Messy Room (Acoustic)

A song About a forbidden Gay Love turned beautiful

Romeo - Single

Romeo

cold feet

The most vulnerable piece of music I have ever written. Here's a piece of my heart from the past five years of my life. xo

Impatiently Falling

Written by Ryan Amador
Arranged by Daniel Weidlein
Produced by Brad Kemp

All proceeds for "Hospitals" from Bandcamp go to Illinois Collaboration on Youth in Chicago.

Recorded by Brad Kemp at Second Bedroom Studio in Chicago, IL
Mixed by Daniel Weidlein & Brad Kemp
Mastered by Brent Somermeyer at Catadawn Studios

Keyboards/Percussion/Production: Brad Kemp
Trumpet: Geno Alesandrini

Choir:
Abby Vatterott
Alex Garday
Brad Kemp
lyrics
LYRICS:

When I was three years old
I had three best friends
Took me time to realize
That I'd imagined them

One friend, she wore a frown
The other stood upside-down
And like a king, I was the leader
Yeah, I wore the crown

A child inside my reality
All alone in a dream that one else could see
Fingers pointed down at me
Trying to make up a word for what to prescribe me

I was born
of a different mode
I’m not sick
But I’ve been diagnosed

I stood up
On my own
But they keep putting us in hospitals
But they keep putting us in hospitals
But they're keepin us in holes

When I was twelve years old
I had made a world
Spanning centuries of families
I called my own

I’d pace in my backyard
Throwing rocks in the garden
Hours spent inside a world
That no one else was part of

Life inside my reality
All alone in a dream that no one else could see
People tried to interrupt me
Tried to put me to use for something they believed

I was born
Of a different mode
I’m not sick
But I’ve been diagnosed

I stood up
On my own
But they keep putting us in hospitals
But they keep putting us in hospitals
Yeah they're keeping us in holes
Yeah they're keeping us in holes

How many creative people
Could we fit in a room
To re-realize solutions
And reveal our basic truths?

How many creative people
Must we lock up instead
To keep from the conversation
Just for seeing things as different?

I was born
Of a different mode
I’m not sick
But I’ve been diagnosed

I stood up
On my own, but I’m not alone
Cause they keep putting us in holes
They keep putting us in
Keep putting us in...

Hospitals
They keep putting us in hospitals
They keep putting us in hospitals
They keep keeping us in hospitals
But they're keeping us in holes
They're keeping us in holes

Hospitals

honest mistake

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! <3

Lyrics:

I'm falling asleep at somebody else's 
these thoughts are killing me slowly I will not grow
you’re falling asleep and I'm just jealous 
cuz I'll never make it out of here alone 

she don't want to try no she let it go 
I just want to lie even though I know
these seasons come and go

so I'm just saying 
wish that we could go back 
to the times we thought we lost 
every perfect stranger’s somebody
who you never came across 
and I can't even live my life how I want to
I'm wasting my time thinking about you 
I don't know but I wish you come home 
no I wish you come home

I'm falling asleep at somebody else's 
these dreams are calling me somewhere I don't recall 
I'm falling asleep and you're just jealous 
cuz I'll never be the one that you want 

she don't want to try no she let it go 
just want to lie even though I know
these seasons come and go

And it's not that I miss you 
that isn't the issue 
I just don't know how to say it 
so I'm just saying 

wish that we could go back 
to the times we thought we lost 
every perfect stranger’s somebody
who you never came across 
and I can't even live my life how I want to
I'm wasting my time thinking about you 
I don't know but I wish you come home 
no I wish you come home


I need to get back Home, so take me there
I need to feel alone, I won’t be scared
I need to get back Home, so take me there
I need to feel alone, I won’t be scared

I need to get back Home, I’m so alone, 
I need to get back home, I feel unknown.
I need to get back Home, I’m so alone, 
I need to get back home, I feel unknown.

Home

No Matter the Season

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lyrics:
The summer night
The fading light
the perfect place
the perfect time
to take you somewhere we both want to go

A starry drive
In mid july 
park the car turn off the lights
and venture through a field all on our own

The birds they sang a melody
My heart was keeping time and we
were dancing on the edge of something new

Slow at first but now it seems
that we’ll go down in history 
as lovers from the start just me and you

I’ve spent a thousand nights
lost in your emerald eyes
Lost in a place where I know you can see my soul

Make me lose track of time
you and your emerald eyes
suddenly feels like I have finally found a home

a subtle breeze
It’s you and me
chest to chest, no in between
and every moment’s better than the last

anything and everything
that I could every want or need 
is standing right beside me in the grass

The birds they sang a melody
My heart was keeping time and we
were dancing on the edge of something new

Slow at first but now it seems
that we’ll go down in history 
as lovers from the start just me and you

(humming)

I’ve spent a thousand nights
lost in your emerald eyes
Lost in a place where I know you can see my soul

Make me lose track of time
you and your emerald eyes
suddenly feels like I have finally found a home

Emerald Eyes

The First One - Caro, James Droll

All rights go to Cole. This is such an amazing song. Check it out in Spotify, iTunes, or on her YouTube channel.

Don't Forget Me - COLE (Official Audio)

my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ out now 🌒  https://stem.ffm.to/nightsalone

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Messy Room (Acoustic)

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