when Mama washed (my tears away)

Adaptation of "Oh, happy day" as a tribute to mothers

when Mama washed—yes, she washed
when Mama washed—yes, she washed
my tears away
(oh, happy day)

Oh, happy day (Oh, happy day),
Oh, happy day (Oh, happy day),
When Mama washed (When Mama washed),
Oh, when she washed (When Mama washed),
When Mama washed (When Mama washed),
She washed my tears away.
Oh, happy day!

She taught me how—
to watch, to fight,
to pray, pray, pray
(and live rejoicing
every day, every
(day)!)

She taught me how (She taught me how)
To watch, fight, and pray,
Watch and pray,
And live rejoicing,
Every day, every day!

oh, happy, oh, day!
when she washed
(when) she washed,
my tears—(away away!)
(oh, happy
day)

Oh, happy day (Oh, happy day),
Oh, happy day (Oh, happy day),
When Mama washed (When Mama washed),
Oh, when she washed (When Mama washed),
When Mama washed (When Mama washed),
She washed my tears away.
Oh, happy day!

and she taught me how—
to watch, to fight
and yes, to pray;
and every day,
to live (rejoicing)
(all days, in
every way)

She taught me how (She taught me how)
To watch, fight, and pray,
Watch and pray,
And live rejoicing,
Every day, every day!

oh, happy day
oh happy (day),
when tears washed away!
and to watch, fight, pray
rejoicing, every (day!)

Take Two -- When Mama Washed My Tears Away (a Tribute To Mothers)

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Lyrics 

Never told you

Never thought how difficult it could be
to tell you things that concern me.
Maybe I don't want to hurt you. 
Fear of your reaction? Too.
No way I want to put pressure on you.

I cry 'cause I am here and you are there.
A text from you changes atmosphere.
I would walk through fire for you.
I never, never want you to go.
When you ignore me my heart breaks in two.

I don't doubt you know me - you do.
You are probably aware of all of this too.
Maybe you wish I had the courage to
share these words I never told you.

Sometimes your cold, harsh words hurt me.
With every single fiber I'm sorry.
I desperately need a hug from you.
I'm proud of what you've become too.
I am aware that I don't deserve you.

I don't doubt you know me - you do.
You are probably aware of all of this too.
Maybe you wish I had the courage to.
share these words I never told you.

Unspoken words hang in the room
like soap bubbles that threaten to burst.
I won't risk, cherish every piece.
A simple 'love you' lets me survive weeks.

I don't doubt you know me - you do.
You are probably aware of all of this too.
Maybe you wish I had the courage to.
share these words I never told you.

© Sarima 

#music therapy 

Never told you

‘Twas the Night Before Christmas
Lyrics adapted by Nik Bear Brown
https://soundcloud.com/nik-bear-brown
from the poem “A Visit from St. Nicholas” (1823) by Clement Clarke Moore


’Twas the night before Christmas, all through the house,
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there.
The children were dreaming, so snug in their beds,
While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads.

Oh, ‘twas the night, the magical night,
When the world held its breath under silver moonlight.
The snow fell soft, the stars shone bright,
Oh, ‘twas the night, the Christmas night.

When out on the lawn, there arose such a clatter,
I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter.
Away to the window, I flew like a flash,
Threw open the shutters and lifted the sash.
Oh, the moon on the snow, it shimmered so clear,
And then I saw him, the man of the year.

With a sleigh full of toys and eight tiny deer,
And a jolly old driver who brought Christmas cheer.
“Now Dasher! Now Dancer! Now Prancer and Vixen!
On Comet, on Cupid, on Donner and Blitzen!”
Oh, ‘twas the night, the magical night,
When the world held its breath under silver moonlight.
The snow fell soft, the stars shone bright,
Oh, ‘twas the night, the Christmas night.

Down the chimney he came, his fur trimmed with soot,
A sack full of treasures from head to his foot.
His eyes, how they twinkled, his dimples so merry,
His cheeks red as roses, his nose like a cherry.
And he laughed with a belly that shook like jelly,
A right jolly elf, so warm and friendly.

He didn’t speak a word but went straight to his work,
Filled all the stockings, then turned with a jerk.
He laid a finger aside of his nose,
And up the chimney, with a nod, he rose.
Oh, ‘twas the night, the magical night,
When the world held its breath under silver moonlight.
The snow fell soft, the stars shone bright,
Oh, ‘twas the night, the Christmas night.

And I heard him exclaim, as he flew out of sight,
“Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good night.”

