do you like what you see
do you like me
did you take what you need
or do you need more fixing

did you walk away today
did you walk away the same
dont hold it in its okay
tears help put out our flames

no one knows you better 
than you know yourself
unless you love someone better
you forget to love yourself

waking up is dangerous
every single day
when your thoughts turn against you
in every single way

Why do u hold it back
the daggers of ur tongue
to protect the one
that you thought you loved
you sewed ur lips to feel their kiss
cuz that bliss is better felt than being missed

but why do u do this to yourself
u keep their foot on ur neck
till they kick u out

but why did i do this to myself
tore myself apart for them
just to get thrown out

well baby are you hearing me now
without ur dirty ass claws covering my mouth
u could fuck right off
u could fall in a ditch
u could be starving for all i care

i will never save you
i will never be there
i did that once
now im trynna repair
all the damage and everything u did
ur honestly better off sewing ur lips

but why do u do this to yourself
u keep their foot on ur neck
till they kick u out

but why did i do this to myself
tore myself apart for them
just to get thrown out

sewed lips (prod. CRCL)

Cover art by: @grizzydesigns  <3
 https://www.instagram.com/grizzydesigns/?hl=en

i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

i been gazing at my ceiling
watching as the paint fades
laying in the my old bed 
sheets changed since idk when
navigating through the smoke
w no smoke under me
wasting away, Mr. empty space
come take me

baby when u wake up 
am i something u ashamed of
a person lost in translation
another waste of breath that's sedated
baby when u wake up
are u something u ashamed of
for the way you excuse all i said
like the dry kisses, covered by lipstick

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

mr. empty space (prod. fugazi)

this times gonna b different
maybe i pushed it too far 
something about what i said over dinner
maybe i pushed her too far

cuz somethings gotta change baby
something's gotta give
i've been focused on my name lately
you been on some shit
when i start to see it comin 
i start changin what i give 
w some major distance
ion wanna wait till u end it

so when you decide to leave
can we do it at ur place? 
or maybe facetime me
i'm not sure if i can see ur face 
so is text prolly better?
something i can just erase 
no dealing with ur pity tears 
just me w my pain

all i wants the white  picket fence
n some kids that i can spoil w some  time alone
all u wants that white sugared scent 
n the clout of bein known at the clubs that u roam


this is is 4th time we've been here
yellin over the same ole shit
u can't seem to control ur behavior
like a brat havin a coked out fit

cuz somethings gotta change baby
something's gotta give
i've been focused on my name lately
you been on some shit
when i start to see it comin 
i start changin what i give 
w some major distance
ion wanna wait till u end it

so when you decide to leave
can we do it at ur place? 
or maybe facetime me
i'm not sure if i can see ur face 
so is text prolly better?
something i can just erase 
no dealing with ur pity tears 
just me w my pain

all i wants the white  picket fence
n some kids that i can spoil w some  time alone
all u wants that white sugared scent 
n the clout of bein known at the clubs that u roam

decide 2 leave (prod. yungspoiler)

cover by @seejayxo

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

let my boot take ur ass to the curb
ill haunt ur dreams till my death breaks ur curse
nobody wanna they ass for me
but u always trynna move that mouth for free
ur ways got me hooked like feigns
im an addict to ur touch the way its sprinkled on me
i act like i cant hear or see
the way ur actions are used to deceive
u luv to cut
so i love to meet u in my dreams
fuck i might as well sleep

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

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neverland (prod. Bartes)

tears

whats the use *prod.bartes*

doors unlocked

mr.faithful *prod. remghost*

grey matter (prod. nonbruh)

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tuck me in ♡ (prod. kamikaze)

Sorry i posted it so late :( busy w a new job n still moving <3 shouldnt happen again

lyrics: 

hours spent alone, its my life i waste
pictures on my phone, fuckin on ur waist
echoes of your moans, and ripped lingerie
seems to fill this space
and this space that we had
my feelings were true, yours better left unsaid
fuckin leave it to you, whispering them in my bed
i know im a man but my heart still beats red

goin back to the nights on ur silk pillow case
where the sweat was drippin off of ur face
thats all i seem to dream bout these days

im sick of all these songs i write about you
im tired of seeing ur in face in the pain i go through
im too weak to keep holding onto you

i meant nothing to you
i meant nothing to you
if time can heal these wounds
she can burry you w her too

i meant nothing to you
i meant nothing to you
if i see ur ghost in my room
do i haunt you too

