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برای بی‌مهری به وقت آبان‌ها
بیا که گریه کنیم که گریه می‌خواهد
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مرا بسوزانم که گریه بند آید
و بعد غرقم‌ کن کنار ماهی‌ها
مرا بسوزانم که هیچ کم نشود
بگذار اضافه شود به جان ماهی‌ها.

- برای ۱۵۰۰ گل خونی توی یه سبد،
برای ما که جا موندیم، همون‌جا کنار شما و برای آبانی که تا بی‌نهایت ادامه داره... 😭🖤

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کنار ماهی‌ها - شروین‌ حاجی‌پور

The ladybug strolls on leaves so green

Vocals, Lyrics, Arrangement, and Production: Nik Bear Brown

The ladybug strolls on leaves so green,
A tiny gem, a lovely scene.
With each step, it brings good cheer,
Helping flowers bloom year after year.

The bumblebee buzzes from flower to flower,
Gathering nectar, a busy hour.
On dandelions, it finds delight,
A dance of life in the morning light.

The sparrow chirps from the tree so tall,
A cheerful song for one and all.
It flits to the dandelion’s head,
A fluffy wish, a dream to spread.

The sunshine sends a message,
To flowers and to trees,
To birds and all creation,
In whispers on the breeze.

The caterpillar spins its cocoon,
To rest in the warmth of the noon,
When time is right, it will break free,
And as a moth, it will be.

The dandelion blossoms bright,
A golden star in morning light,
And when its flower turns to white,**
It dances in the breezes light.

Raindrops gently kiss the earth,
Giving seeds their chance for birth,
From soil, new life will soon emerge,
A symphony of growth and surge.

In the meadow, life intertwines,
With buzzing bees and swirling signs.
The dandelions, a canvas fair,
Where nature’s art is everywhere.

On dandelions, it finds delight,
A dance of life in the morning light.
The sparrow chirps from the tree so tall,
A cheerful song for one and all.

The Ladybug Strolls On Leaves So Green

Letting go but hoping you'll remain

Vocalization, Lyrics, Arrangement, and Production: Nik Bear Brown

Had to fly back East, leave the Cali sun
LA to Boston, like a race already run
Joy and pain, man, it's all the same
Caught in the space where longing plays its game
You were the spark, the light in my eye
Now I’m left with a long goodbye

But I hold on, and I wait in vain
Hoping you'll remain, despite the pain
Maybe one day, I’ll hear your name
Maybe you'll feel the same, or maybe… just refrain

Letting go but hoping you'll remain
Through the joy, through the rain
Caught in the middle, between longing and fear
I let you go, but still wish you near
Waiting for a sign, praying you'll appear
But letting go… hoping you'll stay here

Indian beauty, soft like the night
Eyes that reflect the city lights
I never spoke the words I should’ve said
Now they echo in my head
“Did she feel it too? Or was it just me?”
Caught between dreams and reality

On that plane, I felt you slip away
But part of me, hopes you might stay
A prayer, a thought, a whispered plea
Wondering if you'll think of me

Letting go but hoping you'll remain
Through the joy, through the rain
Caught in the middle, between longing and fear
I let you go, but still wish you near
Waiting for a sign, praying you'll appear
But letting go… hoping you'll stay here

Distance grows, time moves fast
But memories, they seem to last
I let you go, but hold you tight
In the quiet hours of the night
I pray, I wait, I wonder when
If I’ll ever cross your mind again

Letting go but hoping you'll remain
Through the joy, through the rain
Caught in the middle, between longing and fear
I let you go, but still wish you near
Waiting for a sign, praying you'll appear
But letting go… hoping you'll stay here

Now I’m back in the city of grey
But your face still lights my way
Joy and pain, intertwined
Letting go but hoping you'll stay in my mind
Waiting for a sign, for something divine
I let you go… but you're still mine

Letting Go But Hoping You'll Remain

The Magic Art of the Great Humbug


we walk through green (and)gold
emerald walls where secrets hold—
a hum of wonder whispers near,
tales unfold as we appear

for what was promised, we dare and see,
but shadows thin—as air can be—
and does the mighty Oz even care?

we came for what was promised, just and fair,
with hopes and dreams, we dare—oh, we dare—
but all we see are shadows, thin as air.

we faced the wicked dark,
melted her shadow, left our mark,
now we’re back to claim the spark—
the things we missed that leave us stark.

promises made, fair and clear,
shine bright then vanish here;
in this place of smoke and air,
does Oz (even) care?

silence holds us in that room,
waiting on the Wizard’s tune—
his voice echoes from the gloom,
hollow words that curl and bloom.

then he appears, no more than a man—
not great, nor terrible, just a sham—
we see through him, (see his scam)
but here we stand, as we began.

