i wanna go

Odd melody.  Unusual chords. Strange lyrics. I tried to turn this into a song but it didn't want to go. Until it did.

Verse 1:
I’ll be there when you need me
I’ll be there at the source
Of strength and hope in the face
Of sorrow and remorse
I’ll be there in those moments
When all you feel is pain
And even if I’ve been before
I’ll return again.

Verse 2:
When the day is getting darker
And all there is is night
When ground starts to shaking
And the others all take flight
The storm all engulfing
Saps your strength with it’s might
If you think you know who’s with you
You just might be right

Verse 3:
You’re a part of everyone
And we’re all a part of you
No one is ever quite alone
I think you know that's true
You have no need of magic
Or supernatural beings
You and I we are alone here
You and I can share the dream

Verse 4:
When you and I learn things
How the world is full of pain
How injustice and violence
Are enacted in our name
We can draw upon each others strength
And let our voice ring clear
With our brothers and our sisters
We can’t be stopped by fear

Verse 5:
And if you ever wonder
If you can do great things
Just remember what I told you
In the early days of spring
Together we are who we are
And together we’ll be there.
And if you ever doubt it just remember
I’ll be there

I'll Be There

New track - Through the Darkness!!!

I hope you enjoy and brings some positivity to your life

Many thanks to:
ale_mindlost (https://www.instagram.com/ale_mindlost/)
marco_telecasts (https://www.instagram.com/marco_telecasts/)
oslo_green (https://www.instagram.com/oslo_green/)

Lyrics:
Through the darkness
You gonna see up the light
Just remember what Bob said
Everything is gonna be alright
Through the sorrow and the pain
None of this was in vain
It was all for you to obtain

You must see
everything looks so artificial
it's official
supposed to be beneficial
but it is superficial
and this how things are in society
increasing the levels of anxiety
we need to reconnect with one another
need to see the stranger as a brother
these things will cleanse your soul
and they will help to reach your goals

Thinking about tomorrow 
Thinking  about the past
thinking about everything that doesn't last
Thinking about stuff that is just not important
messing your head up, its just isn't worth it
focus on your goals
focus on your dreams
focus on everything that makes you want to scream
from happiness
It's the greatest gift received
believe open your heart and give

Through the darkness
You gonna see up the light
Just remember what Bob said
Everything is gonna be alright
Through the sorrow and the pain
None of this was in vain
It was all for you to obtain

Remember the light the good the bad
you always have a choice to be free don't be sad
keep your mind clean of all of the distractions
remember the law of the attraction
positivity is part of reality in 3D
disguised as infinity
are you stressed?
just relax and have some tea
the best things in life are free
so appreciate the moment
don't think about a comment
and don't forget that you are your own opponent
so have some faith courage hope and love
and the rest you will get from above

Through the darkness
You gonna see up the light
Just remember what Bob said
Everything is gonna be alright
Through the sorrow and the pain
None of this was in vain
It was all for you to obtain

Enter into deep meditation
visualize your future destination
and in a couple of years
when everything will be clear
remember you became better stronger
through the tear
and until then
keep a smile on your face
walk your own path
slowly it's not a race
so enjoy your life feel the mind liberation
until you reach your destination
illumination

Through the darkness
You gonna see up the light
Just remember what Bob said
Everything is gonna be alright
Through the sorrow and the pain
None of this was in vain
It was all for you to obtain

Through the Darkness

Yeah-ah
And don’t you make me 
Don’t you try to 
Don’t you try to
Girl
You know that you can’t, you know that you shouldn’t
Girl

You can’t play victim
You cannot object to all your lies
Baby girl, you failed me
And I know we test it many times
You try to avoid it
But girl, you know its printed on your mind
Please don’t try to void it
Cause girl, you know you’re destined to be mine

And please don’t try to gas me
No, please don’t try to tell me you’re alright
Baby, please don’t go in hiding
Said I’ll search for you forever, but you think that its a lie
But you cannot define me
Searching all day and all night
Baby girl, hope you know this shit be getting tiring
I’ll hit the breaks, girl come catch up to me

