Work In Progress

Haha, another one from the archive! Recorded Jan 2007, but actually older than that. Don't have any time to record new stuff so thought I'd give you all a laugh and upload this one. Please bear in mind that it's a bit rubbish, so no positive comments please, just scathing criticism, ta. Nigel

Armchair (In Vitro)

Old song, never recorded, until now. Not brilliant, just quick and dirty, lo-fi. 


Dead and down the drain
Run my dreams washed down by rain
I pray for the sun
But the forecast stays the same…

Any fool can see
What a fool you made of me.
I reached for the sky
For a hand to rescue me
It's a waste of time

It’s already too late	
They’re all ready to take control
It’s all out of my hands
I’ll just sit here and wait
My fate

We all need a crutch
We all need someone to touch
And the hands that feed
Are the ones we need so much

My love don't speak its name
It just hangs its head in shame
And fair-weather friends
Write me postcards from the plane
They don't waste no time

It’s already too late
They’re all ready to take control
It’s all out of my hands
I’ll just sit here and wait
My fate

And it’s too late to help me now
Yes it’s too late, it’s too late
I’ll just sit here alone and wait
Cos it’s my fate, it’s my fate

Dead and down the drain
Run my dreams washed down by rain


Dead And Down The Drain **DEMO** - Nigel Mines

Crazy. I'm not crazy
About maybe, oh but lately
Things have been crazy, I'm in a daydream
I thought you'd hate me, turns out you saved me

And I was just thinking aloud
and I would not leave you to doubt
That I'm not bailing out

Think. I'm not thinking
Do something, (do something), just do something
To keep me from drowning, keep me from sinking
'Cos I'm in a tailspin, crashing and burning

And I was just thinking aloud
and I would not leave you to doubt
That I'm not bailing out

In, out, in, out, in, out, in, out

After all the years of waiting I decided
It was time that I need to decide if I am

In, out, in, out, in, out, in, out

Crazy (In:out) demo - Nigel Mines

Demo, just me and a guitar and some layered backing vocals.


I Need It So Much

What the eye don’t see the heart don’t dream about
What you do to me got me craving like a schoolboy fantasy and

I gotta have it, I gotta have it now
I gotta have it, I gotta have it now

You always wrap it up when I want to wear it home
About given up ‘cause you like to keep me waiting for so long and

I gotta have it, I gotta have it now
I gotta have it, I gotta have it now

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Gotta have it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Gotta have it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Gotta have it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I need it so much
I need it so much
I need it so much
I need it so much


I Need It (So Much)

Wrote this after spending two weeks at my dad's bedside. We eventually switched off his life support machine. This is for dad.


Leave the Machine (Anxiety)

If I could rely on your help in my trial
Don’t leave me on my own please

It’s beeping, I’m sleeping. It keeps me from dreaming
Your secrets are safe with me

Don’t crowd me please
I find it hard to breath
With the weight of your anxiety


Don’t crowd me please
I find it hard to breath
With the weight of your anxiety

This iron lung which makes me breath
Keeps me under
A better place there has to be
But you’re too blind to see

Slow breathing, slow bleeding
No walls and no ceiling
I’m leaving, don’t keep me here

Don’t help me please
I’ll find it hard to leave…
…the machine…
…the machine…
…the machine…


Leave the Machine

To the bad people. You know who you are...


All That You Wanted

Was all that you wanted all that you got?
And all that you dreamed of, when you add it all up?
Was all I remember all you forgot?

And all that you left me: a blessing or curse?
I carry it with me for better or worse
Is my glass half empty or half full of nothing at all?

You took what you wanted when my back was turned
A lesson you taught me that I never learned
You filled me with hatred before I could turn

To see your face, I wish I could see your face
I wish I could see your face, I wish I could see your face
Hiding in the darkness, closing doors behind me
Coming out of nowhere, coming to remind me
Coming up behind me, coming deep inside me
Hoping that you’ll find me a place in your heart

I didn’t get what I wanted; I got what I earned
I’m so disappointed, my bridges all burned
I’m done with the hatred; now I can turn

To see your face, now I can see your face
Now I can see your face, now I can see your face 
Hiding in the darkness, closing doors behind you
Coming out of nowhere, coming to remind you
Coming up behind you, I’m so glad I’ve found you
Reaching deep inside you and tear out your heart

Was all that you wanted all that you got?
And all that you dreamed of when you add it all up?


All That You Wanted

Recorded a few years ago in very poor conditions. Really must redo....


Painkillergun

Their faces crowd around me
They’ve only come to stare
They try to understand me
They talk like I’m not really there

No time for indecision
No time for schemes and plans
It’s just a small incision
I know my life is in your hands

When will this pain ever go, now that you’re gone?
Why did this painkiller gun only make things worse?
The bullet lodged in my brain, the one with your name.
And when they open me up you’ll be there

Your promise sounded hollow
I saw it in your eyes
But I was bound to follow
And what I found was no surprise

You said that pain never comes if you believe
That with your painkiller gun I would be free to choose
But the bullet lodged in my brain, the one with your name.
And when they open me up you’ll be there

Like a hole in my head, like a dirty stain from the words that you said
I can scrape my brain ‘til the blood runs red but you’ll still remain
Like a hole in my head, in my head

You said that pain never comes if you believe
That with your painkiller gun I will be free at last
And when they open me up I will be free at last
And when they open me up I will be free at last


Painkiller Gun - Nigel Mines

OK, more from the archive, this was very much a work in progress, bit different to other stuff. Would love to reprise this. I think this was in my Kid A period???

Tannoy - Nigel Mines

Singer/Songwriter based near Bath, UK.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Looking for opportunities to play live, and collaborators/fellow musicians who want to join me on my journey&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;If you like what you hear then become a fan and tell the world!