Scarecrow says, “I need a brain,”
Lion sighs, “Help me shake the strain,”
Tin Man seeks a heart again,
Dorothy dreams of Kansas plains.

we came for what was promised, just and fair,
with hopes and dreams, we dare—oh, we dare—
but all we see are shadows, thin as air.

the humbug laughs, he plays his part,
fake courage, brains, a mimic heart;
we stand, we know, we’re worlds apart—
but still, we hope for a brand-new start.

for what was promised, fair and true,
our hopes float, they dare anew—
in this city green, but false,
will Oz even care?

Take One -- The Magic Art Of The Great Humbug (OZ)

Glinda The Good Witch Grants Dorothy’s Wish

before they could see glinda they cleaned up nice
dorothy washed her face scarecrow shaped just right
tin woodman polished and lion shook his mane
ready for glinda they went to make their claim

glinda the good upon her ruby throne
with fire hair & calm blue stone eyes
listened to their tale full of magic & strife
"what do you want, child?" "i just want my life"

dorothy told her of kansas skies and storm
friends met on the road & a path well-worn
"i wish for home, where aunt em waits,"
and glinda smiled, knowing the girl’s fate

silver shoes—three steps—swift as the breeze
to carry her back, over deserts and seas
tap heels once, then twice, three winks of time
and dorothy would be in kansas so fine

she hugged the scarecrow, tin woodman too
the lion wept, his mane soaked through
"goodbye, my friends," she whispered so low
for her heart ached in the letting go

glinda waved from her ruby throne high
as dorothy rose, soaring through the sky
back to the farm, her wish finally met
the road behind her, she wouldn’t forget

glinda smiled, her task complete
the friends had all found their destined seats
each would rule, happy and proud
but for dorothy, kansas was her only vow

Take One -- Glinda The Good Witch Grants Dorothy’s Wish (OZ)

Let us go then, you and I,
Two souls caught in shadows beneath this city sky.
Feet heavy, hearts numb, tired of playing it safe,
Stuck in routines that won’t let us escape.
We’re cracked, we’re scarred, each bearing our weight,
But maybe together, we could create.

They say there’s time, they say to wait,
But how long can a heart bear the weight?
A hundred questions, a hundred fears,
Counting out our lives in half-spent years.

Look at them talk, they come and go,
With words that dance in ways we’ll never know.
They see us and whisper, “How lost they seem,”
Caught up in visions that fade like a dream.
But what if you and I, broken and bare,
Stepped into the unknown, felt open air?

Do I dare break the rules, risk what’s true?
And would you dare if I dared too?
Two voices lost, but stronger paired,
A leap of faith, lives deeply shared.

I feel time move, you feel it too,
Walking these streets, it’s just me and you.
You sense the ticking, the silent pace,
Life slipping past, an unwinnable race.
Measured out in small steps, that endless grind,
Moments once bright, now left behind.

Let us go then, into something real,
Speak the truths that we both conceal.
Together cracked, together worn,
A fresh breath, a soul reborn.

Think of arms that might hold, of perfume close,
Of words not spoken, of what matters most.
Let’s say it now, before the light grows dim,
No more missed chances on a fleeting whim.
I’ll be the one to say, “I meant to… I tried,”
With you by my side, no need to hide.

Do I dare, do I make the leap?
Break the silence, break the sleep?
Together we might, two broken souls,
Find a voice, take back control.

Let us go then, you and I,
Where the streets are empty but dreams don’t die.
Maybe broken, maybe bruised,
But a spark remains, waiting to be used.

Let Us Go Then, You And I

Look Again Rewrite (Incomplete Song) November 9, 2024
Lyrics by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown

Look again, find yourself flipped, changed,
The world you knew now feels rearranged.
In mirrors you grew up with, new faces stare,
Reflections twist, but you still there.

