prod. knivves

lyrics:

full of this shit bitch
pour me a drink
blood on my wrist
now theres blood on ur lips
ill go somewhere nb knows my whereabouts 
but before i do that ima burn this town into the ground
now u wanna link but jus forget it
forgot u in a minute u forgot me in a second
been rotting in my youth i got nothin left to lose
u wanna see me fall but wtf ur gonna do

in the alleyways sleeping thru another day
in the alleyways drink and fuck the pain away
in the alleyways hooded up i hide my face
in the alleyways i could never find my place
in the alleyways suffer thru another day
in the alleyways all u love will fade away
in the alleyways scratchin up my fuckin face
in the alleyways my whole life will go to waste

rolling on my own eversince ive been a toddler
buried all my hopes bout six feet down under
all these backwoods boys on the same shit
thought i found a girl but she do another lane switch
meet me by the river but u best dont make a sound now
let the waves carry u away while u drown i found out
that when i look around nobody is living
when i step outside i feel like im in raccoon city
braindead masses so damn desperate to fit in
i dont like this shithole aint felt shit since i was fifteen

alleyways

prod me
mix by me
master by sebastian metzner rickards
cover art by me
video shot + edited by @glxsgxw

777

MUSIC VIDEO

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RiverKinn
"Night Vision"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
Bad vibes I can't shake
Bad things, swear these all you ever say
And I try but I can't take it
'Cause you hurt me every day
Bringing the pain
I think I hate you
Never the same, never the same
And I wanna blame you
Look in my face
Deal with the shame, yeah
You were the break
I was the bait
Demons, no angels

RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
You wanted me to build a castle
Just so you could tear it down
Love the way you say I'm nothing
I'm addicted to the sound
I've been getting fucked up
So I don't fuck around
And call your ass back, baby
You can't see me now

RiverKinn & SpaceMan Zack:
Black ice, night vision
Yeah
Black ice, night vision
Black ice, night vision
Black ice night-
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXXII

Night Vision (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

It's true
Nothing ever gonna change
It's true
A long time that I've been this way
So follow
Me to see this story lead
It's a journey I'm just stuck 
why not write about its end?

Newer me, its a start
Newer voice, newer lungs
Stopped the toxics coming in
Toxic out is through a pen

Folders stacked, full of stuff
Written songs, never out
Time to change it starting now, 
emjaays back, thank the crowd.

So close
So close
So close
So close x2

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

It's true
Nothing ever gonna change
It's true
A long time that I've been this way
So follow
Me to see this story lead
It's a journey I'm just stuck 
why not write about its end?

Promise imma keep on trying
Promise Imma keep
Promise imma keep on trying
Promise Imma keep

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

it's my downfall [prod. Jolst]

SPOTIFY

UNCERTAINTY

Taken from the album Ratrose


SHORT BLUNTS, WIDE EYES, YOU’LL FALL FOR ME
(YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME, YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME)
BABY GIRL YEAH, I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED
(I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED, YEAH)
SHORT HIGH, WHITE EYES, MAN DEATH IS FREE
(MAN DEATH IS FREE, FUCKING DEATH IS FREE)
LOOK TWICE, CUS FAKE FRIENDS COME SO CHEAP 

POVERTY LEGS, WATCH ME BLEED
I'M LOOSING SENSE OF EVERYTHING   
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DOLLAR
STEALING SCRAP WHILE SECURITY HOLLER

AT US, JUST TO COME BACK, COME BACK
I WAS SEVENTEEN, JUST AFRAID OF ANYTHING MAKING ME
A COWARD, A DAMN RIGHT BASTARD, THAT'S RIGHT 
I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST LIKE YOU

CUS I’M SICK OF MY OWN NAME, SICK TO DEATH OF MY OLD WAYS
SELF DESTRUCTION, I WISH THERE WAS AN OPTION
HANG HOPE HIGH WITH THE ROPE AT AUCTION
SELL ME FOR LOOSE CHANGE, CLAIMING I'M DERANGED

I'VE DUG SO MUCH THAT I'VE LOST SENSE OF TIME
LOCKED THE DOOR, SHUT THE BLIND, YEAH EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE
SMASHED THIS OUT IN FEW DAYS, GONNA BE A HIT
YEAH COMING UP, JUST WATCH

IM 10 GRAND IN DEBT, AND I DIDNT LEARN SHIT MAN, 
IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING
I LINGER HERE ABIT MAN, AND ILL KEEP TO MYSELF, 
WRITE THIS MUSIC UNTIL IAM SOMETHING

OLD EX GOT A HOOK THROUGH MY NECK
RIP IT OUT AND I’M BLEEDING ON THE GROUND WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING
I TRY TO GET ON MY FEET BUT I’VE NEVER FELT THIS WEAK
BUT YOU WANNA PUSH ME DOWN WHILE YOU’RE LAUGHING

all i need

Fantasy Girl (Prod. Discent)

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Solutions"
Produced by RiverKinn

DEAD LEAVES 3
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RiverKinn:
(Why)
Why do I regret the past?
It's all that I have
So I look for solutions elsewhere
But I just can't come across
Any of the answers
To my questions
So I'd best leave luck to heaven
I guess

(I guess, I guess, I guess)

Joei Razook:
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
All these problems
No solutions
Pent up regret
Don't know what to do
It's so confusing
All these moving parts
I've lost my place
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
--------------------
@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

Dead Leaves 3

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Solutions

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah
why do I bother, stress just builds it builds, eating
your not my lover, taking chances, chances, lose

it’s like I just build emotions up 
and then a switch flicks and I’m back in this state
I thought my body got tired of this 
but he just wants me to sleep for days yeah

I wonder when ill ever get a grip 
and just leave this life yeah all behind me
looking at myself makes me sick
cus I’m just that mess that you want to love

I broke your heart, yeah I’m not worth it
so cant you just block me and move on
so where do I go, what do I say
I’m so sick of being in pain

I take another pill watch myself fade out
I just hate what I have become
spitting at my own name, feeling like I’ve betrayed
myself, but your burning eyes are staring straight through me

I let depression hit, watch the waves drag me under
I ain’t got no grip, watch my fingers slip how can this be love
I let my tongue call quits, watch the best of me surrender
you make me feel so sick, you kick me out altogether

Sinking Down

prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

Convince Myself (prod. Darcy Baylis)

nico aka DJ true_love333 aka lil sorrow
singer | producer | audio engineer | ???
contact / booking / features: nicolassalescolon@gmail.com (or ig dm)
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NIC𝓞L𝙰S ♫♪ 𝒮AL𝐸S

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