man i wanna die i hate this life full of responsibilities, i wanna be 12 again..

its amazing how a song can make you feel so many emotions...

sampled yandere - picture book 
check it out here
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere/gfmoment

suki

when you are in my arms, I feel how all my feelings and emotions merge into a single whole, a wave of complex shape, it all resonates

blissful

even if all of it ended painfully, those times were full of happiness.

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wandering again

still a quiet evening...

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

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Internal Chaos

The Expansion of Infinity

In 2019, after releasing my single Distant Visions, a fan reached out and said:
“Almost sounds like something from a second interstellar suite.”

That one sentence stirred something in me. It took me back to The Maestoso Interstellar Suite—a work I originally released in 2006 and expanded into a double-disc experience for its 10-year anniversary in 2016. I began to ask myself: Is there more to explore in that soundscape? Could there be a continuation—not a sequel, but a new frontier?

At the time, I had also released a companion version of the suite: a more accessible, “radio edit” style reimagining called Singularities. It wasn’t just a shortened take—it was a different perspective. Like looking at a galaxy from another angle.

And now, Singularities has found its true home—as the next entry in a new, ever-evolving musical journey.

Welcome to Infinity

Infinity is more than a project. It’s a living archive. A space where reinterpretations and original compositions coexist. Ambient. Orchestral. Space-driven. Timeless. It has no definitive ending—only a series of unfolding volumes, each offering a glimpse into the same emotional cosmos from a different light.

Infinity Volume II – Singularities

This volume reintroduces the material from The Maestoso Interstellar Suite through a reframed lens: shortened, accessible, and arranged to stand on its own as individual pieces. If the Suite was a continuous voyage, Singularities is the constellation map—each track a star with its own identity, orbiting the same emotional core.

Originally created as an alternate listening experience, this version of Singularities now shines as a fully realized volume within Infinity. It respects its source material while offering something more focused—more immediate—without losing depth.

Where It’s Going

The Infinity series continues to grow. Each volume refines, reimagines, or reaches beyond what came before. And there’s more to come:

Infinity Volume I – The Maestoso Interstellar Suite

Infinity Volume II – Singularities

With each step, I revisit and reshape ideas I once thought complete. And with every new piece, I get closer to the sound I’ve always heard in my head—now finally possible with the tools I have today.

Maybe it’s unconventional. Maybe it’s a little obsessive.
But that’s Infinity—and it’s not supposed to end.

🎧 Listen on your favorite platform:
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