O-Good Haze

P-Bark at the Mars

G.R.

Seriously Almost Jazzed

Into the Grail

U-Veg Out Feast

X-Broken Knot

“Give Me a Fucking Break” 
This song is for you, David.
You came into my Life with a lot of Love and a lot of Intention.
You wanted something Real, Fast, Fully, Immediately.
And I understand why — you feel deeply, and you don’t hide it.
That is something rare and beautiful in you.

But I need to say this clearly:

We are not walking the same Path anymore.

Not because there is no Love,
but because the Way we Love is different.

You moved toward closeness with Speed —
I needed Space to breathe.
You wanted Answers —
I was still learning to understand my own Heart.

This Song is not Anger.
This Song is not Regret.
This Song is the Moment where I finally speak the Truth:

It’s over between Us.

Not in a dramatic Way.
Not in a cruel Way.
Just in a real Way.

Thank you for what you felt.
Thank you for what you gave.
Thank you for the part of the Journey we shared.

But my life is moving forward in a different Direction now.
And I am choosing Peace, Clarity, and Myself.

— Kitka

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Unauthorized copying, reproduction, distribution, or sampling is strictly prohibited.
This recording and composition are protected under international copyright law.

Give Me a Fucking Break (432 Hz)

ABYSS!

Ixchel’s Lament

VOID.CHANCE.TOTALITY

e t / i n i f n i / t s a v y t i l i b i s s / o p e c a / p s

T_V_S_O_I_P

0..1

Evolve.

u c n i u s r a m s b o c o s t e m

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Welcome

I make music about the Thelemic path, and other life experiences.

Best enjoyed in a quiet, dark room with your eyes closed, for maximum absorption. 

Electronic noise and metal influences with occult themes.

I mostly use koala and spire on my phone with garage band on my computer as an occasional recorder for guitars, bass and synthesizers. Sometimes I’ll play around with SunVox and LSDJ. Now I have some Pocket Operators, and a KORG Monotron Delay to add to the mix.

An eclectic, post-industrial amalgamation of all of my favorite musical influences and genres. I enjoy making layers of textures, using found sounds from life. I'll often make a beat, just to completely destroy it again later in the song.

I often use an ai created album cover art, but I make my own music by hand. 

Jaakukaba has been replaced by NIHIL OBSTAT as of 2024, because everyone needs a new start sometimes

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