prod. @cpt_sad




eyes open up to the pouring rain 
blue and red lights dance across my face
i try to wipe their colors away
turns to liquid, drips over me

why’d i have to start a fight?
shouldn’t have let you leave that night
people tell me that it isn’t true,
that my life’s not worth living without you

i think its so unfortunate
something saved me from giving in
now theres EMTs shooting me up
life-saving fluids i don’t even want

this life's not fair,
i’m so bad at dying
but you got there
without even trying

eyes open up to the monitor’s dash
dirty nails from crawling down to your crash
clawed at the earth trying to get you back

why’d i have to start that fight?
shouldn’t have let you leave that night
people tell me that it isn’t true,
that my life’s not worth living without you

my eyes r swollen and my legs r bruised
just wanted to come home to you
but its not something i can choose
something Earth wasn’t ready to lose
one day i will come home to you
eyes open up..still seeing blue
this life’s not worth living too
wish it was me, but it had to be you

nikkolette

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