another 3am demo. gonna start dropping finished stuff soon i swear.

lyrics:
not much is going on
as you can plainly see
i was being haunted
then the ghost got bored of me

no alarms, no surprises
what a glorious day
take a seat boy
i think you've earned your stay

and all i want are pretty pictures
to tell me that i'm doin' okay
'cause if somebody doesn't tell me
how will i know what to say?

sink into my chair
fill a bottomless hole
you broke my heart
so i'm gonna crush my soul

i like people who 
make me feel like someone else
so the next time you see me
i might not be myself

and all I want are pretty pictures
made especially for me
'cause if somebody doesn't tell me
how will i know who to be?

i realized
i was fading away
just flesh and bones
with nothing much to say

is this all that
my life will be?
just sit and stare at
all of the pretty
pretty

pictures x4

pretty pictures (demo)

a collection of songs written from 2016 to 2018.

What I Wanted

Subject

Nothing Left

maybe if i say it enough times it'll make it true

Long Walks

If You're Leaving

random thing i recorded at 3am. kinda like it though.

lyrics:
i was here today 
and that's all i can really say

i looked at the stars today
they suddenly felt far away

i looked in the mirror today
and saw that nothing's really changed

keep at it

i thought of you today
and realized everything had changed
you suddenly felt far away

paledriver