Look beyond, past shadow and light,
Beyond what held you safe at night.
Those same old eyes look back at you,
But now there's fire, a deeper view.

Look at skies you thought were gray,
See colors crack at the edge of day.
Your pulse calms down, your vision clear,
In spaces you missed, life reappears.

Look again, where silence lay,
Where the noise of doubt kept peace at bay.
Each layer stripped, each mask tossed down,
Revealing truths you once turned down.

Paths you crossed, the ones you left,
Trails you thought lost—still they connect.
Footprints fading, but they ain’t gone,
Now call you back, your road reborn.

Voices past, the echoes that fade,
Ones you thought were lost, betrayed.
They linger now, soft in song,
Like signs saying, "Here you belong."

Look at words you left unsaid,
The truths you hid, the tears you bled.
In every pause, every line,
New meanings surface, fierce and fine.

Where dreams went quiet, spaces grew,
Empty longing, now filled anew.
What felt so distant, what you couldn’t see,
The truth you learned was meant to be.

Feel your skin, the weight you held,
The outer walls where fears rebelled.
Boundaries stretched, fears released,
A soul unlocked, a heart in peace.

Scars healed up, battles fought,
Marks of pain, the strength they taught.
Where threads of hurt once pulled you down,
Now strength like steel weaves a crown.

Paths ahead, the road you own,
Where memory and hope get sewn.
Doubt drops quiet, like rain that falls,
Loose chains that held you, break through walls.

Look where light cracks, darkness fades,
Shadows shift, the fear that swayed.
The dawn you feared, the night you mourned,
They both hold beauty, reborn, transformed.

With wiser eyes, you see it all,
The world ain’t small—it flows, it calls.
What felt so fixed begins to bend,
As courage grows, dreams start again.

In every breath, loss and love,
Life in motion, death above.
Each pause, each beat, the time you seize,
Less confined, a soul set free.

Look again, just let it be,
In every truth, you find your key.
Life shifts, your spirit bends,
Each new glance, the story mends.

Why. incomplete songs?

My songwriting process is about quick iterations, testing, and refining ideas. It’s a “numbers game”—I write as many songs as I can, knowing not all will be great. By writing consistently and revising often, I boost my chances of creating something beautiful. Each song is a sprint, a rapid project to build and evaluate, keeping what clicks, letting go of what doesn’t.

For me, it’s persistence, introspection, and sometimes collaboration. I test and refine lyrics and melodies, letting go of what doesn’t resonate. Often, a song starts with a single line, evolving naturally and intuitively as I write.

To show this journey, I’ll share some “Incomplete Songs” along the way. These drafts and works-in-progress reveal the raw, unpolished side of songwriting. They each play a part in the creative process and let others in on how ideas shape, change, and sometimes circle back before reaching their final forms.

Look Again Rewrite (Incomplete Song) November 9, 2024

the cyclone
A sky torn open—twisting high—
Dorothy lifted, house spun, goodbye
A twister spun Dorothy high, no warning, no sign,
Landed her in Oz, where the skies didn’t align.

the council with the munchkins
Tiny feet in a land unknown
They called her queen, yet Kansas called home
Tiny voices hailed her queen,
But Dorothy’s heart was set on Kansas, unseen.

how dorothy saved the scarecrow
Straw man limp, eyes full of plea,
Dorothy’s hand gave him thoughts, set him free
A man of straw hung limp on a pole,
She gave him life, a mind, made him whole.

the road through the forest
Darkness thick (no sun, no sound)
They walked where no light could be found
Through trees where shadows play,
They walked, unsure of light or day.

the rescue of the tin woodman
Rusted still, a heartless frame,
With oil, Dorothy whispered his name
A heartless man rusted stiff in the wood,
Dorothy's oil can brought him back, as it should.

the cowardly lion
He roared so loud, but inside hid
A heart that fear itself had bid
Roars loud, but a heart that’s torn,
Bravery, he learns, can be reborn.

the journey to the great oz
Emerald light so far ahead,
They walked with dreams in every tread
Eyes set on the Emerald City bright,
Hoping for answers, they push through the night.

the deadly poppy field
Sleep, sleep, the flowers sing,
But courage woke, and so they cling
Sleepy blooms, red as fire, took their toll,
But they pushed through, hearts made whole.