Main Characters
St. Nicholas – The jolly figure bringing Christmas cheer.
The Narrator – A witness to the magical Christmas night.
The Children – Dreaming of sugar plums and holiday joy.
The Reindeer – St. Nick’s loyal and spirited companions.

Summary of the Story
A family experiences a magical Christmas Eve as St. Nicholas visits their home. The narrator witnesses his arrival, the joy of his work, and his grand departure with his reindeer. The story captures the wonder, excitement, and spirit of Christmas.

'Twas The Night Before Christmas

A song based on Icarus. His blind ambition ultimately led to his downfall.

You Rise, You Fall

I met a man with a silver chain,  
His hands on the lever, his eyes in the rain.  
He said, “This train is bound to go,  
But where it ends, no one can know.”  

Tracks and ties, they lead and stray,  
Every mile takes something away.  
The more you hold, the less you find,  
The ticket’s stamped, the clock won’t mind.  

I asked him then, “What makes you stay?  
What keeps you running this endless way?”  
He laughed and leaned on the window pane,  
“Each face I meet is a fleeting flame.”  

Tracks and ties, they lead and stray,  
Every mile takes something away.  
The more you hold, the less you find,  
The ticket’s stamped, the clock won’t mind.  

The night grew thick; the wheels still sang,  
The echoes of passengers’ words still rang.  
“They all want answers, a promised shore,  
But the train just moves, and nothing more.”  

Tracks and ties, they lead and stray,  
Every mile takes something away.  
The more you hold, the less you find,  
The ticket’s stamped, the clock won’t mind.  

“There’s beauty in motion, in the fleeting hand,  
In the fields we cross, in the shifting sand.  
Connections break, like threads in the night,  
But some still burn, and some take flight.”  


The dawn was pale as the train slowed down,  
The man disappeared without a sound.  
I stepped off the car, the rails behind,  
And I held the thought: the ties must bind. 

Tracks and ties, they lead and stray,  
Every mile takes something away.  
But the ones you hold, with heart and mind,  
Are the ties that last, the ones that bind.  

Tracks and Ties

I’ve got the scars, you hold the steel,
But you don’t know how to face what’s real.
Let’s tie the threads, forget the pain,
And leave before the ghosts remain.

And if you ever feel the edge,
Cold steel beneath your skin,
You’ll know where it begins.
If numbness is what you choose, that’s fine.
And if the glow was too faint,
Romantic as it paints,
It’s still me—
I’ve got…

Daylight,
So sharp,
It cuts through me.
Someday,
I’ll find
The shadow to be free.

Shade for my eyes,
Shade for my,
Shade for my eyes.
My eyes.

I see the signs near Rosemont,
Dreams sold for a song.
And if you ever feel the blade,
It’s just where it belongs.

Shade for my eyes,
Shade for my,
Shade for my eyes.
My eyes.

Let’s leave the past, let’s leave the night.
I’ll take my shade and shield my sight.

Shade (For My Eyes)

✨ Christmas Always Brings Me Home ✨
A heartfelt, soulful Christmas ballad that captures the magic of love, family, and the warmth of home during the holidays. With soft piano, emotional strings, and touching lyrics, this song is perfect for cozy nights, snowy windows, and nostalgic Christmas memories.

🎄 About the Song 🎶
Inspired by timeless Christmas classics and the beauty of heartfelt ballads, this song tells a story of returning to where love begins—home. Whether you're reminiscing about childhood holidays, connecting with loved ones, or finding comfort in the little joys of the season, this melody is sure to touch your heart.

💫 Perfect For:

Relaxing Christmas evenings 🎹
Adding to your holiday playlists ❄️
Creating magical family moments 🕯️
🎵 Lyrics: Sing along as the music takes you home this Christmas. Share this song with those you hold dear!

Christmas Always Brings Me Home

[Verse 1]
Light me up
Hold me close
Like I’m the only high you’ve ever known
Take it slow
Feel the rush
I see the stories buried deep in your touch
That’s why we’re fire when it’s just us, my love

[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate the way it clouds my mind
When someone’s reaching for what’s still mine
What’s mine, ooh, what’s mine

[Chorus]
Swear to me you meant it when you said
There was no one else living in your head
And even if you didn’t mean to break my heart
I can’t ignore the way it tears apart, sometimes
Oh, sometimes, oh, sometimes

[Post-Chorus]
Sometimes I’m lost in the ash and smoke
Sometimes it burns but I let it go
Oh-ooh-oh, just to feel the glow
Sometimes I’m lost in the ash and smoke
Oh-ooh-oh, but I can’t let go

