wasted time when
you’re still up late with
the tv flipped off
what are you watching 
keep your eyes peeled
leave my skin touched
late with the tv
where do you see me?

eyes of glass i just can’t take it
looking past you just can’t make it 
through the night 
less you have a fistful of blue sky 
through a screen of plastics and white noise
you’re too kind 

we’re still up talking 
when do you miss me?
leave your door shut
while i’m sleeping 
we’re just like strangers
i wouldn’t hate it
late with the tv 
where do you see me?

eyes of glass i just can’t take it
looking past you just can’t make it 
through the year 
broken thumb and you’re so charming
fucked your head and you’re so sorry
leave me here

but when you sigh
i breathe it in first
tuned to a dead screen
what are you watching?

Late with the TV

dripping drooling down
i thought it was the last time 
bet you’re home bout now
tiptoe on your clothesline

call out figures, psycho killer 
yeah i figured, psycho killer 
call out figures, be your thriller
yeah i figured, psycho killer

Psycho Killer pt.2

wring my head out for a week
when i can’t sleep
when i can’t 

think of the things that 
freak me out 
you freak out

cracking down
i’ll crack my skull 
until it splits wide open

pick my brain 
i’ll pick you first 
i’ll pick you first
always 

step up to the plate
bet you won’t swing
bet you won’t even try it

choke on the things 
you never thought would 
come back up 

spit out your tongue
and stomp it down
beneath the dirt 
til it’s mud 

pick my brain 
i’ll pick you first 
i’ll pick you first
always

Team // Test Bounce

i’ll be the gracious one
if you leave 
it doesn’t mean 
it didn’t help 

i’m always out of line
out of step 
and tucked away
upon your shelf 

when you’re asking for a sign
and i keep looking all the time
it doesn’t mean 
that i believe in it myself 

and you’re always throwing fits
when you’re reminded that you’re sick 
and all the sludge between your head 
can’t be undone 

tell me does it feel nice
to be alone 
to be a name 
all by yourself?

patience is made unkind 
when i believe 
in your disease 
and all it’s wealth 

when your friends they drop like flies
and you’re aching all the time 
would you just push the tropes aside
and call for help? 

and you do it all the time
where you leave me on the line 
between the best and the worst things 
i’ve ever felt

A Name is a Word

mindless detention and helpless prevention from the
things you like more than yourself 
it’s easy to please when you don’t have to treat burns from 
a pain that you’ve never felt 

a portrait of lovers from millions of others 
who bid you well 
and will pick up the phone when you call 
it shatters and cracks and it starts to look bad 
if you stare too long
so it’s best not to look much at all 

i want more than goose strings and ladders
i adore all the talk 
faces in passing they try to convince you to 
eventually, eventually care

a figure of praise with a mind twice his age and a knack for 
selfish endeavors, he calls 
upon me i’m sinking and shrinking and draining into
something much slighter than small 

i want more than useless encounters
godless rooms in my head
i see the smile leave your face like a sure thing, could you 
eventually, eventually care?

i want more than you have to offer
tried to cope for a while 
i hate the way you hang me up as if you someday could 
eventually, eventually care

Cult Of Personality (demo)

Abundance

the holy kim-trinity (deal, gordon, and -ya dawson)

Nikki Anvar

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