things mean just nothing to you
But know when you text me I get over the moon
It's been so long since I've called someone my friend oh but
I can barely call you one

The decade is off
To a bad start
I've tried to grow up
But I'm just a mess up

And I know that the small things mean just nothing to you
But know when you text me I get over the moon
It's been so long since I've called someone my friend oh but
I can barely call you one

Barely A Friend

Lyrics:
I am tired of being here
And apparently we're not
In March we're in December
Well I guess I've not moved on

And they tell me to push on
But it's been so long since someone's made my day
And everything just aches

But I'd rather die than give a sign
So I'll tell a lie
And say I'm doing fine
I miss the past
I've been looking back
Cause now everything aches
Oh everything just aches

Apparently December

Lyrics:
I need to tell you
You don't need a friend or a lover
And the clubs aren't you
But you matter
And I promise you you'll find somebody soon
And you'll love them so much and they'll love you too

You don't have to
Smoke cause everyone else smokes around you
Cause it gets you anxious

Just be patient soon they'll know your worth
Just as long as you remain yourself

We'll take a while to choose what we'll watch on Youtube
Eating take-out sushi
We'll do laundry and cook and clean and the small things
Like rewatching aot

I need to tell you
You can take a break cause I know that it's been hard
And you don't think you're that smart
But you matter
Even if you don't have all the brawns
You still light up the room

Just be patient soon they'll know your worth
Just as long as you remain yourself

We'll take a while to choose what we'll watch on Youtube
Eating take-out sushi
We'll do laundry and cook and clean and the small things
Like rewatching aot

We'll do laundry and cook and clean and the small things
Like rewatching aot

Doing Laundry

Lyrics:
It's not like the movies
Where the sun comes after the rain
I feel like the end is near
Why am I so hard to love?

I know I am wrong most times
I'll try to get it right soon

Now is not the time
To say our goodbyes
And though it hurts
I want you to know that I
I'll be alright

It's not like I ask for much
All I was is back what I lost
I feel like I miss the past
I think I'll just give up

I know I'm behind this time
I'll try and catch up to you

Now is not the time
To say our goodbyes
And though it hurts
I want you to know that I
I'll be alright

Movies

Indie…? A lot of acoustic and DIY songs ig… Idk? Like music? Cool then listen. No? Ok.

I’m fine I swear

niko

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