For my depressed ass vibes 😌✨

IGOR

GONE, GONE / THANK YOU

A Cruel Angel's Thesis - Lofi

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1ExSWSeGt3o

【たかやん/ Takayan】 - 彼氏のことが嫌いな女の子の曲

昨日、近所で見たんだ 三輪車を漕いでる少女を
本当の笑顔で 汚ければ出せない 透き通る汗が垂れていた
昔と比べれば自由になったのか 黒さを知っただけなのか
知らない奴にペコペコしたり 不自由な社会の渦ん中に落ちる
相手できずに21年目 作り方を教えてよ先生
靴脱ぎゃ洗いっぱなしの皿と服 

まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった

いっそ生まれてこなけりゃ 味わうことは無かった
好きな人の嘘 友人への嫉妬 求める見返り 
もうマジ辛かったなァ あぁあぁあぁあぁあぁ
死んだら意識はどうなる？視界は見える？この世界、地獄？
この人生の一番の課題 誰も知らないから仕方が無い
分かんないから 好きに生きていいか？

あ～めんどくせえな！ 我儘に生きてやろう！

まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった

マブダチが結婚しても 上手く応援できないよ
いつだって置いて行かれても 心はガキのまま いたいの！

良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味残酷だ。
良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味自由だった。

だ け ど ね さ ま よ い つ づ け る

たかやん - 腐りきった人生だ。/   Takayan - It's a rotten life.

This Song is NOT made by me. It belongs to inumokuwaneeyo. I just wanted to vibe to this on Soundcloud. :D

神山羊さんっぽい曲作ってみた  inumokuwaneeyo | RED

I did not make that banger 
Song on youtube :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zMzao6ax6k

Beatmap Osu! :
https://osu.ppy.sh/beatmapsets/1153984#osu/2408391

SUNRISE

Isubokuro - 阿吽のビーツ Aun no beats

YT UPLOAD: https://youtu.be/6-iXFMfR_OM

"If I were to cheat, I wonder if you’d say you love me?"
«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»

･ﾟ✧CREDITS✧･ﾟ
⯈Music & lyrics: たかやん / Takayan (https://twitter.com/takayan_gorizal)
⯈Track: prodbyallvert (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqc5-uOnW_jjtiSBlSvLwBw)
⯈Cover, illustration & video: Me!
⯈Original YT upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4WsQsRgbls
«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»

･ﾟ✧SOCIAL MEDIA✧･ﾟ
⯈ carrd: https://magu.carrd.co/
⯈ Twitter: https://twitter.com/magurorone
⯈ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/magurone

玩具 "Toy" / Takayan ver. seafoam

ずっと真夜中でいいのに。『お勉強しといてよ』（ZUTOMAYO - STUDY ME) Slowed

everybody loves somebody (slowed)

[slowed]You Can Be My Juliet Because You’re Gonna End Up Dead [Ollie MN] [Repeated] [slowed]

薬物中毒の曲/(Bad Trip)/Takayan

for when ur crying urself to sleep but u don't wanna keep hitting replay

heather by conan gray one hour (slowed + reverb)

No where to run but its only "Youre gonna die, Im gonna kill you"

Yeah, while you’re alive.
if you’re kind and believing
There has to have been a time you were betrayed by a loved one
Like when the person you are dating suddenly asked for a breakup
I loved them to death, with deadly painful memories clouding my heart 
there are so many tragic events that we don’t know what’s important
Thinking of my surrounding too much, “Who am I?” No content
“I don’t know after all strangers are strangers” But I can’t love myself yet
My smartphone is a war of contradictions, my personality becomes opposite because of other’s 
happiness.
It’s okay, it’s okay, drama queen
Want to die but once dead it’s cruel that it means nothing
Just conveying “love” I’ve given up at the first step
Well don’t rush it, live desperately and shine
Don’t have money to use for your #1 favorite but, cute, cry and laugh high pitched
Hiding your depression and working hard, screams of pain, Whispering in my ear.
One day make them regret, right now just stay depressed!
If you want to cry, cry. If you can’t laugh, don’t laugh
Until you can knock down the bacteria made from empty self cuts
Let’s run away to a place you want on the high way, I’ll listen to your problems.
No matter what others oppose, all your decisions are correct, I'm listening like the pain in your chest.
Money and politics is sh*t, life and afterlife is sh*t
But I want to be someone who can accept all that~.
I mean, life seems long but short, So don't waste it on someone heartless.
After all, this is a game so
Stop putting your self down! You can only live once! Love yourself, dull or warm even if it's just a little!

The lyrics for Takayan's song "You can leave it as it is."


Link to song: https://youtu.be/U9wWTcyoLxM

Link to Takayan's Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

Please enjoy!

For my depressed ass vibes 😌✨

Arson