Pick up all your heart
Pick up all of your mind
Pick up all your lives
Pick up all that you hide

Scenery’s changing, time we be losing
Losing my strength, I can’t hold on
Don’t wanna lose you and I don’t know why
Cause you left me quicker than I would’ve tried
And that haunts my soul, that hits me home, and not in a good way
Put me in a tough place, put me in shell
Running away just to get me to love you, but girl not this time

You can’t play victim
You cannot object to all your lies
Baby girl, you failed me
And I know we test it many times
You try to avoid it
But girl, you know its printed on your mind
Please don’t try to void it
Cause girl, you know you’re destined to be mine

victim - Single

victim

out everywhere

victim prod by vitals

Open
Up
Open
Yourself
Open
Up
Open yourself
Open up
Open yourself
Open up
Open yourself
Open up
Open yourself
Open up
Open yourself
Open up
Open yourself 
open up
open yourself

There is no contingency plan for trapping yourself
Please don’t cry about the cards your dealt
I am a liar because I subject myself to myself
And i want to blame it on someone else

I have left others destroy 
destroy my health
But what you want a life or a validation of wealth?
Drop it, pick it up yourself

Open yourself
open yourself
open yourself

Correct it
Be content and express yourself
this is your health

Disrespect is over 
Let them repent on their own
I have no more time left to wait
I have found a new home

I want to build it so fast
I can’t even finish this song
I wanna feel it so bad
I forgot what she has to go through just to be in love

in love with me

it must be so hard to be in love with me

I don’t wanna be sorry no more
I wanna open myself 
And express it for her

Open up
Open yourself
Open up open yourself 

The trap is the trap and I want be held
Against myself by my own will
I won’t make myself suffer
I won’t make myself feel like I’m being killed

Im open to opening myself

I am a lion
But my vocal chords were too taught from guilt

The shame of it is 
The music been sitting here still
But until I opened myself up 
It didn’t matter
These words I couldn’t hear

So I open myself to be open to
i open myself to be open to you
to Not have regret
I open myself that everything that happens 
Is what is meant
But only in control 
Can I stop my descent
I open myself to clean up this mess

I open myself to not accept others judgement 
I open myself to realize my judgement is harshest
Its based on incorrect theories and nonsense
The shame and the guilt aren’t even real
I let others perception spoil my will

I open myself bc im worth opening up for 
I open myself bc I see her walk through the arches of my door
I open myself because I can make amends
To stopping myself from creating this song

Ride the wave and let it go
Ride the wave and let it go
Ride the wave and let it go

I wanna live in the barrel of no regret
I see the sun setting as the waves splash and make me wet
For life and one more ride
Before the sun takes a dive 
I wanna go back
But i realize I never left
I just closed myself off and was depressed in regret

So I open myself
To open myself 
i ride the wave 
to let it go

Panacea

Baby Belly

babydoll w/ taiyo (vescape)

Kua Fu (夸父) (神话 Shénhuà)

Lyrics by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown

Who speaks of giants, bold and true,
Who dares to dream the sky’s deep blue,
And sees not walls, but paths unfurled,
A heart afire to hold the world?

Kuafu rose with dawn’s first light,
An arc of gold, his heart’s delight.
With boundless step, he marked his way,
From eastern morn to western day.

No gentle quest, no idle game,
To bind the heavens, tame the flame.
He drank from rivers deep and wide,
Yet thirst pursued, not satisfied.

The Yellow’s depths, the Wei’s vast sweep,
Could not his burning spirit keep,
For thirst is fire that water scorns,
And vision, bold, the heart adorns.

And so he strode, his shadow cast,
‘Til body broke, his strength surpassed.
Yet even death could not erase
The mark he left on time and space.

His club, once held with hand of might,
Became a grove, a forest bright.
In peach and bloom, his spirit lay,
A woodland born where giants stray.

Some say he rose, a mountain’s spine,
To catch the sun in roots divine;
A crest of earth, his breath held fast,
A monument from future to past.

So let them say, “He fell too soon”—
Who strikes for stars, who grasps the moon,
Knows well the flame that lights the way,
The heart must burn, then fade to clay.