[Verse 2]
Trace the lines
On my skin tonight
Like I’m the only map you’ve got in sight
Take me there
To where it hurts
I know the weight you carry under your words
That’s why we’re fire even when it burns, my dear

[Ad-lib]
Oh-ooh-oh
Oh-ooh-no
We're Fading Slow
Oh-ooh-oh
Oh-ooh-no
But I Can't Let Go
no-noo-no

[Outro]
Light me up, hold me close
Like I’m the only high you’ll ever know
Take it slow, feel the rush
I see the stories buried deep in your touch

Light Me Up

emotional song, resilience, love, self-discovery, inspiring melody, heartfelt music, powerful lyrics, courage, determination, uplifting, women's perspective, inner strength, emotional journey, motivational music, life challenges

Leading Role

Whispers of What Was
© 2025 Geoff French

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been lost in thoughts
You walked away, and I'm here wondering
If I could've said those words you needed
But silence filled the empty room
The midnight feels colder without your touch
I'm wrestling feelings, yearning for what we had

[Chorus]
In dreams, you're right here by my side
But reality feels bitter and unkind
If memories are all that remain
Then I hold them close, through the pain

[Verse 2]
The days feel long when I'm alone
Staring at the walls, missing your voice
I wish I could rewind to our first dance
Those moments lit a fire in my heart
Now only shadows remind me of our love
And I’m left longing for a sign from you

[Chorus]
In dreams, you're right here by my side
But reality feels bitter and unkind
If memories are all that remain
Then I hold them close, through the pain

[Bridge]
I believe our story's not over yet
Someday we'll find our way back, I bet
For now, I'll keep your memory alive
Hoping one day, into my arms you’ll arrive

[Chorus]
In dreams, you're right here by my side
But reality feels bitter and unkind
If memories are all that remain
Then I hold them close, through the pain

[Verse 3]
The stars above don’t shine like they used to
Without your laugh, the world seems dull and gray
I find myself wandering through our memories
Holding on to the hope of brighter days

[Chorus]
In dreams, you're right here by my side
But reality feels bitter and unkind
If memories are all that remain
Then I hold them close, through the pain

Whispers of What Was

I went outside again today
The clouds were still familiar gray

Since you left, it’s been this way 
There’s no relief from the weather

The sunny days are long gone
Hail poured from dusk until dawn

Forecast said I should move on
And try to find some place better

I hope you’re somewhere so warm
But I’m stuck in the snowstorm

All the birds are southbound
But I’m here year round

Like an evergreen
Fallen on the hard ground

No one heard me scream 
Did it even make a sound?

My brain was fogged, my body weak
I tumbled from the highest peak

Plunged into the frigid creek
And stayed there for awhile

I tried to move, but time stood still
To ease the pain, I popped a pill

Then I hiked back to the top of the hill
And howled your name for miles

I hope you’re somewhere so warm
But I’m stuck in the snowstorm

All the birds are southbound
But I’m here year round

Like an evergreen
Fallen on the hard ground

No one heard me scream 
Did it even make a sound?

Did it make a sound?
Did it make a sound?

Did it make a sound?
Did it make a sound?

I hope you’re somewhere so warm
But I’m stuck in the snowstorm

All the birds are southbound
But I’m here year round

Like an evergreen
Fallen on the hard ground

No one heard me scream 
Did it even make a sound?

Did it make a sound?

Snowstorm

Nik Bear Brown (nik@nikbearbrown.com) – Known for his unique storytelling style, Nik Bear Brown fuses traditional folk themes with modern insights, especially in ballads and narrative songs.

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Nik Bear Brown is a songwriter seamlessly blending the roles of poet, lyricist, and digital artist to craft immersive sonic experiences.  Nik Bear writes new songs and novel arraignment's of public domain classics. With a deep appreciation for the power of words, he weaves intricate narratives and evocative imagery into his lyrics, capturing the essence of human emotions and experiences.

Embracing the digital age, Nik utilizes cutting-edge electronic tools to enhance every facet of his music. From manipulating his vocals with innovative effects to exploring unique arrangements, he creates a rich tapestry of sound that elevates the poetry within his songs. This fusion of traditional poetic elements and modern technology not only amplifies the emotional depth of his work but also invites listeners to engage with his artistry in new and exciting ways.

Take Two -- When Mama Washed My Tears Away (a Tribute To Mothers)

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