TRIGGER WARNING:
Summary: This is a playlist for me as a person(hypersexuality, and all around dysfunction with my gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia(eating disorders because of dat), dissociation, mania and depression and all that jaaaazzz, lol)as well as my struggles with working through hella trauma from my childhood including sexual, my complicated feelings with my sexuality because of that and how shit my attempts of loving people go (or even just messin around). Aaand my stupid dysfunctional, abusive, fucked up family  LOL. ~enjoy

the title is basically my experience in life.. being told that family is togetherness, "we" are tied together forever no matter what.. but how can i hold them in such closeness as to say we, to include them with myself.. forever. after everything and them not caring even after what they've done and the damage it all caused.. i cant, it's "me" and "them" they aren't truly there for me, no one ever is like i am.. so "i" always have to heal myself from the things others do and dont care that they've done. me "alone".. but thats okay because now no matter where i go no matter what happens im always home because the home i was birthed environmentally in never felt like home to me so i had to make my own within myself.. i will always feel home in life now because i'm my home.

ps. it's got some serious bipolar/borderline vibes at points cause I "supposedly" may have them so if your like wow some shits depressing af.. then boom manic af.. ya, dats how I be! lol

we... me.. them, i, alone, i'm my home.

underground - cody fry 💞

Howl//Florence+The Machine

Do you - Carina Round

Copyright Hayley Derbyshire. recorded at Ambler Music 

A Thousand Words // Hayley Dare

WILL ADD VOICELINES LATER blehhh

TIMESTAMPS:
0:00 - Blood Upon the Snow (Hozier)
4:29 - Arsonist's Lullaby (Hozier)
8:40 - Eat Your Young (Hozier)
12:54 - Dinner and Diatribes (Hozier)
17:27 - De Selby Part II (Hozier)
21:23 - Work Song (Hozier)
24:56 - To Be Alone (Hozier)
30:20 - Sunlight (Hozier)
34:45 - First Light (Hozier)
39:40 - Talk (Hozier)
43:10 - Run (Hozier)
47:24 - Francesca (Hozier)
51:57 - Wasteland, Baby! (Hozier)

Hozier songs that make me think of astarion <3 (w/game ambience)

Burn, Butcher, Burn  Female Witcher Cover by Reinaeiry

Special Death - mirah

ੈ✩‧₊˚We Become Weˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Female Ver. ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Cover by Reinaeir ・❥・

Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children? 

"Harpy Hare" an original song by ‪@Yaelokre‬ 
▪︎Song:    • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-I1lT6Jbdo&t=0s

☆Voices:
• Lead: Singalek
• Harmonies: ‪@TryDashStapera‬ 

• Lyrics translated and adapted by Singalek
• Mix, Artwork and Editing: Singalek

Enjoy!

Lyrics if anyone wants!

Mamma Arpia,
che ne hai fatto dei tuoi figli?
No lo dice mai.
Come Lepre, tu
stai nascondendo i bimbi
Ora parlerai.

Rubi giorni e vite
intere rovinando
il vero amore.
Como il cuore che non
hai mostrato mai.

Trettenerli è follia,
lotteranno e andranno via.
Madre, ora parlerai 
(La-la-la-la-la)

Mamma Arpia,
che ne hai fatto dei tuoi figli?
No lo dice mai.
Come Lepre, tu
stai nascondendo i bimbi
Ora parlerai.

Mura piene di fessure,
tessi tende opache e scure.
Per tenere pace dentro e fuori guai
Ingabbiarli è follia, 
moriranno di fobia,
Madre, ora parlerai.

Mamma Arpia,
che ne hai fatto dei tuoi figli?
No lo dice mai.
Come Lepre, tu
stai nascondendo i bimbi
Ora parlerai.

(A, aha, ha ah ah)

(Mamma Arpia,
che ne hai fatto dei tuoi figli?
No lo dice mai.
Come Lepre, tu
stai nascondendo i bimbi
Ora parlerai...)
(Ora parlerai!)

(Ha, aha, aha ah!)

Ingabbiarci è follia.
Presto voleremo via.
Non ci rivedrai perché.
Ce ne andremo via da te.

Harpy Hare ~• Italian Cover/Adaptation feat. ‪@TryDashStapera‬

I DO NOT OWN THIS TRACK.
ALL RIGHTS BELONG TO SARA BAREILLES.
NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED.

Waitress The Musical - When He Sees Me

Raindancer

The Willow Maid

“World Burn” Performed by Taylor Louderman & the Original Broadway Cast of Mean Girls
Music and Lyrics by Jeff Richmond & Nell Benjamin

Original Broadway Cast Recording 

Get your copy today: https://atlantic.lnk.to/meangirls

MEAN GIRLS is a ferociously funny new musical from an award-winning creative team, including director Casey Nicholaw (Aladdin, The Book of Mormon), composer Jeff Richmond (“30 Rock,” “Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt”), lyricist Nell Benjamin (Legally Blonde), and book writer Tina Fey (“30 Rock,” Bossypants). Vogue cheers, “MEAN GIRLS is HILARIOUS! The cast is sensational – expert comedians with fierce voices and acting chops to match.” USA Today says, “We’ll let you in on a little secret, because we’re such good friends: GET YOUR TICKETS NOW.” 
https://meangirlsonbroadway.com/ 

SIT WITH US: 
http://www.facebook.com/MeanGirlsBway 
http://www.twitter.com/MeanGirlsBway 
http://www.instagram.com/MeanGirlsBway 

#MeanGirlsBway

Mean Girls (Original Broadway Cast Recording)

Original Broadway Cast of Mean Girls - World Burn

“Apex Predator” Performed by Barrett Wilbert Weed & Erika Henningsen. Music and Lyrics by Jeff Richmond & Nell Benjamin 

Original Broadway Cast Recording

Get your copy today: https://atlantic.lnk.to/meangirls

MEAN GIRLS is a ferociously funny new musical from an award-winning creative team, including director Casey Nicholaw (Aladdin, The Book of Mormon), composer Jeff Richmond (“30 Rock,” “Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt”), lyricist Nell Benjamin (Legally Blonde), and book writer Tina Fey (“30 Rock,” Bossypants). Vogue cheers, “MEAN GIRLS is HILARIOUS! The cast is sensational – expert comedians with fierce voices and acting chops to match.” USA Today says, “We’ll let you in on a little secret, because we’re such good friends: GET YOUR TICKETS NOW.” 
https://meangirlsonbroadway.com/ 

SIT WITH US: 
http://www.facebook.com/MeanGirlsBway 
http://www.twitter.com/MeanGirlsBway 
http://www.instagram.com/MeanGirlsBway 

#MeanGirlsBway

Howl//Florence+The Machine

nicoledanieelleee

Related tracks