Transmutation piece from an encounter with some old friends~
Keepin it real. Sourcing love from within
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》Personal《

Misunderstood when I jump for joy/
wrapping my legs around homeboy/
no ill intention yet the Sis got lit up/ 
compounded tension, I was the cherry on top/
don't park in her spot/
that was far from my thought/
I'll take responsibility, be more aware of my actions/
with the interactions when weaving connections in tribe/
transparency is my vibe/
homeboy let me know she be barking down his throat/
navigating a growing relationship/
just let me know what's up Sis/
my heart was so full/
And then I got hit by their shrapnel/ 
devastating to my soul to be dropped like that/
Felt like I was jabbed from the front and the back/
y'all stories about me convinced and fabricated another reality/
I got no control for what's been told/
harbored the feelings and then got a cold/
Two weeks to purge the insanity/
Come back to truth from perceived fantasy/ thought y'all knew me/
claim to be my protectors/
and then went straight for my nectar/
valued my presence when the bond was United/
my essence is pure/
now we've collided/
to be blasted apart, no thread in sight
journey back to the heart, and remember my light// 

~Nikita•Ilumina🌙

March 18, 2021 
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J Dilla instrumental 

Personal (Purple Instrumental)

written 12/05/20 at 11:55pm
Feeling the feelz after a beautiful time in Tulum.
Integrating through creating this love story, which is a deep love within• being reflected 🖤🌙
ft. Shylah Ray Sunshine on the chorus
and instrumentals by Arthurltis - Midnight Walk on Broadway 

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I think about you everyday and our precious moments/
Once I reminisce
You're imprinted on my heart n I feel the bliss/
The memories keep cycling/
Im in ecstasy
So I just breathe and feel the alchemy/
sometimes I feel the melancholy/
I wonder do you feel the chemistry or is it just me/
I don't want my mind to go insane/
think about societys conditioning/
We forgot how to say what we be feeling/
are we are thinking too much and questioning
what is love/
Are we feeling the past hurts/
Or are we lifted from the dirt/
Cuz I'm a Lotus blooming in the mud
A fragrance that's enchanting it can lift you up to the clouds above/ 

Come through i wanna feel your love
Chorus/ / come through I wanna feel your love (x6) 

Sitting face-to-face gazing eyes into the soul/
I feel this destiny like a familiarity/
An ancient timeline weve remotely inclined/
Merging essence of cultures divine/
we experience a parallel multiverse
Please don't let this love be cursed/
We're graced to be here now touching lips it's like the sweetest kiss/
I Love the way you whisper in my ear/
and I love the way my spine tingles when your near/
It's Divinity reflected in a mirror/
Were not separate, 
Both holy in our wholeness/
We surrender to the flow of the cosmos/
It's magnetic, ya know/
Tell me, you ready to grow? 

Come through I wanna feel your love 
Chorus/ /come through I wanna feel your love (x6) 

Now I feel so good I'm melting in your arms/
I feel ur heart beat like the rhythm in my dreams/
The stars are glistening
I'm rising as a queen/
A Sacred king is seen
I Sense the galaxy dancing
Let's groove with(e)motion
It's like time is frozen
Desire to be chosen 

So baby tell me, will you ride with me? 

Baby will you come through, come through Lemme ride whichu 
Baby come through, come through let me ride with you
So baby will you come through, come through Lemme ride whichu 
Baby come through, come through let me ride with you 

Baby can I come through, come through and ride with you~
I wanna feel your love 

Chorus//

~Nikita•Ilumina🌙

Feel Your Love ft. Shylah Ray

infusing poetry • love vibration • incantations
🌹🖤🌙

Nikita•Ilumina

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