i meant nothing to you

¯`v´¯) I Love My Girls
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ripped lingerie {prod. why loner}

will i ever be happy

if i fucked around n died some 
u think id get to heaven quicker
do you think it b ok if gods behind the trigger
i got a bad bitch and i think shes makin him a lil bitter
cuz she loves me knowin im a rotten sinner

will i ever be, will i ever be, will i ever be happy

got black holes for eyes and blood on my cheeks
got the devil in my ear cuz my angel never speaks
could you hand me a mirror, i need to know what she sees
need to know what she sees
what does she see in me
got a handle in my hand, nicotine on my breath
the world starts to spin
its called the dance of death
dont close my eyes im scared ill see whats next
dont go to sleep hit a bitch up for sex, sent a text

startin to realize im better off alone
on a no name basis these hoes stay unknown
i like to leave em behind when they get too close
loves a race bitch, we goin toe to toe

hands in my pocket
razor blade in her locket
something in her eyesocket
dont think drugs gonna stop it
another damaging topic
talkin bout how im toxic
another pill she gonna pop it
she wants to see me in a coffin

if i fucked around n died some 
u think id get to heaven quicker
do you think it b ok if gods behind the trigger
i got a bad bitch and i think shes makin him a lil bitter
cuz she loves me knowin im a rotten sinner

will i ever be, will i ever be, will i ever be happy



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sinner (prod. jody)

producer: https://soundcloud.com/pposture

Lyrics:

when its raining outside 
the voice in my mind, weeps
when its draining inside
the feelings that i hide, seep

when the damage makes my brain rot
how do you expect me not to numb my thoughts
when theres a storm, for you, it'll stop
but for me, its a never ending raindrop onslaught
raindrop
raindrop
onslaught, dont stop

everyday i hope for the best
keep my guard up gotta protect whats left
when she lays her head on my chest
theres an inner battle to keep the real me suppressed

real men dont cry is what my momma says
they put lead to they head & pull the trigger instead
no matter how tempting that seems
id rather pour myself another drink

when the damage makes my brain rot
how do you expect me not to numb my thoughts
when theres a storm, for you, it'll stop
but for me, its a never ending raindrop onslaught
raindrop
raindrop
onslaught, dont stop

when its raining outside 
the voice in my mind, weeps
when its draining inside
the feelings that i hide, seep

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raindrop onslaught (prod. pposture)

lyrics:
press ur lips against mine
cuz i dont wanna take another breath from mine
look deep into my eyes
cuz i dont wanna see the world outside
whisper dirty things and take a bite
cuz i dont wanna hear that ill be alright
put ur hands on my face tonight
cuz lord know this is how i wanna die

sleepin alone, never did much for me
hearin u moan, thats a different story
deeper the blows, no one to hold me
bein my home, when i get lonely

my life is dark but u r the light
if i died right now i hope its by your side

press ur lips against mine
cuz i dont wanna take another breath from mine
look deep into my eyes
cuz i dont wanna see the world outside
whisper dirty things and take a bite
cuz i dont wanna hear that ill be alright
put ur hands on my face tonight
cuz lord know this is how i wanna die

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i dont wanna take another breath (prod. HXRXKILLER)

lyrics:
can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

hey universe, if u hear me speakin
beat the shit outta me, id really preciate it
maybe theres a lesson that i really needa learn
u keep creatin fires, and now i just really wanna burn
ion blame u, cuz i do stupid shit
but can u stop goin easy cuz i needa learn quick
try to douse me in gasoline, to make this shit hit
i wanna be a good guy, but u think im unfit

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

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can the world punch me in the face? (prod. HXRXKILLER)

she ended up dipping a week after i dropped this ;/

lyrics: 
im so fucking terrified 
how this is gonna turn out
im so fuckin terrified
that this aint gonna work out
im so fuckin terrified
its gonna turn out like last time

im so fuckin scared
oh im so fuckin scared
that one day when i wake up 
she really wont be there
im so fuckin terrified
i dont want it to turn out like last time

im counting the days 
till things go wrong
im counting the days
till you are gone
im counting the days
till u say, im not where u belong

im counting the days
since things felt right
im counting the days
you hold me at night
im counting the days
till i say

im so fucking terrified 
how this is gonna turn out
im so fuckin terrified
that this aint gonna work out
im so fuckin terrified
its gonna turn out like last time

im so fuckin scared
oh im so fuckin scared
that one day when i wake up 
she really wont be there
im so fuckin terrified
i dont want it to turn out like last time


