sounds like paris hilton lol but luv this song 😘

fuck why haven't you blown up yet man been saying it for so long you finna be big

omg this is rly so good shit be on repeat

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I tried running away
You've seen it in my face
There's not much more I can take
And even when I fade
You're always in my way
Cuz even in my dreams
I hear you call my name

The sunlight on my face don't feel the same anymore
I'm so out of place
You're so far away, you're so far away
I know you told me
You'd never say my name
Unless it's over my grave
But if it's all the same, no
Just say it one time
We'll call this goodbye
And everything will be just fine

I can't find another way
It's so complicated, I'm always anxious
I'm falling down
You said it but I already know
We're never going back
But I've got nowhere to go
Feels like a heart attack
I'm sorry that I'm always so cold
I know you really tried to help me
But it's all the same story

The sunlight on my face don't feel the same anymore
I'm so out of place
You're so far away, you're so far away
I know you told me
You'd never say my name
Unless it's over my grave
But if it's all the same, no
Just say it one time
We'll call this goodbye
And everything will be just fine

Other Streaming <3

Sunlight

Prod. By: @neverday

fuck this place I hate this town
swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
cause I just wanna die with sound 

smoke so much 
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high 
to try to fill these holes
inside my mind 
I hate me all the time
feel depressed 
but I tell em that I'm fine
cause they don't really 
know or understand
it's not their fault 
I really wasn't in the plan
but really I don't give a damn 
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands 
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17 
but you know I'm still the man 
any drug you want 
you know I got it 
she looked me right 
in the eyes and she popped it 

I'm so high not coming down
fuck this place I hate this town 
my creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die 
the light is out
she crushed my heart and took my soul 
she took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
left me shattered from the start 

left me in the dark

yeah she left me in the dark 
I think I'm gonna die
demons coming for me 
angels falling out the sky 
now my heart is fucked up
baby I was love drunk 
fell into a nightmare 
now I'll never wake up 

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much 
I just wanna crash fast 
knew it when our lips touched 
I fell for you too hard 
I can't get back up 
now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

spotify

fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
fucking freezing
oh my god
I'm so high 
think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
just gotta stay consistent 
they would never listen
but now they treat me different 
it's because I'm glo'd up 
gave it all my focus
you gotta work your hardest 
if you want people to notice

no days off I'm never sleeping
writing songs in my head 
while I'm dreaming
all my life I'm stuck
searching for a meaning 
wish I gave a fuck 
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason 
bitch I'm smoking trees 
and I'm so clueless 
does she love me 
or she leaving 
oh that's perfect 
that's exactly what I needed 
a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated

a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated x4

a broken heart
I'm rolling hard
in the night 
and I'm looking at the stars
took my life
and she ripped it all apart 
I put it back
but you can see the scars

you can see the scars 
all the pain inside my eyes 
I'm just another kid
that's tortured by his mind 
thought of getting out 
like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe 
but I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine 
anxiety inside 
makes it hard to sleep at night 
smoking get me right 
gets me out head
you talking shit to me 
but I'm in your bitches bed
in between her legs

I be going stupid 
I'm ruthless
go behind my back 
I'll leave you toothless
leave you looking useless 
like bro what are you doing 
your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
oh my god 
I'm so high 
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

love me again (ft. lil narnia)

Dying 4 Ur Lips feat. Sleye ( prod. JOJO. x Sleye )

"ill never be good enough for you"
prod. @trechorboy & @caustyk
mix/master @trechorboy
vocals @trechorboy

LYRICS:

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X2

[VERSE]
i remember when we chatted for the first time i told you this stupid joke without a punchline
you didn’t have any choice but to laugh at my voice and your cute little chuckles made me smile for a lifetime
you used to hit up my phone when i wake up i never missed a post on the gram with no make up
those big blue eyes made me wish you were mine
but you only ever really existed online

[BRIDGE]
forget this bitch she don’t care what she did all i wanted was her and she left me on read
i get mad at myself i get down i need help no i’m not good enough yeah this love shit gets tuff
yet i’m somehow alive and this smiles a disguise
where my true colors show i don’t want you to know
if you text me i’ll say i’ll be right there fosho but i never respond cuz my brain moving slow from

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X4

~i’ll never be good enough for you
~don’t say it’s not fucking true
~i’ll never be good enough
~i’ll never be anything

an e-girl named emma

✰ with @fantasycamp
✰ produced by me
✰ mixed by me
✰ mastered by Sebastian Metzner

✰ Lyrics ✰

       Nicolas Sales:

I don’t wanna waste your time, 
I just wanna make you mine 
Every time I look inside, 
All I find is your apartment 

And I know, that my hearts got holes 
And my smile is hiding it,
So come close, 
baby one last time cause tomorrow I gotta go

So be my penicillin, 
Be my penicillin,
Sometimes all I want is to forget my feelings

Yeah you better feel it 
I know you can feel it, 
Sometimes it feels like I’m barely breathing

And you take my hand and say that you really mean it 
And I can’t help but to diminish your feelings 
When you say you’re mine it feels like I’m getting closer to believing in myself, take a look at myself, yeah 

Fantasycamp:

And I don't wanna waste your time,
I just wanna make you mine,

but I can never make my mind 
up or finish what I started,

but I know that I can't go alone
so just say that you love me I don't care if you mean it 

give me another dose 
you can kill my pain as long as i'm breathing 

and i'm up now 
i wanna stay forever, never come down 
i gotta find a way to make it somehow
just love me for awhile never run now, run now

cuz i've been waiting and i'm finally free 
i hear the gods call my name when you're climbing on me 

isolating till we're ready to leave 
but we don't need no one else now
to make us believe 

so i'll shout your name to the city streets
and we can find comfort in debauchery 
i feel alive inside when you're touching me
in your apartment where i wanna be 

so i'll shout your name to the city streets
and we can find comfort in debauchery 
i feel alive inside when you're touching me
so one last time won't you be my...



      Nico:



So be my penicillin, 

Be my penicillin,

Sometimes all I want is to forget my feelings



Yeah you better feel it 

I know you can feel it, 

Sometimes it feels like I’m barely breathing



And you take my hand and say that you really mean it 

And I can’t help but to diminish your feelings 


When you say you’re mine it feels like I’m getting closer to believing in myself, take a look at myself, yeah...

penicillin (ft. fantasy camp)

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

Spotify/Apple Music

[+] vampire baby, won't be bleedin 4 long
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @roxiums *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: @seejayxo]
If you don't know by now, then I don't think you ever will
I been on my own for some time
But you know the deal...

[chorus: @seejayxo]
I been stacking chips
I been gettin to my cake
I don't give a fuck what she say
I just gotta know if we okay
I just hope you know I could die today

If I really love you, I'ma tell you what I'm thinking
I was busy trappin-- I ain't think that you was schemin
Now I know your plan I think we even
I just gotta tell you that I love you now I'm bleedin'

Bleedin

+ stream on SPOTIFY

bleedin (feat. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

halos (feat. hamilton & softheart)

nico aka DJ true_love333 aka lil sorrow
singer | producer | audio engineer | ???
contact / booking / features: nicolassalescolon@gmail.com (or ig dm)
✰ ARCHIVE SC: @nicolassalesarchive

penicillin (ft. fantasy camp)

NIC𝓞L𝙰S ♫♪ 𝒮AL𝐸S

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