prod fats'e
w/
@heylog  &
@lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

heylog:
ur across the states, i wish it wasn't the truth
it's either them or me, now ur gone.. you had to choose
so i gave you a piece of art i took time and drew
u can keep it forever, i hope it stays with u
you've got so much ahead of u and goals to accomplish
while i make a song saying "log u need to top this"
but god i'm tired and the struggle is real
i died and came back to life, now i can't feel

fats'e:
life goes on
can't say i didn't try
just not hard enough
found a new timeline
just tossed to the side
died and came back to life

we both come undone
feeling stuck in a loop
that i can't seem to outrun
feeling stuck in a loop can't escape

skele:
n god i’d love to talk 
but look just not right now 
got some shit to say 
i jus don’t know how 
i spent like every night alone jus fucking dreaming of you 
n love i know your hurting 
it kills me too 

n tell me why 
it always gets so hard 
getting out of bed 
feels like i’m heading to war 
n if i saw the reaper know he’d take me for sure
breaking down alone 
i put my head to the door 

i don’t get it 
i thought i was better 
u said it 
so why can’t i remember 
i’m sick of living like this 
i hate the medicine 
im sick of crying like this 
it never fucking ends 

n at this point think i’ve died twice 
really good at fucking up my life 
n i don’t care if you love me
i just need you to lie 
life goes on, i just don’t wanna try 
i got used to all the pain inside

died and came back to life (w/ heylog & skele)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

next track delayed while i get my mental health in check :/

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
told her let go, jus a fuck up from the get go
simply fkn with my mental
setbacks roll me, no cigarillo 
steady on my dick but ur chick still hit the set tho 
tryna kick it, nigga think he liu kang
bad lil bish offa addy and a mood swing
kush smell like cat piss, been smokin on magic
got blood on my jeans w/ blunt ash on this mattress-
oh my god~ 
smoke in bed until this shi happen again
and fall apart in my car, you break my heart like i was dead
so MIA, dissipate with every thought inside my head
wish i was better, said the letter that i bet u never read

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗
i could fuck off if that’s what u want
its been a Long night lit I could see the sun
baby here’s a tip 
dont be scared of fun
i could show u how to get ur body numb
we pop outside then its back to the night
id rather that u cry than prepared for a fight
baby how u feel 
she said alright then alright
i would kiss it better but im scared that u bite
wonder if these bullets could be stopped by his tai chi..

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 + 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
in this bitch silent
im not too inviting
baby if u pull it 
shits about to get violent
she might be my baby
but she turn a tyrant
gotta let go
i remain a fuck up right from the get go
you a slimey little bitch u a gecko!
all my dogs inside the crib like a petco
its the bro code
u aint special🖕🏼

out_of_ord3r w/ sewerperson (necu)

nico north - Skin

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

It’s so cold will you bring me warm
And I would never do you harm
The taste of the dirt on my tongue humbles me again 
Even when I’m hurt I’ll protect you until the very end 
Looking back I’m at fault for never stepping in
And I can love you better babe you just gotta tell me when 

X2: Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me 

December is creeping along painfully slow
Ever since I fucked it all up by letting her go 
It’s funny how the loves never there when you need it most 
Throw stones at my porcelain heart and act like it’s while 
So lay me down in roses when I pass on to the other side 
And I pray you feel the same when I say there’s nothing else you could’ve tried 
I’m still in her arms I fall asleep and I dream at night 
Peace misses chaos that’s my broken mind
So stuck in silence  
Fire fills my eyelids 
All these toxins inside this alcohol leave me beaten up 
Nightmares from this poison inside this liquor cup 

Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me

Maybe I can just lay in this field forever 
Waiting for death to come and wash me over 
And turn all my bones into four leaf clovers 
And no I don’t wanna sleep (no more)
Turn your ashes to dirt that you leave on your front porch 
Leave my heart for the trees (go home)
Tell the people I love not to grieve when I let go 
You said to me it’s fine 
Don’t wait and change my mind 
So now I’m starting to sleep turning dust into dreams like the stars in the midnight sky 
(I don’t wanna go)

I don’t wanna bleed 
I don’t wanna sleep 
And I don’t wanna leave 
Yeah I don’t wanna leave 

(And I don’t wanna run)
But I’ve been feeling so done 
Only place I’m finding peace is inside a loaded gone 
Insomnia up for weeks just let me be let me rot 
Terrified to go to sleep I got no where I can run

I dont wanna sleep ft. Sewerperson and Days to Waste (Irby/Jolst)

NICO NORTH - #WaveSoldier PROD. WINONA

sirens ft kennedyxoxo (noahmadethis x jolst)

lyrics: 

ya ya ya ya
They all know the drill 
I made them cut the lights off
U aint on this list cause u been fuckin with the boss
Everybody tryna glow up but they aint ready for the cost
Fuck a price check
Baby girl just tap it on my card like a mic check
Violins playing when I merge into fast track
Violence spreading like the purge when I board the jet
I smoked too much cookie last month I swear im bored of it

It got old
Ya I tried to reminisce but guess what
It got old
Oh ya I tried to bite my lip but guess what
It got old ya it gets old
Some shit never change while the rest grows mold
I could feel the bass when it bang thru the home
I smoked One too many dabs I got stains on my clothes
Ya its knock knock bitch we gon kick the door down
Ya I whip inside the flash and it turned a ghost town
Its big dirt oh he lucky that I really hate talking
U know I just had to pop out quickly for a project
Once they see im locked in
I know all of them watching
I could feel the eyes all on my back like a fendi bag
They like where’s the wave
Where’s the wave
Then I walk in
Walking in off whites im dead how its toe tagged
Bitch they had me boxed in
Like look at what they offering
If I dont keep my concense
Than frankly I dont want it its done
I spent so long in the mud
Its taking me a while to adjust to the sun
But this shit impossible if I dont get numb
So I pick up my papers and stuff them with runtz
Once I get faded than anywhere is home
Brought east Toronto cross sea into Rome
Bitch this shit beautiful put down the phone
Cause Im tryna reach out and grab at the moon lets go

ya ya ya ya
They all know the drill 
I made them cut the lights off
U aint on this list cause u been fuckin with the boss
Everybody tryna glow up but they aint ready for the cost
Fuck a price check
Baby girl just tap it on my card like a mic check
Violins playing when I merge into fast track
Violence spreading like the purge when I board the jet
I smoked too much cookie last month I swear im bored of it

cookee (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

Pikes of kings guard
Atop a desecrated throne
They say the royals will bleed blue
But here im covered in its rose
I punch out fragments of his bones
I dug so deep I touched his soul
Drag him to the boat
Burn his carcass in our cove
Feed his pieces to the wolves
Yah I need to see him ripped
They tear his trachea out his throat
All those teeth had got a grip
Ill be damned
Spread this plague through out these sands
Break down everything by hand
They dont get the fucking depth
Of what will happen when we land

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

NICO NORTH - #WaveSoldier PROD. WINONA

NICO NORTH

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