Couple in love

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terrified {prod. NXCTURNAL)

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

why you wearing a fake smile with ur friends
if u always run away, ur pain will never end
u can say im wrong, when im not, and im geekin
we both know the truth, n it got me thinkin
if i died tomorrow would u regret what u did
or would you be content with how you ended it
i hope it was the truth and nothing fucking less
if i die tomorrow i hope theres nothing left unsaid 

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

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u made the dead in me come alive (prod. HXRXKILLER)

staring at your back while youre running away
i know that youre scared baby its okay
i wish you would give us a chance and stay
cuz baby i wanna change

i wanna hear you say u were running away
i wanna take time to heal our pain
weve both been hurt and thats okay
cuz no ones the same

i kinda wanna die tonight
cuz i think its the only way
to get u off my fuckin mind
im so tired of being brave
reminded of the little things
n all the lies that you would say
u really liked to give me wings
but took em so u flew away

and the me inside ur head
wasnt me at all
it was those who did u bad
but u made me take the fall

staring at your back while youre running away
i know that youre scared baby its okay
i wish you would give us a chance and stay
cuz baby i wanna change

i wanna hear you say u were running away
i wanna take time to heal our pain
weve both been hurt and thats okay
cuz no ones the same

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.

oh look shes running away (prod. vaegud X sketchmyname)

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

all of these days ive be drownin in my thoughts
thinkin of yo face n how u did me wrong
hung me out to dry girl lettin me fuckin rot
back to square 1 where im scared of my own thoughts

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

ion wanna cry
i was just ur toy baby dont u lie
dont fuckin lie
i was just another condom that u threw to the side

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

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i can see the cold in ur eyes (prod. vaegud X hxrxkiller)

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

i think about u while she suckin my dick
(damn)
vodka, no chaser pour 4 more fo me bitch
(yeah)
i dont know why i do what i do
thinkin bout u when im with my boos
trynna numb out yo voice in my head
but the more i drink the louder it gets

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

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u and me (prod. vaegud)

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

i can understand it by the spaces in ur breath
and in everything little way that you dont touch me like you did
but imma write it off and say you goin through a phase
cuz im too fuckin scared to hear ur feelins may have changed
and i know, im fuckin stupid, cuz i dont listen to it
and i know, you goin through it, and ion wanna prove it
ignorance is bliss when somethings going on
im goin crazy what the fucks going wrong

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

im afraid to accept the fact that somethings change
cuz ive grown so used to hearin u say my name

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

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somethings wrong (prod. 5head)

prod. hxrxkiller

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

being brought up just to be let down
use me as ur life saver, leave me to drown
im glad ur doin better, ion feel so good now
ion feel so good now
ion feel so
i cant tell whats real anymore
i got too many feelings that i choose to ignore
i cant trust love that shit killed me before
but i guess i can trust this empty whore

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

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if my heart could talk

prod. blade901

for hours n hours 
im pickin myself up
im wondering where in my life
i got fucked up
believed all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spendin tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains, or hit u on my phone
doing the things that i told u i wont
losing the real me this pain wont let go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

four hours n hours
my boys keep me held up
im wonderin how much
i drank to get fucked up
bought all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spending tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains or put blade to my bone
doing the things that i promised i wont
but its fuck u bitch u let me go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

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last night

prod. vaegud x sketchmyname

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x4)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

momentary pleasure
temporary relief
ur company lasts an hour
but loneliness never leaves
the moans disguise the words i wanna say
while ur touch wears off like nova-cane
the warm embrace of a blades
been keepin me company for days
is it too much to ask
if you could stay w me

stay w me
stay w me
for the night
for tonight
actin like we care 
(x2)

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x2)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

kisses

prod. discent

none of my exes ever hit me back
they hate my guts and ignore what we had
they dont give a fuck, well fuck em back
imma fuck their life and blow out its back
(x2)

youre one of those 
that couldnt give 2 shits
so lemme be that 1 dick
to tell u how it is
hol up
lemme sing it out
you. a. fuckin. bitch

fuck a bitch that aint never told the truth
n
fuck a bitch that dont care about u 
n
fuck an ex dat only hits u up
when they want something 
and then leave u sprung

none of my exes ever hit me back
they hate my guts and ignore what we had
they dont give a fuck, well fuck em back
imma fuck their life and blow out its back

hate my guts

prod. (hxrxkiller)