the queen of the field mice
Small hands moved mountains unseen,
Mice carried hope through fields so green
Small but mighty, the mice came through,
Helping them cross when they knew not what to do.

the guardian of the gate
Green-tinted eyes saw wonder’s glow,
But truth behind was hidden low
Green spectacles to see the glow,
But is Oz the great, or just for show?

the wonderful city of oz
Streets of emerald, towers high,
Yet behind the shine, there lay a lie
Emerald streets, shining so wide,
Yet secrets beneath the glitter hide.

the search for the wicked witch
Fearsome flight through skies of dread,
But evil shrinks where love is led
They searched for evil, through fear and fright,
Facing the dark with courage in sight.

the rescue
Chains of darkness couldn't bind
Hearts so true, souls aligned
Captured by the Witch, all seemed lost,
But love and teamwork paid the cost.

the winged monkeys
Monkeys flew with wings so wide,
At Dorothy’s call, they did not hide
Three commands left in the cap so fine,
Monkeys fly swift at Dorothy’s sign.

the discovery of oz, the terrible
Behind the curtain, small and plain,
Just a man—not magic’s reign
Behind the curtain, Oz wasn’t so grand,
A man with tricks, not magic in hand.

the magic art of the great humbug
Tricks of light, tricks of sound,
Truth unmasked, the lies unwound
Illusions fell, the truth came clear,
But Dorothy’s wish still held dear.

how the balloon was launched
Up, up, Oz drifted away,
Dorothy stayed—no flight today
A balloon for Oz to drift away,
But Dorothy missed her chance that day.

away to the south
Glinda waits where red fields bloom,
Dorothy hopes to end her doom
Glinda awaits, in lands of red,
Dorothy hopes, the journey’s ahead.

attacked by the fighting trees
Trees with arms that push, that fight,
But they marched on through day and night
Trees that strike with bark and limb,
But they push through, hopes never dim.

the dainty china country
Porcelain faces, fragile lands,
They tiptoe through with careful hands

the lion becomes the king of beasts
Courage found in every roar,
He claimed his kingdom, feared no more

the country of the quadlings
Red roads wide, a gentle scene,
Quadlings kind, the air serene

glinda the good witch grants dorothy's wish
Three taps, three steps—Kansas calls,
Dorothy flies, no more falls

home again
Aunt Em's arms, a soft embrace,
Dorothy smiles, finds her place
Back to the farm, Aunt Em’s embrace,
Dorothy smiles, love finds its place.

The Wonderful Wizard Of Oz

Little Boy Blue
Lyrics adapted by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown

Little Boy Blue, come, blow your horn!
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn.
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
Under the haystack, fast asleep!

The sheep have wandered, the cow’s having fun,
Munching on corn in the bright midday sun.
The barnyard’s a mess, the field’s in dismay,
While Little Boy Blue sleeps the day away.

Little Boy Blue, come, blow your horn!
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn.
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
Under the haystack, fast asleep!

They nudge him, they poke him, they moo in his ear,
But Little Boy Blue just won’t appear.
His hat pulled down, his blanket tight,
Dreaming through the noon and night.

Little Boy Blue, come, blow your horn!
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn.
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
Under the haystack, fast asleep!

Now the rooster crows, the sun’s sinking low,
But where could that boy with the horn be, though?
With hay in his hair and dreams in his head,

Little Boy Blue, come, blow your horn!
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn.
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
Under the haystack, fast asleep!


Main Characters:
Little Boy Blue: A young boy tasked with watching over the sheep but who falls into a deep sleep.
Barnyard Animals: The sheep and the cow, representing innocence and chaos as they roam free.

Summary:
The song recounts the story of Little Boy Blue, who is responsible for watching over the barnyard animals but instead falls into a deep slumber. His animals roam freely, creating disarray in the fields. Despite efforts to wake him, Little Boy Blue remains fast asleep, lost in his dreams as the day slips by, leaving the barnyard in a state of mischief and gentle chaos.

Nik Bear Brown – A contemporary poet and lyricist, Nik Bear Brown is known for storytelling that fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, particularly in ballads and narrative songs.

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Little Boy Blue

Krampus

Lyrics by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown

In the chill of December's embrace,
Creeps a figure with a shadowed face.
With horns like spires and cloven feet,
Krampus roams the snow-swept street.