For strength is not in end or prize,
But in the gaze that meets the skies.
To chase the sun, to brave the night—
This is the soul’s eternal flight.

Main Characters
Kuafu – The courageous giant who attempts to chase down and capture the Sun, symbolizing relentless ambition and strength.
The Sun – An untouchable, symbolic force that Kuafu strives to reach, representing an ultimate, unreachable goal.
The Earth – Both the rivers and the land, embodying the natural forces that Kuafu tries to draw from in his quest.

Story Summary
In this mythic tale, Kuafu, a giant of unyielding strength and ambition, sets out to chase and capture the Sun, driven by a fiery determination to achieve the impossible. As he follows the Sun from East to West, Kuafu’s thirst grows insatiable, and he drinks from vast rivers to quench it. Yet his thirst remains unquenched, and despite his boundless resolve, his body ultimately fails him. Even in death, Kuafu’s legacy endures: his club transforms into a vast forest, and some believe he becomes a mountain range, a lasting monument to his courage. The story of Kuafu resonates as a symbol of the human spirit’s willingness to pursue lofty goals, knowing that the journey itself creates meaning and legacy.

Nik Bear Brown – A contemporary poet and lyricist, Nik Bear Brown is known for storytelling that fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, particularly in ballads and narrative songs.

Kua Fu (夸父)

Listen [F. John Wavy]

2024 12 12 Song 1035

Voice
Qing Su (Synthesizer V)

Lyrics
Jego

I’m not socially acceptable (feat. Qing Su)

Reply song:

I could try to change your mind
Think about your sharp words all the time
Living in my guilt now, you're outside
Looking in with burning eyes
Did it just to hurt you, can’t deny
Smiling through the pain, I live that life

You’re incredible, now I see
Now I know for sure, it was you I needed

Ooh, bet you’re thinking, "What’s his move?"
Kicking back in the dark, haunted now by the thought of you
Wait, I think I hurt me too

What’d I do to let you go?
Said I didn’t care, but it wasn’t so
Held you in my arms, don’t you still know?
I was blind, uh
Now I know, I know I messed up
But I saw your fire, and it burned me up
Still, I crave the laughter that we once spun

I’m sorry I’m missing it - sad, sad boy
Not your business, but I had to tell ya

Ooh, bet you’re thinking, "What’s his move?"
Kicking back in the dark, haunted now by the thought of you
Wait, I think I hurt me too

Ooh, you’ve got me thinking, "What’d I do?"
Guess I broke my own heart when I broke it off with you
Ooh, that’s so true

Made it out alive, but I lost the magic
Said I’d be all right, but my soul’s erratic
Remember how you cried? That was cinematic
That’s my life, that’s my life

You’re the reason why I’m stuck in a spiral
Didn’t know your light, now it’s in the title
If I saw you tonight, would you hold it idle?
That’s my crime, that’s my crime

Well

Mm, bet you’re thinking, "What’s his move?"
Kicking back in the dark, haunted now by the thought of you 
Wait, I think I hurt me too

Ooh, you’ve got me thinking, "What’d I do?"
Guess I broke my own heart when I broke it off with you
Ooh, that’s so true, ooh, oh


That's So True, I'm Sorry - (Reply to Gracie Abrams)

BACKSEAT

Nik Bear Brown – Known for his unique storytelling style, Nik Bear Brown fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, especially in ballads and narrative songs.

Nik Bear Brown is a songwriter seamlessly blending the roles of poet, lyricist, and digital artist to craft immersive sonic experiences.  Nik Bear writes new songs and novel arraignment's of public domain classics. With a deep appreciation for the power of words, he weaves intricate narratives and evocative imagery into his lyrics, capturing the essence of human emotions and experiences.

Embracing the digital age, Nik utilizes cutting-edge electronic tools to enhance every facet of his music. From manipulating his vocals with innovative effects to exploring unique arrangements, he creates a rich tapestry of sound that elevates the poetry within his songs. This fusion of traditional poetic elements and modern technology not only amplifies the emotional depth of his work but also invites listeners to engage with his artistry in new and exciting ways.

Kua Fu (夸父)

Nik Bear Brown

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