dont have money for the good master but hope yall like it <3

lyrics:
tell me how it feels to be distant
ill tell u how it feels to be different
lets match up our scars 
baby pick up the knife
lets see whos gonna
cut the deepest
(oh no)
imma say i hate u cuz
i love u too much
u gonna say u hate me
cuz u wanna move on
im standin up here w ur spit on my face
why u keeping ur mouth away from my name?
(X2)

i wonder if things would be different
if i payed attention to my own interests
instead of bein ignant to the words she was missin
n wonderin if im hittin from the right position

cuz ive been hearing all the whisperin inside of my head
baby i wish you knew how ive been running my thoughts
till my conscious is dead cuz my mind
doesnt like to make sense anymore

tell me how it feels to be distant
ill tell u how it feels to be different
lets match up our scars 
baby pick up the knife
lets see whos gonna
cut the deepest
(oh no)
imma say i hate u cuz
i love u too much
u gonna say u hate me
cuz u wanna move on
im standin up here w ur spit on my face
why u keeping ur mouth away from my name?
(X2)

cut the deepest

prod. vaegud

lyrics:
u always here when im thinking of u 
u disappear when i think i found you
u always near i can hear ur voice
but u disappear in background noise

why cant u stay w me
whats ur thing w hide n seek
hard enough to want what isnt seen
apparition u haunt my dreams
(X2)

you love to leave
you love to tease
you love to show yourself 
in every girl i think i need

keep chasin u around erry hoe
when im in ur hand u just let go
standin on this chair to get out of this hole
kick it out under me only to be held up by rope

u always here when im thinking of u 
u disappear when i think i found you
u always near i can hear ur voice
but u disappear in background noise

why cant u stay w me
whats ur thing w hide n seek
hard enough to want what isnt seen
apparition u haunt my dreams
(X2)

apparition

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

why am i ok

prod. blade901

LYRICS:
your such a beautiful piece of shit
i wish i didnt love
i wish i didnt love
your such a fucked up sweet angel
curse me when youre gone
curse me when youre gone

when i wake up
and your nowhere to be found
when i wake up
and ur holdin me down
when i wake up
why does it feel the same

when i wake up 
and my blud is pourin down
when i wake up
and my heart is on the ground
why does it always end this way

bang bang let my heart go rip rip
shame shame watch the blud stain my drip drip
blame blame on my name get a grip grip
aim aim watch yo mouth while i spit spit
pain pain my lip stays bit bit
lame lame watch yo voice get slit slit
came came never did when i hit hit
fame fame on its way no comin wit wit

why u such a mother fuckin piece of shit shit
(X2)

SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC

blud stain

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

sittin in the back drownin out the last me
special connection to u meant nothing
i wonder if it was real or i was lying
to myself in hopes u would love me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

ion wanna b awake (i cant sleep) prod. 5head

if u wanna go motherfucka just leave, shit
we dont gotta talk while u walk or speak bitch
lookin at my phone while u texting "i miss this"
if thats what u think why the fuck did u ditch it

why u still leavin if ur scared that u lost me
ur minds sprayin bullshit, let yo heart do the talkin
u always slam the door, but you come back knockin
u try to murder us, but cant stand the haunting 
(x2)

my heads so twisted i cant fucking think
how many words did u even mean
you say u miss me and make u feel things
that no ones brought out for u to see

ghosts from ur past and ur last just passed me
in the same night you left, you text him
so whats the truth, how do u feel
do u hate him and want me or was that never real

if u wanna go motherfucka just leave, shit
we dont gotta talk while u walk or speak bitch
lookin at my phone while u texting "i miss this"
if thats what u think why the fuck did u ditch it

why u still leavin if ur scared that u lost me
ur minds sprayin bullshit, let yo heart do the talkin
u always slam the door, but you come back knockin
u try to murder us, but cant stand the haunting 
(x2)

ditch it (overwhelmed) [prod. hxrxkiller]

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

i wanna be better
but better ain't no fun
life tries to kill me
death never did me wrong
i'm going fuckin crazy
brains fucked in the head
alcoholic co dependent
writing songs for the dead
dead inside that's a lie i feel alive
when i feel you 
lovin moments n subtle sadness
vodka help to keeps the balance 
so swimming in a bottle is more than just mental exercise
i'm trynna fucking drown myself, escape from my fuckin life
but that can't really help can it
sure it makes me numb
but if i'm numb i won't feel sadness 
so this who i am
this is who i b 
do u think u can fix me?