Half-goat, half-demon, all fearsome might,
He seeks out the naughty in the night.
While Saint Nick brings gifts to spread cheer,
Krampus comes with a different gear.

Krampus gnashes, bells bite, rattles sting,
He brings no gifts but teaches the
naughty to fear, the cheerless king.

Krampus, Krampus, in the night,
Teaching children to do right.
If you’ve been bad, best beware,
Krampus comes to give a scare.

Chains he rattles, bells he shakes,
Listen for the sound he makes.
Through frosty windows, he might peer,
Bringing more than holiday cheer.

A bundle of birch sticks tight in hand,
He’s not the festive season's brand.
But listen, children, to his tale,
It's not just myths that make us quail.

If you’ve been bad, Krampus speaks,
Not in jingle but in frightful creaks.
Krampus, Krampus, in the night,
Teaching children to do right.

If you’ve been bad, best beware,
Krampus comes to give a scare.

If you’ve been bad, best beware,
Krampus comes to give a scare.

Main Characters

Krampus: A dark, fearsome figure who punishes naughty children during the holiday season.
Saint Nick: The benevolent figure who brings joy and gifts, contrasting with Krampus's role.

Summary
In the cold of December, Krampus, a half-goat, half-demon figure, creeps through the streets with cloven hooves and horns. Unlike Saint Nick, who brings joy and presents, Krampus instills fear in those who have misbehaved. With rattling chains and a bundle of birch sticks, he warns children to act right, turning December nights into eerie tales. His approach serves as a dark reminder that the holiday season has two sides—joy for the good and fear for the naughty.

Nik Bear Brown – A contemporary poet and lyricist, Nik Bear Brown is known for storytelling that fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, particularly in ballads and narrative songs.

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Georgy Porgy
Lyrics by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown

Georgy Porgy, pudding and pie,
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
When the boys came out to play,
Georgy Porgy ran away.

Georgy Porgy, bold and sly,
Kissed the girls, then waved goodbye.
But when the girls began to frown,
Georgy’s smile turned upside down.

One day he tried to stand his ground,
But heard the boys' loud, playful sound.
With cheeks so red, he couldn’t stay,
Georgy Porgy ran away.

Georgy Porgy, pudding and pie,
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
When the boys came out to play,
Georgy Porgy ran away.

Georgy Porgy, bold and sly,
Kissed the girls, then waved goodbye.
But when the girls began to frown,
Georgy’s smile turned upside down.

Georgy Porgy ran away.
Georgy Porgy ran away.

Georgy Porgy, pudding and pie,
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
Georgy Porgy, pudding and pie,
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
When the boys came out to play,
Georgy Porgy ran away.

Main Characters

Georgy Porgy: A mischievous and sly boy who teases the girls but avoids conflict with the boys.

Summary
Georgy Porgy, a bold and cheeky character, takes pleasure in kissing the girls and making them cry. However, when the boys come out to play, he flees, unwilling to face them. Although he enjoys his mischief, he lacks the courage to stand his ground when confronted. The story humorously captures his playful yet timid personality, highlighting his tendency to avoid situations that challenge him.

Nik Bear Brown – A contemporary poet and lyricist, Nik Bear Brown is known for storytelling that fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, particularly in ballads and narrative songs.

Georgy Porgy. (Mother Goose)

Nik Bear Brown – Known for his unique storytelling style, Nik Bear Brown fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, especially in ballads and narrative songs.

Nik Bear Brown is a songwriter seamlessly blending the roles of poet, lyricist, and digital artist to craft immersive sonic experiences.  Nik Bear writes new songs and novel arraignment's of public domain classics. With a deep appreciation for the power of words, he weaves intricate narratives and evocative imagery into his lyrics, capturing the essence of human emotions and experiences.

Embracing the digital age, Nik utilizes cutting-edge electronic tools to enhance every facet of his music. From manipulating his vocals with innovative effects to exploring unique arrangements, he creates a rich tapestry of sound that elevates the poetry within his songs. This fusion of traditional poetic elements and modern technology not only amplifies the emotional depth of his work but also invites listeners to engage with his artistry in new and exciting ways.

Look Again Rewrite (Incomplete Song) November 9, 2024

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