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

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idk u, udk me (prod.raspo)

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LYRICS:
every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality 

every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality

blind (prod. 5head)

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

wanted to try to find someone i could hold
all i found was nothin more than a broken girl
in a dark cold world who am i to wonder why
everybody leaves time after time

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

bout u (prod. raspo)

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

but i'm still loved 
i don't know why
i want to be hated
but the more i try
i gain more than i lose
accept the ugly truth
life ain't fair
dat ain't nothin new

i'm a lil fuckin prick
u a big fuckin bitch
big ole mouth
big target to hit
quite yo shit
imma slice yo wrists
jesus w ur blood on my palms
forgiveness is sin the world that i run
no one gives af if u down n ur done
die in the dirt w ur bitch on my mouth w my middle finger up

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

i hate everything (prod. discent)

she said ion care enough to love her
but im okay w that
cuz i aint here to find another
just want her to throw it back

they say them hips dont lie
damn maybe theyre right
cuh her lips do all the talkin
but that waist gon make me blind 
(X2)

I feel so lost
in her eyes
whats wrong
with me

she said ion care enough to love her
but im okay w that
cuz i aint here to find another
just want her to throw it back

they say them hips dont lie
damn maybe theyre right
cuh her lips do all the talkin
but that waist gon make me blind 
(X2)

I feel so lost
in her eyes
whats wrong
with me

loveme (prod.poppa)

theres this game that i play
where i like to say
im safe in her arms
but i know thats a lie

theres this place that i hide
somewhere no one can find
oops i misplaced my life
kinda lose myself sometimes

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays
(X2)

i dont know why i isolate myself
the only time ill hang is with my belt
everyone was there to watch me drown
but i lost anyone who could get me out

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays 
(X2)

white lies (prod. bartes)

i dont know why i try to fix everything with you
cuz most times i get overwhelmed n u let everything fall through
i dont know how u confused my pretty face up with a rug
but somethings gotta go and oh well baby that things us

im sorry for fuckin up ur favorite songs lyrics
im sorry for not reading ur mind, i couldnt hear it
im sorry for saying hes a nice guy,
i didnt know he used to swerve u all the damn time
(sheesh)
im sorry for havin a good day when ur in a bad mood
im sorry for Cindy gettin more likes than you
im sorry for saying sorry
i use the word too loose
but maybe im just sorry to myself for you

i heard a story
from my cousins sisters best friend
its kind of boring
i thought youd be doing more
than just unzippin ur pants
with how you hurt me
i know i wish u bad
but damn i wished u better than that
more along the lines of puking while giving head
(blah)

i dont know why i try to fix everything with you
cuz most times i get overwhelmed n u let everything fall through
i dont know how u confused my pretty face up with a rug
but somethings gotta go and oh well baby that things us

isaw ur story
on my bestfriends instagram
it was pretty corny
i dont know how u ran around that fast
with how you hurt me
i know i wished u bad
but tell me lil shorty did u think this far
runin up ur miles aint gon fix ur heart

i dont know why i try to fix everything with you
cuz most times i get overwhelmed n u let everything fall through
i dont know how u confused my pretty face up with a rug
but somethings gotta go and oh well baby that things us

lol sorry (prod. erlax)

when i was young id fall asleep on the stairs
plying too hard but my daddy was there
picking me up and tucking me in
life was so safe
life wasnt this

when i was young id find my dad passed out on the stairs
life was too hard but his bottle was there
too small to pick him up id shake him with care
his life wasnt safe
his life wasnt fair

he gave us his all and he never complained
all of our responsibilities and all of our pain
all of our stress and all of our blame
to clean the messes we made
through the loss 
he would say

put my finger in the dam 
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
im all ill ever need
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
bottled from the world
so they dont think i need saving

put my finger on the hammer
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
my pain will never speak
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
death will never shake me
bottle or a gun
which one will take me?

the bottle took him when i was just 16
barely cried, n been poppin bottles lately
today i took and addi
hoping my heart would give out
n stop fighting
the tears that i needed to spill out
im not used to water on my face
or this feeling of not knowing my place
i dont wanna b another stat on a page
i dont wanna b another silent victim of this age
so ill never say

put my finger in the dam 
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
im all ill ever need
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
bottled from the world
so they dont think i need saving

put my finger on the hammer
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
my pain will never speak
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
death will never shake me
bottle or a gun
which one will take me?

b a man (prod. caspr)

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